um wut do u considr ur music 2 dis is so good 

03

https://open.spotify.com/album/4BuJ4jRfLoTj9rQ8vi94zk?si=KSnxOYr9T0qwGS16BoSYEQ

lyrics >
talk
it anyway...
stop
tryna control
but with the glass half full, i was staying awake
and i've been running out of options and i needed a taste
do you mind if i want it back?
do you mind if i have that?
'cause i don't want you to think i'm like this
'cause somebody wants you
and you never talked to me anyway
didn't you want to?
what i'd do to fucking crash at your place,
sora you don't know the half of it
you gave somethin that i cannot replace
sora you don't know the half of it
(you don't know the half of it)

do you mind if i want it back?
do you mind if i have that?
do you mind if i want it back?
do you mind if i have that?
do you mind if i want it back?
do you mind if i have that? (so)

'cause i dont recommend u
look through your camera roll while you're figuring it out (yeah)
so sora, when will you come home?

and i don't want you to think im like this
'cause somebody wants you
you never talked to me anyway
didn't u want to?
what i'd do to fucking crash at ur place,
sora you don't know the half of it
you gave somethin that i cannot replace
sora you don't know the half of it
.
if you read this, i will see you soon in the town below the dancing star.

sora

im all in, catch me when im falling
i feel nauseous every time ur calling
so im sorry if u feel like im ignoring u
it feels like every word u say isnt true

ur in my head yet again
im overwhelmed, why can't it end?
u left me broken stuck with my emotions
all till the end

im all in, catch me when im falling
i feel nauseous every time ur calling
so im sorry if u feel like im ignoring u
it feels like every word u say isnt true

be cautious whenever ur talking to me
on the highway driving in the whip top speed
im flying, took every drug i could see
feel like dying, cause i just wnna be free

i don't even know
i don't even know
wanna move on again
i don't even know

falling
catch me when im falling
catch me when im falling
catch me when im falling
*2

(silly little drop ^^ :D)

nauseous

been away for a little while feels great to be back

lyrics:

baby what I told you
is a lie
and I’m stupid for thinking it was over
surrounded by clovers
soon to fall over
am I a weeping willow
surrounded by trees?
wonder when you’re gonna sit next to me
wonder how you think of all the ways I’ve changed
do you?

and this ain’t the same
body I was in when I met your skin
don’t know why I’m so anxious to win
and I think about this often
am I the fucking worst
attempt at a coverup?
my identity’s equivalent worth
(fuck)
take out the power in me

(its almost like I know what I’m talking about)

baby what I told you
is a lie
you cried when you read my journal
I died when you crossed that hurdle
and you labeled me as stupid and running away from my life
soon enough you’ll get why I’m over it already
it’s not that important to me anymore
I’d rather spend time walking with my friends
or playing the show of my life
maybe I was just too invested in it

baby
what I told you straight up is a lie
you say you’re okay inside
yea well so am I
or at least I hide it well
I live so confided in my shell

and this ain’t the same
body I was in when I met your skin
don’t know why I’m so anxious to win
and I think about this often
am I the fucking worst
attempt at a coverup?
my identity’s equivalent worth
(fuck) 
take out the power in me

Same Body

impulse upload
(with a bit extra)

original by @soupandreas

original lyrics: https://genius.com/Soupandreas-morris-island-lyrics

added lyrics:
i'll keep on making it worse every time i open my damn mouth
so brush it off with a word in the dark, i don't want this to pardon myself
keep telling me i'm full of myself
i'll run backwards through the streets in hell
repeat if you want, it'll never be enough
and i wish i knew how they felt

worsen my condition
why can't i just listen
whenever i have the chance to speak
these old superstitions
i just want to be finished
i've learned that it doesn't come for free

(must it always be about me)

morris island (cover)

covered some of my favorite songs <3

co-prod. wishlane & soutjay

songs covered:
burbank house - tsubi club
endlessly - bixby
heck - underscores
morris island - soupandreas
rosier/punk2 - brakence
sydney - gabby start
santa monica - aries
peace sounds - james ivy

thank you for the inspiration

songs that keep me sane

my anv7 submission w @swazyhq 
and im almost outta time
future isnt looking very bright
it seems like lately
people switch up on a dime
fuck em thats alright by me
let em live their fantasy

i keep running 
i feel like id do better on my own
let me hold on to something
the sun goes down by the time i get home
was it all for nothing 
cuz lately i been feeling nothing at all
no i keep running 
aw forrest gump dont have shit on me at all
look at my fingertips 
they bruised and burned from the cigarettes 
running through my thoughts just dont put them on the internet
i been up all night thinking about us getting intimate 
no i dont wanna die before i see your face again 
demons monsters hating them 
im on fire blaziken 
im not high as i can be i think its time to blaze again
i told you im caged in my mind 
put a date on the line 
i wont make it there in time

fantasy (ft. swazy)

https://spiritofariel.com

i've been dreaming of you inside my bed
if you call me up would i wake up now?
well you chose another good guy instead
and i'm over it and all of that but i miss you now

i want you to see me as someone you can reach when i'm in your head
i'm holding myself cuz i'm lonely as hell and i only see you in my dreams

i've been dreaming of you inside my bed
if you call me up would i wake up now?
well you chose another good guy instead
and i'm over it and all of that but i miss you now

i want you to see me as someone you can reach when i'm in your head
i'm holding myself cuz i'm lonely as hell and i only see you in my dreams

i've been dreaming of you inside my bed
if you call me up would i wake up now?
well you chose another good guy instead
and i'm over it and all of that but i miss you now

don't fret if it wasn't the world we thought it would be
don't panic if you think it's the end
we're gonna make it out taking effort one day at a time
it's gonna be ours in a matter of time
i've been dreaming dreaming dreaming

i've been dreaming of you inside my bed
if you call me up would i wake up now?
well you chose another good guy instead
and i'm over it and all of that but i miss you now

11.16.22

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thank you to @dobimusic for help with this. 

i am moving forward with my music, trying new things. stay tuned for more projects in the future. they may be very different :)

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hide me
into every wall
that i cant see
highly
i am growing back
poison ivy
cant scream
into every scene
im not acting
any more
im not keeping score
or trying

screaming out, for

fold it like some paper
if i set it down here i dont think ill read it later
think about how much i hate her
origami never seemed any safer

feeling too hot like im running laps
scream it right out like i did say that
and ill fall apart like the shed out back
its not intact it was never intact

spotify

origami

talking, only a part from what i had
talking over my head, i said
talking, falling apart from where i am
talking over my head

in my head
get the best of me
and the rest, i sleep
understand
id give anything
just the parts i see
like i rest in piece
what i mean
cant say anything
i dont ever know
whats a part of me
or whats apart from me

in my head
like the sword i sheathe
hiding from the screen
crawl to bed
like i swear id be
safe from every dream
and i am not clean
parting seams
youre apart from me
wait until it snows
or until i freeze
and boil everything
in my head

origami

oakscreen

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