A melancholic ballad accompanied by the soothing sounds of an early morning breeze.

LYRICS:
Yes, my love, I confess to you
I am only here to break your heart in two
The very flower you chose that day
Its only task was to decay, you see?

When I watched your first bathing,
I only warned you with a lowered voice
"Be wary of my river's undertow,
It flows with water from the coldest source."
Did you hear?

When you hid under my black wings
They couldn't have protected you from anything
Once in flight, they would have let go
You would have once again wound up below, only broken

Indeed, it's wrong to keep you near me
One could call me cruel, and deceiving 
But in your sacred air, I am full of life
Your loving arms are the true delight, to which I'm lost

Yes, my love, I confess to you
I've nothing but the means to break your heart in two
My part in yours may seem important now
But with every spring it will seem so small
Just for now, I am your fall
I am your fall
I am your fall


~~ Thanks for listening. ~~

Persephone

Quietly singing "This Will End," by the Oh Hellos, in the early hours of a rainy morning. I was experimenting with new ideas, and I apologize if the result is unsatisfactory. Thanks.


LYRICS:
no, i am not afraid to die
it's every breath that comes before
heartache, i've heard, is part of life
and i have broken more and more

but i can hope how this will end
with every line a comedy
that we could learn to love without demand
but unreserved honesty

if i am not afraid to die
and you are crouching at my door
and suffering is all there is to gain in life
then what is all this waiting for?

i can see how this will end
in all its bitter tragedy
i'll give you all i have to spend
and you'll give nothing back to me

and i will wait for this to end
the back and forth, the battery
for you, at last, to comprehend
the kind of love of which i speak


~~ Thanks for listening. ~~

Lofi Guitar in the Rain

"O Di, vises mi miserete aeterna."

LYRICS:
I live in a constant state of fear and misery,
Do you miss me anymore?
And I don't even notice when it hurts anymore,
Anymore, anymore, anymore~


Thanks for listening.

Fear & Misery (acoustic.)

This song is dedicated to the depraved and deplorable.

LYRICS:
what my heart holds in store is pretty awful i'm sure 
blood death and famine galore, i'm talking visceral gore 
hidden beneath the floorboards, it's rotten black at the core 
oh hey but listen there's more!

i've become unstoppable, slowing me down impossible 
but you my friend are optional, in fact i think that ditching you just might have been quite optimal, so i'll keep popping off on you, for years that's all i wanted dude, so drop the fuckin attitude- 

call this shit an étude, stay poppin' with them quaaludes
anger deep inside of me, you bring that bullshit outta me
i'm conquering you like i am son goku rance
now i'm fuckin' on your bitch, can't keep my dick in my pants

you're a petty middle-schooler with a stunted brain, who's accomplished nothing since the seventh grade
how you look to your parents under the weight of your shame is a disgrace to your family and insult on their name
and now i'm waiting on that headline, a fast approaching deadline, found dead in his parents home at the age of 25
call me ego's peak because i piqued your ego, now i'm dunking on these faggots i don't need a free throw

i'll lay you out flat with kinjutsu tensei, leave you lookin' up to me like i'm kakashi sensei
got eight tri-grams in the palm of my hand, i'm a man of the land, you sank like man of medan

you're an e-boy with a day job and i promise this won't take long, i'm breaking every leg that you had to fuckin' stand on
while you were in the theatre watching my little pony, i was back at home making sure everyone knows me
you're tasteless, you've got no class, this shit is sad
catch you sucking up for favor, kiss my ass

time to make a decision you'd better move with precision, but no you lack the ambition so now i'll finish my mission 
incognito cognition now all your moves are conditioned, know i pack ammunition, i'll force you into submission with my combat intuition, 
keep in mind you're forgiven 
play you like a fiddle bitch because i'm a skilled musician

you're bipolar like russel brand
but i don't think that you understand
it's no excuse to inflict abuse
you dogwhistle like sam hyde
lose yourself in the apartheid 
you're neck deep in a trench of pride
save yourself, cause i fucking tried
a victim of my war crimes

now swear an oath that you can't keep, cut your throat while you're asleep

a fish out of water i'll leave you gasping for air
land one blow to your chest and it's decided right there
you're only 5'9 at best, so take a swing if you dare

now blast this batshit bastard bending backwards.
cry to femboy twitter cause i ain't even missing ya
you're so callous and bitter, i'll take your sister to dinner, drop to her knees like a sinner because she ain't no beginner

it ain't very wise to diss me, your insults keep on missing and your punches keep on whiffing, put the beef in the freezer and i'll get back to you tomorrow
sleep with one eye open bitch, the time you're on is borrowed

they say that good times never last, don't waste your days away wishing for things you never had
because i pull away fast, i'll leave you trapped in the past, you see these bars are unravelling 
got the ball and i'm travelling in your home court, stop short, shoot my short and watch the scoreboard and i'm going to war 
because i murder for sport,  slaughter any motherfucker without any remorse

pop the clutch in this bitch and put the whip in reverse, i'm gone.



~~ Thanks for listening. ~~

Honeyworthless

this is a fun little remix/mashup of some of my favorite songs from some great video games. (nuclear throne, hotline miami & furi.)

Hope you enjoy!

LYRICS:
It's the
Dead body lootin'
Mutant shootin'
Venus youthin'
Rootin' tootin'
Luger totin'
Ruger loadin'
Bullet throwin'
Way-too-long grenade holding
Triangular, might mangle your weapon to rap
Flash color-coded clips 'n' an RPG hat
Baby, baby blue ammo turns red when it claps
Shoot your face in the fat
Give your cadaver a slap
Where the level boss at?
I wanna clickclickcaclack-ch'pow-clickclickcaclack that
See 'em, shoot 'em, skin 'em, wear 'em, mount 'em on a wall
If it's completely armor plated Imma shoot it in the BALL...
...in' like a black hole or vulture flock
You're violently challenged
Your THANGS don't cock
Your things get shot
Your party stop
When I roll up teen wolfin' on an ambulance top
This ain't no game ain't never been no show
And I'll gladly gun down the oldest lady you know

I don't need no friends (Me no believe in trends)
I don't need no phone  (Me no believe in G'NOME)
Just a bag of severed heads (All me be believe in)
And my Nuclear Throne (Is a Nuclear Throne)

I don't need no bread (Me kill you in a nowhere)
I don't need no home (Me kill you all alone)
Just everybody dead (Me kill you in the face)
And my Nuclear Throne (For my Nuclear Throne)

I don't need no friends (Me no believe in trends)
I don't need no phone  (Me no believe in G'NOME)
Just a bag of severed heads (All me be believe in)
And my Nuclear Throne (Is a Nuclear Throne)

I don't need no bread (Me kill you in a nowhere)
I don't need no home (Me kill you all alone)
Just everybody dead (Me kill you in the face)
And my Nuclear Throne (For my Nuclear Throne)

Trouble don't wanna
You me gon' gun down you mama
We be for fun kill a llama
Dog donkey zebra piranha
Me ride giraffe up on top a
And go JIHADAMATATA
Who hotta?
Beside the guy who cuts horse meat off the shwarma
GUNGODA!
Shoot you in the morning get your blood on my eggs
Shoot you in the hand, head, face, chest, neck, legs
At Chrismahanukwanzakah him hide under tree (Hoo!)
Jump out mini-gunning down your fat family
Wanna spell a good time to me?
It is M-U-R-D-E-R-N-O-N-S-T-O-P
You don't wanna be
The duty I shooty
Better than good nudie movie
To me a gun and cookie
Hot like the Huxtable RUDY

Your things get shot
Your party stop
When I roll up teen wolfin' on an ambulance top
This ain't no game ain't never been no show
And I'll gladly gun down the oldest lady you know

I don't need no friends (Me no believe in trends)
I don't need no phone  (Me no believe in G'NOME)
Just a bag of severed heads (All me be believe in)
And my Nuclear Throne (Is a Nuclear Throne)

I don't need no bread (Me kill you in a nowhere)
I don't need no home (Me kill you all alone)
Just everybody dead (Me kill you in the face)
And my Nuclear Throne (For my Nuclear Throne)

I don't need no friends (Me no believe in trends)
I don't need no phone  (Me no believe in G'NOME)
Just a bag of severed heads (All me be believe in)
And my Nuclear Throne (Is a Nuclear Throne)

I don't need no bread (Me kill you in a nowhere)
I don't need no home (Me kill you all alone)
Just everybody dead (Me kill you in the face)
And my Nuclear Throne (For my Nuclear Throne)

...


Thanks for listening.

My Only Chance (remix.)

A cover of the original song by Dayglow.

LYRICS:
My memory is not like the other one
Turn to strike my face
Always second place
Tell me again, why is it I
Never can do anything right?
Complicated theories of life
Sarcastically

But we both know
The way it's gonna go
In the same way
Maybe I'm not all that you thought
And we don't move
Like we used to do
In the same way
Maybe you're not such a hot rod

Take back again all that I ever was
It was only just a phase
I never thought of it that way
But what do I know?
I'm sorry for
Not wanting to be your decor
Truth is such a violent force
Pushing you away

But we both know
The way it's gonna go
In the same way
Maybe I'm not all that you thought
And we don't move
Like we used to do
In the same way
Maybe you're not such a hot rod

Oh, we both know
The way it's gonna go
In the same way
Maybe I'm not all that you thought
And we don't move
Like we used to do
In the same way
Maybe you're not such a hot rod

~~~ Thanks for listening. ~~~

Hot Rod

The year is 20XX.

LYRICS:
i'm coming after you with everything that i've got
because if victory is possible than failure is not 
i play it cruel, keep it cool, fast, loose and aggressive 
i like to keep you on your toes because my flow's so oppressive 
you gotta roll with the punches- you better duck don't start runnin'
'cause you plant your feet and die a man or reduce to nothin'
you see my style's ice cold on my jp white 
that's why i brandish my controller like the blade of knife 
so boy you'd better think twice before i slice you & dice you
steal the light behind your eyes before your tourney stock dies, whoa-
monster, a madman, completely insane
divin' deep off the stage so you'll remember my name 
you corny motherfuckers don't do anything new 
you just copy what's been workin' and then act like it's you 
but we know that ain't really true
ain't nobody care for sheik until my ***** jmook 
so now i run phonies thru, come show me what you can do 
i move so swift and strike so quick you may think i'm pausing time 
but i am death in disguise so look me dead in the eye 
what's the point of fearing death if you ain't living my guy? 
you gotta work to get by, you've gotta fight to survive 
surpassed your limits in stride, then shift into overdrive 
now this shit is do or die because its your life or mine 
don't stop to think there's no time 
and know that once you hesitate your fate is mine to decide. 
(what?)

(Ready?)
(FIYAH!)

i dance around you like recitals, ooh~ 
i limit test in grand finals, ooh~ 
i turned your idols to rivals, now put some respect on my name
before i try to climb up this mountain that towers before me 
but fuck it i'm chasin' the summit 
and either i am gonna make it or i'm gonna plummet 
but i cannot stomach the thought of just narrowly
missin' a shot to take a chance at my dreams
the type of shit i've been before i was a teen
i've been hoping for praying to one day stand with the greatest 
like somebody could look up to me and know i truly made it 
by my merit, i can't share it, 
but i hope that they can take from me their own inspiration 
chase what they've always wanted and not be fooled by the hatred
because it's easy to hate, but know it's harder to love
you gotta marry the struggle and you can not give it up
see it will bend you and shake you and it may warp you and break you
but if you temper your steel steeped in the fires of hell, 
then your shell will not crack when you bust outta your cell 
your resolve cannot falter you gotta keep pressing onward, 
you gotta keep climbing higher because the trophy at the finish line is yours to acquire, 
and i swear to you that some day every one of us will make it, that's the truth and it's naked, 
i've seen the future: it's fated.

(gotta keep fighting harder, gotta keep reaching higher, gotta keep moving forward, gotta keep grinding harder, gotta keep pushing onward, gotta keep climbing farther...)

~~~ Thanks for listening. ~~~

Melee

hardest banger yet.

LYRICS:
Biggest come up since my graduation
Now let’s not fuck around and get it terminated
Don’t forget the bag that we’ve been chasin’
When Oathwood’s on the beat we call that total domination

Step to me and you’ll get smoked
These gunners got you in the scope
I’ll strangle you with this tightrope and choke out every drop of hope 
I wear the crown ‘cause I’m the GOAT
Fuck it, you ain’t even know

I play with my life
Cut my fingers on the knife blade
These drugs won’t let me feel the pain
Your boy ain’t got no motherfuckin’ shame
What can I say, I like to play the dice games
Sleet snow or rain, fuckin’ come what may
So steer the hell out of my way, and keep it in your lane
You ain’t passin’ me today
I’m the one who holds the reins
And I ain’t here to play
Do not test me bitch, we're not the same
No matter what you claim, I’ll hang your head in shame
Stab bludgeon and maim, I’ll leave your wrists in chains
Like a fall guy who's already been set up and framed
From all the bloodstains and pain, you should probably abstain
Don’t even feign to strap a gun pull up and take aim
So you can call me Lothraine, you know I spit that acid rain
Your fate has been ordained, and I’m the one who ascertains
These streets are wild, but I’m atop the food chain, yeah

Step to me and get eviscerated 
Carve you open with a blade serrated
Every move I make is calculated
Must be trippin’ if you think I’m playin’
You encounter me and know it’s fated
I’m the one and only, you ain’t never seen this kind of hatred

With the venom and the rage
We can turn the other page
Burn the tapes as though it's sage
All the world is just a stage 
It’s time I got out of my cage
Don’t tell me who I am, or how to act, I’ll put you in your place
Treat my life like it's a game, so deranged, flows insane
Don’t gaslight the roaring flame, or I won’t be the one to blame 
I’ll slay you with my tongue and run you straight through with the blade
For you there can be no escape, so come and make your last mistake
I ain’t here to play boy, we ending this today boy
There’s no time to hesitate, so say my fuckin’ name, boy

When the venom is diminishing 
The rage shows up to finish things
But you don’t need to worry because this won’t take a minute
I’m gonna snap you in half like a clockwork partridge, 
Flash in the pan ‘cause you spit hot garbage
And I talk evil, like I kill people, and my rhyme’s lethal, cause I’m primeval 
Got the rage inside me, it’s a pride that guides me
I’m a violent man, so tread around me lightly
We do things my way, I don’t ask politely 
I’m a bona fide warlord, put you to the sword, gored
Your body hits the floorboards, and I won’t feel any remorse 
Step into my cage, and I will let you feel the rage
I just broke your fuckin’ nose, now here’s another dose of the venom

Step to me and get eviscerated 
Carve you open with a blade serrated
Every move I make is calculated
Must be trippin’ if you think I’m playin’
You encounter me and know it’s fated
I’m the one and only, you ain’t never seen this kind of hatred
Step to me and you’ll get smoked
These gunners got you in the scope
I’ll strangle you with this tightrope and choke out every drop of hope 
I wear the crown ‘cause I’m the GOAT
Fuck it, you ain’t even know

Øathwood

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