And I feel caged in my bedroom 
Clutch my pillow wish that it was you
And I would rather die a million times 
Then see somebody else inside your life

Doc said that I can’t feel your heartbeat
Swear this happens everytime that you ignore me 
I guess you were asleep oh I’m sorry 
4am just waiting for your message 
I can’t sleep, i swear your losing interest 
Its not my fault, baby girl it’s your decision
yeah, yeah, feel like i'm just fallling apart, 
feel like fawlin i would fuckin die to be in your arms

So I Let go of all the pain
Life sucks But, I swear that we’ll be okay 
Oh woah oh woah woah 

So I Let go of all the pain
Life sucks But, I swear that we’ll be okay 
Oh woah oh woah woah

Life Sucks Unfinished (Bloom)

Yugi Moto (prod. duvaal)

prod. flesh

lyrics:
nothing in the chamber but I'm loaded 
no, I don't wanna grow much older 
it's seven in the morning took a thought and then I wrote it 
but I still hear the humming of the motor 
I can't trust these people on the phone don't know their motives 
trust is a massage to my shoulders 
I can feel the weight just lift away as I decode it 
the meaning of the words I brokered 

I've been feeling tired the only remedy is focus 
I put another beat in my folder 
someone tell me why there's all this snow in Oklahoma 
I've been fucking freezing I just wish that I could hold her 
is it time to feel all right yet? lost inside the lotus 
and I don't like this chip on my shoulder 
I just want the love reciprocated in the moment 
but people wanna fuck me over 

I don't wanna be a victim 
I just wish that you would listen 
I don't wanna break the system 
tears clouding my vision 
tell me would it hurt to give some? 
I could never make the distance and I know 
it could always hurt to live some 
but I need it for the wisdom 

I won't be safe, I won't be safe about it 
I'm okay, I'll be okay in doubt that its 
all fake, the world might cave, surrounded by 
all shapes, I fall asleep to the sound of the 
the palm trees, it's all a dream, it's crowded 
yet I'll be alone with all these people around me 
I saw me, the man in the mirror is shrouded 
by longing, what could the fall bring? 
I hope that it's all peace 

don't get me wrong
I'll tag along
but the words feel so empty
when the world talks in envy
woe
are you friend or foe?
will I ever know?
when will I be whole? are we all alone?

all these lessons vogue
I can't get more vague
where else do I go?
how can I be brave?
shut the window closed
don't let in the rain
feelings I disposed
help me get away, try another day
i just gotta sing

trust

prod @pastencounters

LYR!C
Ok im dreaming bout you, even tho you waste my time
I know what this will come to, but i'm hypnotized
Got me by the tongue, and im searching for an answer
Ur stuck inside my thoughts, your a devilish enchanter

Black eyeliner, ripped fishnets, thigh high socks and pink corset
Black nail polish, cigarettes, got my name across your chest
Black eyeliner, ripped fishnets, thigh high socks and pink corset
Black nail polish, cigarettes, got my name across your chest

Once i saw you, you had me crushing, girl i want you
She got that hello kitty backpack, and in fact, she asked my snapchat
Shawty i dont have that, heres my ig, lets not backtrack
Moving forward, making moves, i see your eyes, i see your mood.

devilish enchanter the way she looks into my eyes
She got my soul she's haunting, is this real life?
Im under full control, she got me by that spell
Im simping full time for you, baby cant you tell

Black eyeliner, ripped fishnets, thigh high socks and pink corset
Black nail polish, cigarettes, got my name across ur chest
Black eyeliner, ripped fishnets, thigh high socks and pink corset
Black nail polish, cigarettes, got my name across ur chest

i know, nothings ever perfect.
You got me by ur spell, and ill tell you that its working
I wanna see you, wanna be by your side
But if i'm being honest, i dont know how u survived
All my stupid questions, all my stupid answers
I'm self conscious, i'm a loser, and your a devilish enchanter

Black eyeliner, ripped fishnets, thigh high socks and pink corset
Black nail polish,cigarettes, she got my name across her chest
Black eyeliner, ripped fishnets, thigh high socks and pink corset
Black nail polish, cigarettes, she got my name across her chest

devilish enchanter [prod. past encounters]

Let Go (Ross Gossage)

In my head looking for a friend who looks like heaven sent 
Terrified of losing them 
But can’t go on with keeping them fit

Toxins, that I know are basically ruing your life 
Said that you would stop a couple hundred times 

You’re Dope sick, you ain’t worth it 
I can see it your eyes 
Wasn’t meant to make you cry 

Might dig you a grave I’m being honest 
Went to your parents for help, I’m uninvited 

Toxins fill your head I'm tired 
Recently I been uninspired 

These days the streets fill with violence 
Terrified but so inviting 

Smoke in the air 
I got thoughts in my head about what’s truly there 
Am I supposed to be here??

In my head looking for a friend who looks like heaven sent 
Terrified of losing them 
But can’t go on with keeping them fit

Toxins, that I know are basically ruing your life 
Said that you would stop a couple hundred times 

You’re Dope sick, you ain’t worth it 
I can see it your eyes 
Wasn’t meant to make you cry 

Might dig you a grave I’m being honest 
Went to your parents for help, I’m uninvited 

Toxins fill your head I'm tired 
Recently I been uninspired 

These days the streets fill with violence 
Terrified but so inviting

Dope Sick [+ Cimor x splashgvng]

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uYHAR8Xzsyo
fucking stupid sample

i know theyre still waiting on acknowledgement that i could give a fuck
how could i ever be open when my ladders still stuck?
somebody always wanting something, never giving what they took
ion give no second chances if you blow its bad luck
yeah you'll be okay
but you gotta text me when you get home
man i know you're lying to yourself
you're in a ditch bro
(n i swear half the time idk where i am, yeah, idk where i am)

yeah
told her wait 2 mins
got an oz on me ima smoke n not feel it
butterflies in my chest when ur leaving
no reply now im staring at the ceiling

come here, baby come here
im cold in the dark n i need ya
come here, baby come here
im cold in the dark n i need ya

i know theyre still waiting on acknowledgement that i could give a fuck
how could i ever be open when my ladders still stuck?
somebody always wanting something, never giving what they took
ion give no second chances if you blow its bad luck
yeah you'll be okay
but you gotta text me when you get home
man i know you're lying to yourself
you're in a ditch bro
(n i swear half the time idk where i am, yeah, idk where i am)

g.a.f (kaadota.)

s/o my brother https://soundcloud.com/breckenford

lyrics

i never been smart
dont worry bout me bae u got a good heart
i kno i will love u till my times gone
n no we dont got time to think about the time lost

buckle up ur my overdrive
i feel myself spiral to a downward dive
n if u leave me in the end i can say that i tried
ill take the long way home
got shit to think ab
i had to teach myself to "not fall when u looking down"
spent a long time looking for myself
something different that i found
n i dont like it

im seeing violence when i close my eyelids
n we may struggle towards the end but death is silent
n she love asking why im drinking like a pirate
but when its all broken down
its just a science

(ford)
give me guidence
everyday im breaking down in the quiet
will it ever go away im steady crying
when u lie u overtaking got me dying
so indecisive
said im priceless then u say im violent
girl im trying
i dont gotta hide it
perfect timing
still wont stop the whining
so im reliant on the pain thru all the shining
but it make sense
all the times u broke me down n made me reset
made me realize all the cries were never silent
everything u ever said was only pretend
for no reason
i did my best to make sure u knew that i felt
every feeling in the world when i fell down
ill move away
go to town
find a new crowd
youd see what love was all about if u stick around
i know the truth now
it was over from the start
u a rebound
u could never reach my heart
such a let down
why is life so gd hard is this even allowed
is this even allowed

buckle up ur my overdrive
i feel myself spiral to a downward dive
n if u leave me in the end i can say that i tried
ill take the long way home
got shit to think ab
i had to teach myself to "not fall when u looking down"
spent a long time looking for myself
something different that i found
n i dont like it

death is silent w/ brecken (jacob vallen)

produced: tiedforsilver
feat: greenwood 
artwork: my amazing gf <3

lyrics:

( i would give anything to walk by your side again, alone my hands are trembling and i would make the sun drown)

i would give anything
to walk by your side again
the loneliness is dragging me 
further in the dark and now i cannot pretend 
that i can take the suffering
when your not around i’d rather be dust in the wind
alone my hands are trembling
i would make the sun drown to bring you back my friend

(greenwood)

keep you safe, i don't know if i can manage
i whip it fast, sip it slow, its fucking static
guess you were right, never more than just an addict
i compensate, i overdo it fucking manic

all of that in my life though
i just really wanna go home
call you drunk from your friends phone
straight passing out at the dial tone
i don't what this life's worth
guess i don't see what you see (don't know what you mean)
nothing ever came easy when i'm face down in the deep

compensate i never get it right
run it different in my head like just the other night
see the mist and all the people on the other side
i know you're there and i don't even have to wonder

(epitome)

i do not have the time, nor a good alibi 
to explain why, how nothings been going right
i could roll the dice, but that would waste the time
of you and i, no need to try to chance it now

this loneliness as left a frown
on my face, it’s dragging me down
to the ground, now underneath where i can’t even hear a sound

i would give anything
to walk by your side again
the loneliness is dragging me 
further in the dark and now i cannot pretend 
that i can take the suffering
when your not around i’d rather be dust in the wind
alone my hands are trembling
i would make the sun drown to bring you back my friend

i would make the sun drown w/ greenwood (tiedforsilver)

(prod. michael harrison)

am i the only whos touching you
am i the only whos fucking you
hard to believe the truth from the lies
when all i wanna do is love you

did you fabricate the truth to save me
lying to my face coz this aint what i need 
told me to be okay
im just delusional i know bae

im trying to be okay
and ive been fighting for so long
for so long
for so long
for so long

standing there im vacant
an empty shell a hollow soul
hate myself its dangerous
coz i can end it all i know
and i think is better than me
give u everything u seeking
do you think bout me
when your down on your knees
i know your not praying
giving what you gave to me
i hate to say it 

all these thoughts in my head
who am i to blame
i keep playing these games
over and over again

and can you see me love
coz i want us
overthink is tough
oh i cant stop

for so long
for so long
for so long
for so long x2

compromised (michael harrison)

no tricks up my sleeve w/ spookybands (king theta)

ʕ•̫͡•ʕ•̫͡•ʔ•̫͡•ʔ•̫͡•ʕ•̫͡•ʔ•̫͡
21･:*☆

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