I wrote this based off Hikaru Utadas own Dirty Desires. 

Dirty Desire

Deep Harmony

‘Cry in Shame’ is about the pain of realizing they never saw the love you gave until it was too late. I gave him everything—my heart, my trust, my soul—and he didn’t treat it like it mattered. And now that I’m gone, now that I’ve finally walked away, he wants to feel something. But it’s too late. This song is me letting it all out—the heartbreak, the anger, the disappointment. If he’s crying now, it’s not out of love—it’s out of guilt. And that’s the real shame… not that it ended, but that he didn’t value it when it was real.

“Cry in Shame”

Lyrics written by me- messege me for info about purchase 

Come Thru

"Split Affection" is that late-night emotional tug-of-war I wrote from deep inside — the kind where love and pain sleep in the same bed. It’s about two men caught in that silent storm, still craving each other, still feeling the electricity... but torn by trust, timing, or just life getting in the damn way.

It’s that moment when your body still remembers, but your heart ain’t sure anymore. One minute you’re locked in each other’s arms, the next you're facing opposite directions, both pretending like it doesn’t hurt.
This ain’t just a breakup track — it’s a confessional. Smooth R&B vibes, soft trap drums, and raw masculinity dripping from every lyric.

This song is the mirror crack — where you still see pieces of the love, but nothing lines up like it used to.

Split Affection

This Heart A Map Of Yesterday" by ObiAmeshi,

A deeply introspective journey through the landscapes of memory, "This Heart A Map Of Yesterday" explores how our past experiences become the cartography of our souls. ObiAmeshi crafts a haunting meditation on love, loss, and the way yesterday's moments continue to guide us through today's uncertainties.
With delicate melodies that trace the contours of nostalgia, this track invites listeners to navigate the familiar territories of their own hearts - those well-worn paths of first loves, broken promises, and bittersweet remembrances that shape who we become. Each verse unfolds like discovering an old photograph tucked between pages, revealing how yesterday's joys and sorrows have drawn the roads we walk today.
ObiAmeshi's evocative vocals serve as both compass and confession, acknowledging that while we cannot return to yesterday's destinations, we carry their coordinates within us always. "This Heart A Map Of Yesterday" is a tender reminder that our past isn't behind us - it lives within us, charting the course toward tomorrow's possibilities.

This Heart A Map  Of Yesterday

Eternal fire, boundless passion. “Arde Sin Fin” ignites every heartbeat in a dance of light and shadow.

Arde Sin Fin

Lyrics:



- INTRO:

You can say it's over baby,
act like we ain't lovers

But you can't help the feelings when they start

We can only go so far,
go so far ahead

Baby I don't wanna hold regrets,
baby I don't wanna lose this



- CHORUS:

I got it,
you got it, hmmm

They want it,
but they ain't got a, clue

What it is that makes us alive,
lost the thrill they just wanna feel the life

I got it,
you got it, hmmm

They want it,
but they ain't got a, clue

(x2) What it is that makes us alive



- VERSE 1:

You got me in the middle,
middle of hating myself a little

Treating me like a criminal,
Im losing it all, 
Im taking the fall for you

Yoouuu,
You're treating me like a criminal,
Im losing it all for you



- VERSE 2:

I could be your dream, be your  fantasy
I could be your only, I could be the one

Give you good love, girl I know you need some
We could keep it secret, telling noone

I could be your dream, be your  fantasy
I could be the only, I could be your one

Give you good love, girl I know you need some
We could keep it secret, telling noone


- VERSE 3:

Kill me with your kiss

Girl your lips is your dagger

Like a double edged blade,
showing no remorse,
no mercy

No you cannot hurt me

Kill me with your kiss

Girl your lips is your dagger

Like a double edged blade show no mercy, 
no mercy,
no mercy baby

They Want It

We had this song on repeat for days!!! Couldn’t let it go. The emotion, the storytelling, the texture... it hit deep. We love her work, and eventually, we just had to remix it.

Straight from our live Twitch session, “Pimmie’s Lament” takes the raw soul of Pimmie's Dilemma and flips it with a Jersey bounce beat, chopped vocals, sliding basslines, and a rhythm that moves the grief forward. It is a heartfelt nod to the original, now pulsing through the club.

PIMMIE'S LAMENT

An ode to finding your person — the one who feels like home, healing, and peace all in one.

Your my Peace (interlude)

NOW - LOVE SONG 2

ObiAmeshi is a multifaceted artist whose creative endeavors span across music, social commentary, acting, and production. As a musician, i bring unique perspectives to my craft, weaving together melodies and messages that resonate with contemporary audiences.
Known for my insightful social commentary, ObiAmeshi contributes meaningful discourse to societal conversations, leveraging this platform to address important issues and foster dialogue within this community. my analytical approach to social issues adds depth to my artistic work, creating a bridge between entertainment and social consciousness.
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As a producer, I combine artistic vision with practical execution, orchestrating various elements to create compelling content. This role allows me to mentor emerging talents while continuing to push creative boundaries in his productions.

ObiAmeshi's diverse skill set and commitment to artistic excellence make him a notable figure in the entertainment industry, where he continues to create, perform, and produce work that entertains, enlightens, and engages audiences across multiple platforms.

This Heart A Map Of Yesterday

ObiAmeshi

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