This is my soul, my heart.

A journey through my mind and being, barely making sense of things but so aware of things that I have to change and things I can change.

The fire consumed me and Original Swimming Party and Thor Rixon to put this fiery EP together.

Cosmic Fire

01 Cosmic Fire

I've felt that people have been so obsessed with my personal life and as I have been growing spiritually, I have been speaking to a couple of folks in the creative space, who have affirmed my new reality. This is one of those affirmations: The past is dead.

The Past Is Dead Interlude feat Lord Xhosa

This is a representation of the old me and how I viewed my past lovers. 

I mock toxicity and how I used to view women - as objects to fill a void inside, ones I would discard once my cup would be full.

I also go deeper and show how vulnerable I actually was behind the scenes - worthless and needy, I would crumble if they left me, yet I would act nonchalant, cool and distant when they would be around.

Toxic Song

Tao Flow is a representation of who I am working to be, a song inspired by the philosophy of Taoism and one of it's teachings is Wu wei: Effortless action/ action of non-action.

Here I paint a picture of who I want to be, a person who is flowing freely, who isn’t controlled by labels and worldly conformity’ 

I realize that, the more I chase, the more I get no where and I come back to myself. 

I even say “I won’t come looking for you” to truly reclaim that I am stronger now with myself and I do not need to look outside for love and that healing is always accessible. 

Forgiveness, acceptance being the main themes as well. 

Representing the ever-changing flow of the Universe and ultimately ‘growth’ within myself.

Tao Flow

When you find yourself in a complicated situation and there are too many feelings involved as well as a bit of ego, you can choose the easy way out - to walk away from something that could potentially be great.

Here - I am having a dialogue with myself, trying to convince myself that I haven't caught feelings. 

'Andizangapha for lonto' means 'I didn't come here for no BS' - Here, I am on ego mode, trying to play things cool and act like I am not interested to pursue a serious relationship with a woman who clearly is in my mind 24/7.

Star - Crossed

Here, I address my family and how I felt about them being half-hearted in all they did for me as a child and how they didn’t love me.

“Why don’t y’all love me, how I deserve to?” This lyric represents how I have always felt as a child, unseen, unheard, unloved. 

Especially after losing my parents at 9 years old.

This song, is me diving deeper into my psychology. Healing out loud, not settling for crumbs but affirming my decision to move on stronger, open to whole-hearted and unconditional love.

Root Of The Problem

Dreaming combined with love creates a kind of deep kind of connection that when alone you can't help but have so many strong urges of lust.

This kind of love that inspires you to grow, heal and dream, when it catches you, finds you desiring almost everything about the one who has your heart. 

Here my heart is on fire and I am not ashamed to sing about how much love I want to share.

Madame Bovary

We all need love and empathy. The old generation was going through a lot, do we hold on to feelings of hatred for them or choose to forgive and heal ourselves?

Her interlude

Hip Hop Soul Musician  🇿🇦

ALL MY CLASSICS ARE ON BANDCAMP:

https://kaniiaxtro.bandcamp.com/album/konscious-aktivity-ep

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