white noise

https://soundcloud.com/heylog

lyrics:
staring at the random number
but my mind is at a blank
lookin at my computer
so i ask, "who is this"
it was my lover
how could i forget?
ur light im thunder
ill hurt u twice again
staring at the late phone call
whoops did i miss that on purpose?
yeah that was intentional
and all this distortion
girl i never wanted this
for u to go off to college
and honestly i hated it
so id never have a chance

she say that she forget everything we ever had
baby that is horrible
i think she got some problems
so u need to worry bout yourself
and theres no denying that u need a lil help
i already played the part 
so go find someone else
i know that she hates it
how i been so far cropped out in the distance
i need to stay away from u 
no its not an accident
ive focused avoiding u this whole time on purpose
im sorry not really atleast i didnt forget

i tried my best baby but this is never gonna happen
im not the one to show love, shouldve known that was a problem
i picked these flowers for u i know u probably tossed em
now i just be resting from girls n everybody
she dont really love me
she just like to attention
how am i this stupid
omg im gonna lose it
take in all this caffeine
i still have no energy
drinking all this coffee
still got no energy

she say that she forget everything we ever had
baby that is horrible
i think she got some problems
so u need to worry bout yourself
and theres no denying that u need a lil help
i already played the part 
so go find someone else
i know that she hates it
how i been so far cropped out in the distance
i need to stay away from u 
no its not an accident
ive focused avoiding u this whole time on purpose
im sorry not really atleast i didnt forget

at least i didn't forget

heylog - at least i didn't forget

@dercept & @prodmichael
I wanna see ppl throw hands 2 this song live


Left behind for the vultures you know this hurts
Limb by limb i'll disappear it's over
Morality is lost the cost of closure
Throwing cheap blows i'll return them ten-fold

Hands up, broken jaw sucker punch
Bitch let's dance, don't get cut
Got glass shards up on my tongue, kiss of death she makes me numb
Broken promise oh my god
If I'm happy what's the cost?

Living in constant pain, watching you rot away
The quicker I start to cave, watching your flesh decay
Yea I really loved you, could you ever even say the same?

Pulling teeth everytime we speak
Scattered thoughts are frequent, never think
Lost a part of me, noose been on the tree
Leaves are falling green
Wonder if you'd still fall for me?
Fall for me

Yea you always said that it would all be me
Barbed wire around your neck hear the blood gurgle through the screams
Say you been down bitch i'll show you what true pain means

Hands up, broken jaw sucker punch
Bitch let's dance, don't get cut
Got glass shards up on my tongue, kiss of death she makes me numb
Broken promise oh my god
If I'm happy what's the cost?

Living in constant pain, watching you rot away
The quicker I start to cave, watching your flesh decay
Yea I really loved you, could you ever even say the same?
Say the same

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fleshh (dercept x michaelwarren)

:) yeehaw
lyrics vvv

yeah ur dead to me
yeah ur dead to me
u aint ever mf been there for me
dead wanted dead wanted
so if i dont respond just
know what happened
know what happened
im on my dead line
dead line 
slipping thru the grapevine
sippin on this great wine
this great wine yeah
i bet chu wanna fuck it all up
but i aint finna let u
cus i got it too clutch
gettin too high
so i cant focus on the views
and i cant think of anything
when im surrounded by u
swimmin in a big ole body of water of sharks
this shits so dark
jumping off of bridges 
hopin that i fuckin make it
hopin that i land so safely yeah
but in the back of my mind 
i really hope that my bones go left and right
and up and down.
yeah ur dead to me.

dead wanted (splashgvng x ayoley)

produced by heylog

lyrics:
am i alive? guess we'll know if i breathe
i killed them all i can live in peace
i lost a lot, praying for enemies
avoiding evil that i might bring
i'll fight till death if it keeps u safe
i'll kill them all just to make sure ur okay
they charge at me, hold my ground, be brave
i lost my mind and there's nothing that remains

(one, two, three, go)

i just wrote you a letter
i wish u the best
yea i been doin better
and that's a big step
u got what u asked for
a life with no us
but u come back for more
and it's never enough
i just sent a letter
all the way from home
i'll miss u forever
why'd u have to go
i'm caught up in the center
baby i could die
it has been a pleasure
i'll meet u in the sky
this is it yea can't let down my guard
i never talk man, don't put me in charge
i cut her off should've done that from the start
leaving marks
i don't love me
why do i continue? swim in agony
we were so close until u stabbed me
i cut u off too cause u were bad for me
don't come back to me no

i'm so nervous right now i'm tweaking, why can i not speak
i fidget, it's so obvious i have anxiety
u sat there and did nothing while u saw me slowly bleed
i wiped it from my skin now there's scars for eternity
am i okay? guess we'll know if i breathe
check for my pulse to make sure it beats
i lost a lot, it's too much for me to see
i talk to god, praying for my enemies

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the war II

prod deadfish 
love you all <3

featured artist: https://soundcloud.com/heylog
socials:
https://www.instagram.com/deadfishig/

lyrics:

(I've kept on fucking up
and that's why
I can't keep it up
But now
I'm left here with no one
I gotta manage here on my own)

it's been so cold now
that I've been on my own now
I never want to wake up
these thought in my mind forever

No, I don't wanna hang out now
cause, too busy hating on myself
Just digging my grave deeper
til I meet the reaper
death to me is peace

I hate myself, all my cuts to prove that
I need a break, isolate from all of that
damn, it causes my mind to break
can you say that you relate?

So I've been
tryna find
anything that could help me
and therapy
isn't really perfect
I'm so close to pull the plug
I'm on my own
I'm on the edge

I'm so scared
nowhere to run
But I'm still sitting on my own
well, that's how
my day goes

[heylog]
you don't know
how much u mean to me
i stumble up on my feet
text u and never sleep
i'm happy, this can't be me
cut
me
off
write a song about us
oh numb
i'm hoping ur gone
u caught me a break
recover from loss
but still feel the same

[deadfish]
So I've been
tryna find
anything that could help me
and therapy
isn't really perfect
I'm so close to pull the plug
I'm on my own
I'm on the edge

I'm so scared
nowhere to run
But I'm still sitting on my own
well, that's how
my day goes

on my own

on my own (feat. heylog)

silly little song *mwah* on all plats tonight
art by @fckingstuwupid on twittter!!!!
@k0a
@vaeo-music
@weikooo
@02ashes

lyrics:
I know what I did for myself
It was selfish
Narcissistic mother fucker
I know I can't help it
Put your love in my hands
I know I was reckless
Lay your hands on my neck
I know I was breathless

Hold up
For a second
Let me
Breathe

You know
That I know
That I've been
Lying straight through my teeth and

I know what I did for myself
It was selfish
Narcissistic mother fucker
I know I can't help it
Put your love in my hands
I know I was reckless
Lay your hands on my neck
I know I was breathless

You know that I couldn't love you if I tried
Waves against the rocks and it's crushing my spine
Just leave me alone you know I'll be fine
Just leave me alone you know I'll be
Fine

I could tear your limbs off if I tried
I could dig a knife into your spine
I could steal your soul looking in your eyes
I wanna wear your flesh,
I'll skin your hide

Hold up
For a second
Let me
Breathe

You know
That I know
That I've been
Lying straight through my teeth and

I know what I did for myself
It was selfish
Narcissistic mother fucker
I know I can't help it
Put your love in my hands
I know I was reckless
Lay your hands on my neck
I know I was breathless

You know
That I know
That I've been
Lying straight through my teeth and

When I say I'm sorry
I don't mean it

breathe w/ vaeo

Cold breath running down my neck
Life been constant stress
Know that I'm a mess
No more tears are left now
Thought we had a chance
Said its for the best
Still I know that you'll be coming back around, coming back around
Still faded, been playing myself for too long
Narcissistic prick only listen to my own songs
Always bullshittin' swear that you would never do me wrong
Always lies, know I really wish that you would prove me wrong

Fool me once, it's okay know I've been thru this
Fool me twice and that trigger might get pulled man
Saying I'm the same as I once was, been a lost cause
No more speaking rip your jaw off
Fool me once, it's okay know I've been thru this
Fool me twice and that trigger might get pulled man
Saying I'm the same as I once was, been a lost cause
No more speaking rip your jaw off

I don't trust your boy know he lying every word
If any girl come near me, there's no option but to curve
Always laying low, only talking to myself
I'm starting to realize that this ain't good for my health
Lonely, met a new one
Is it too soon to say that I'm in love?
Hold me, physical touch
Surprised I got you, guess it was luck

Don't show my face oh please don't record
Don't let him in, promise me you'll ignore
Drowning my voice, don't care if it distorts
I want your love I need more I need more
You need to quit
Alcoholic
She hauling two beers and that's not attractive
But your so pretty on the outside
Hurting inside
Stay with me if you wanna walk a straight line

lostcause w/ heylog (31sentinel)

ON ALL PLATS NOW :) LOVE YALL

@k0a
@02ashes

lyrics:
ready to go
ready set go

like we gone burn em down

(down a couple times)
goreset
(down a couple more times)

ready set go

like fuck it maybe
they deserve it
ill make em feel
where it hurts at
ill make em bleed with a
ill make em bleed with a

let that shit blow

go!

(down a lotta times)

ready set go
ready set go
ready set go

ready ready
set set set
go go go go go

crawling from the depths i crept
i wept
i kept
slugs in vest
ready to blow
ready to go
ready set
go

(down a bunch of times)

like we gone burn it

(down a bunch more times)

like fuck it maybe
they deserve it
ill make em feel
where it hurts at
ill make em bleed with a
ill make em bleed with a

let that shit blow

(mmm jersey chair squeek)

(down a few more times)
like fuck it maybe
they deserve it
ill make em feel
where it hurts at
ill make em bleed with a
ill make em bleed with a

burn it

(down x 6)

down!

STREAM ON ALL PLATS <333
@k0a
@goodbyeex2002
@31sentinel
art by @bleulmao

Lyrics:

Hold my hand
Just one last time
The space you've made
Still bleeds like mine

I can't get out
Out
I can't get

Its the thoughts that go like
Out
I can't get out
Bullets through you

I can't get

Hold my hand
Just one last time
The space you've made, made
Still bleeds like mine

I can't get out
Out
I can't get

Its the thoughts that go like
Bullets through you
Its the thoughts that go like

Just hold my hand
Just one last time
The space you've made
Still bleeds like mine

out p. goodbyex2002 x 31sentinel

produced by me
guitar played by acey

lyrics
here i am takin steps
stress for what curls to the edge
im running from whats inside of me
im being confronted by my biggest enemy
oh my biggest enemy standing front of me
blood between my fucking sheets, i hated you anyway

fictional or just a dream, its gonna happen anyway
look at me rotting beneath, demigorgen inside my brain
waking up from this lucid dream everyday feels the same
rotten smell from them truey jeans
back to reality
craving for attention  you fucking cunt
i dished out my love and you took the hunt

fictional or just a dream, its gonna happen anyway
look at me rotting beneath, demigorgen inside my brain

does that make us bad, people
not you
she told me she loves u, i wish you had said it
i wish youd had said it rlly i wish you had said it
(look at me rotting beneath)
I HATED YOU ANYWAYS COS YOUR A FUCKING CUNT

i suppose i'm not done
bury the noose it seems rather fun
destined to die behind the sight of a gun
you scared to die no it might be fun
keeping track of time tho my journeys begun
stay away from me you fucking cunt

i'm getting sick of that feed
now its time to leave
ʕ•́ᴥ•̀ʔっ
#jeremyclarkson

journey

oh well

oh well(feat. Shiki XO)

@funeral

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produced by @/soontobegus on instagram
orchestral production by @iamkeeve
mixed & mastered by me

special thanks to @f0rdis

selfish (feat. funeral)

I RUIN EVERYTHING (splashgvng + fuckingsean)

I've been your neighbor,
Locked in a coffin again
I could've saved her
Trapped in your terror, my friend

I'm sick of wishing
For things to get better all again
Left on a mission
For some way to conjure up the end

Demon at ya' door
The reaper take ya' soul
Snakes under the floor
Ghost inside your home
I can't feel a thing
Jumping out your place
Bludgeoned in the face
The vultures eat us all the same

All the same
The vultures eat us all the same
All the same
The vultures eat us all the same

I've been your neighbor,
Locked in a coffin again
I could've saved her
Trapped in your terror, my friend

I'm sick of wishing
For things to get better all again
Left on a mission
For some way to conjure up the end

Demon at ya' door
The reaper take ya' soul
Snakes under the floor
Ghost inside your home
I can't feel a thing
Jumping out your place
Bludgeoned in the face
The vultures eat us all the same

All the same
The vultures eat us all the same
All the same
The vultures eat us all the same

vultures eat us all the same (prod. pharmacy)

thank you @kaihaunted for the cover art :3
& thank you for all the birthday wishes!! if i reply to all of them too quick soundcloud will think im a fkn bot but know i love each n every one of you :3
obvious influences are obvious, sue me!
lyrics:
turning twentytwo
i don't have a clue
what i'm gonna do
with my life
i guess that's okay
i can rot away
in the comfort
of my bedroom

been a legal alcoholic for a year now
guess it wasn't hard to get down
like a deer in the highlights
future's coming fast
arms open wide
will i fall
or will i fly
cause ain't shit changed in a year and a half
was hoping this one's better than the year before last
if i had stuck it out
i'd have graduated college by now,,
but then i'd move on
i'd have a degree
it'd be probably worse
you gotta agree
but there's nothing i'd rather do :3

turning twentytwo
i don't have a clue
what i'm gonna do
with my life
i guess that's okay
i can rot away
in the comfort
of my bedroom

turning twentytwo
i don't have a clue
what i'm gonna do
with my life
i guess that's okay
i can rot away
in the comfort
of my bedroom

STEMS

twentytwo

@luvcache
@auguryy
https://soundcloud.com/luvcache/witch-hunt-augury

Luvcache! - witch hunt! [wone flip]

instagram.com/6hosttown
twitter.com/6hosttown
youtube.com/6host

Lyrics:

We're going down 
like the end of a smile
I'm pulling out 
like we don't want a child
at least I got up
it was fun for a while
to run for mile
I'll get back to falling
face first on tile
Tried to let go and I can't
you're getting tired of 
pulling my hand
I'm getting tired of sleeping
till 4 in the evening
my 2 feet just wont let me stand
I say goodbye and I'm gone
you say goodbye and you're not
I know exactly what's 
keeping you waiting
the cliffhanger
how can I finish the plot?
It's got no ending
no finish no purpose
just scratching the surface
till everyone's gone
I'll never be what you want
I'll always be all that I've got

Is someone getting the best
the best, the best
the best of you
because I've been getting the worst
the worst, the worst
the worst of you
and I can't finish a bite, 
a meal
with the pain I feel
too sick to leave this bed
can someone please take the rest
the rest, the rest
the rest of you
because I can't do it, it hurts
it hurts, it hurts
it hurts to move
no I'm not straying an inch
from here
no there's nothing near
it's just a fucking mess

THE BEST OF YOU

(me)
playing with my head
think i need to go to bed
miss those two a.m. nights
you were busy getting high
kiss her under the night sky
and i'm gonna wash it all away
all the stained tears from my face
met an angel hope she's proud of me
like think of all the things that we could be

but it's not like it was
like it was
like it was
but it's not destined to be
that's okay
that's okay
that's okay

(emptychest)
save your energy
'cause i don't think they care (no)
i don't think they care, no more (no)
you can always call me (you can always call me)
you can always lean on me when your world is falling

down (down)
when your world is falling down (down)
you can always call me
even when i'm not around
you don't even have to try to breathe
just stay here for me
and i'm lonely
and i'm lonely (down)
(casperrr)
two worlds apart
so close, two hearts
but you left and pressed restart
so i sit alone inside my apart
no numbers on my phone
i don't wanna live anymore
everybody walks out through that door
and nobody cares about my body on the floor
stargazing
stargazing
stargazing
(me)
and when the stars don't shine
will you stay by my side
until our worlds collide
can u always stay by my side

but as time passes by
passes by in the blink of an eye
it's a shame that it had to end up like this

stargazing as the world falls down (w/ emptychest, casperrr)

i jus bought the cartier jus to pop off
baby i jus copped another rollie pop off!
you know you ain't livin if you ain't in my wraiith
i jus took 3 beans ion even know the time of day x.x

im feeling gassed up
boy get yo cashh up
i dont know how you feel when im with saturn
i know you mad but im rollin wit savages
tear yo head off put yo heart where the demons is

i jus wanna say that im really sorry..
yeah i take pills but that's ever hardly
i crashed the jag and that really scarrrred me
i took a perc but the perc cant take me!

(8x)
no it can't take me..

white noise

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