Hey man i love youre work i am a producer hmu if your intersted in working together ( i can adabt to youre sound u name what you want )

Better try to run before you meet my fucking gun
Look into my eyes and you won’t see another sun
You’re a fucking pest caught up in the web I spun
Make a mess, make you depressed until I’m fucking done 
Leave you numb 
Beating on my chest like a drum
Walking zombie like it’s thriller  
maniac, leave you cooked like a griller
Have you sucking on ya thumb 
Turn your brain to bits before I’m fucking done
Wake up decomposing and my eyes are glazed
Getting high so I can put my thoughts away
I don’t wanna feel my fucking feelings today 
Now my hand is poking out my motherfucking grave 

Getting high, decomposing

Pumping through the parties you’re at
Got the last laugh cuz your body is wrapped
Trapped, imma make you hurt
All you fuckers made me an introvert 
Feeling lack of worth and I’m still holding onto hurt
I let the pain grow through my chest like bamboo 
Bile spilling as Im dialing up my fucking death doula
I feel like I’m a loser  
Screws getting looser
Marijuana nicotine media abuser 
My head is like living in somebody that I don’t know’s house 
My bed is the only fucking place that I get to escape my doubts 
(Yawn)

INTROVERT

Fucking drowning in my doubt
Thoughts behind a cloud 
Self hatred leaking through the mouth 
Feel like I’m fading 
My dopamine is out

Looking for some shit to fill the void before I blow my mind out 
Out goes my pain
Shout for help until my hope is drained
Bowing to the thought of change but I doubt I’ll go anywhere but south

Going only south even though I’m from the north
Winter ice crystals keeping cutting me like a fucking sword 
My skin is turning blue from the cold that I’ve absorbed 

I told my demons I can’t take this internal war 
They want my blood to pour
They handed a .44
They want to see to see me as a corpse, on my failures keeping score
Want my blood to pour 
Handed a .44
Want to see to see me as a corpse, on my failures keeping score

I’m climbing to the peak I’m falling on my knees 
I’m hoping at least my mind will stop, as time is running on the clock
This world grows cold as I get old and I can’t control all my fucking thoughts
Tryna reach the summit of my brain but I’m dodging rocks 
Demons at the top inducing serotonin drops
My back at the door, while my demons fucking knock
Can’t open it once again, please someone get the glock

I’m waking baking every day to save me from my fucking brain 
Take me to my fucking grave, I feel like I’m wasting space 
Never slowing down the brakes, but never wanna meet my fate
But every day I’m meeting face with my final days if I don’t change my fucking ways 

Turning into a disaster not a master of my own self 
Falling faster, I’m the captor and the pastor of my own hell 
Dwelling and I’m yelling out my mental health 
And my trauma released with every word I spell

Don’t know if my soul will ever be whole
Don’t know if my soul will ever be whole

Pounding the Ice As I Freeze in Frigid Waters

Pounding The Ice As I Freeze In Frigid Waters

Fake fucks popping my phone
I told them to leave me alone 
Just wanna zone out, pull the trichomes out
Making these beats in my home 
Sit next to a tombstone
Nothing but skull and some bones 
Existence unknown now
Feel like I’m not home now, 
In my own dome I’m feelin like I’m thrown out
Wasted my Pennies on making a wish
My body’s blazing in the River Styx
Holy shit I’m having a bad trip 
How much was that tab dipped?
Can’t go any lower 
I feel mediocre 
The storm getting closer
I’m thinking it’s over
The only boat roller, no captain, no chief or controller
I’m stranded in sea as a loner 

Leave me alone

Hyperventilate, then I isolate
Never wanna show my fucking face 
Body is a temple every day I desecrate, meditate, then I burn it all down with my hate 
The irony’s great 
I laugh as it burns standing over the grave 
I’m afraid of who I became 
No escaping this cage, I’m a slave to my brain
Pouring the blood down the drain 
Physically mentally ache 
Out of my way, destructive path that I pave 
Debating my fate every day I’m awake 
Oblivion, thinking of words they’ll engrave 
Stabbing my back with the words that they say
Turning to ash as my legacy fades
My shoulders are bruised from the weight 
I’m straying further away 
Damage my brain until nothing remains
Caught up in a rage, demons tell me to behave 
there’s nothing to be gained if you speak of my name 
I’ll be unlocking my demons from chains 
I’ll be throwing raw meat in their cage 
Eyes so dried up, cried up, looking so red like I’m sprayed with mace
Don’t wanna die this way, but I’m still fucking taking your life away

Smoky Quartz

Driving to the coast, feeling like a ghost
Never do the most
Cutting throats
Get me high cuz I want the highest dose
But every toke is making the reaper more close
Running from the fate you chose, but I see you in my scope
You don’t know until you froze, now I wait for you to decompose
I don’t know 
Feeling slow
Rolling dope
Pennywise would be proud of the way that I float 
Money fucking falls
Call the bank there’s nothing in the vault 
Wish that I could have a house like Aaron Paul 
Wish that something in this life wasn’t fucking false 
Demons standing tall over the broken line of salt
Every room call me the fucking black sheep  
Got wool on my eyes and I can’t see 
I’m the banshee, eyes red from the tears that I fucking weep

To my dome, put it, put it to my dome
Midnight goldstone  
Put it, put it, put it to my dome
To my dome, put it, put it to my dome
Midnight goldstone  
Put it, put it, put it to my

Lately I’ve been going through some shit that makes me stay in bed 
I don’t wanna do another day of feeling dread
Feeling heavy like lead
Everyone left me on read 
Demons saying fuck em all you’ll be better off dead 
Hanging from a thread 
Overfed my head
Fork and knife consuming all my negative thoughts instead 
Looking in the infrared, see the spirits of the dead 
Every day I bend backwards but it’s not enough they said
I’ll be in the dirt where the maggots are 
I’ll be in my room just watching avatar 
What the fuck you talking for, who the fuck is you?
I just wanna make a beat and snack like Scooby Doo
Dump my body in the ocean but I float ashore
Try to bargain with the devil but he wants more
I shook his hand and put it to my dome,
float up to a galaxy that looks like midnight goldstone

Money fucking falls
Call the bank there’s nothing in the vault 
Wish that I could have a house like Aaron Paul 
Wish that something in this life wasn’t fucking false 
Demons standing tall over the broken line of salt

Midnight Goldstone

Body rotting but I have a plot
Take ‘em to the ocean and I dump em off a yacht 
Red and blue flashing, know I’m fucking caught 
Put my hands in the air, and my knees dropped 
Now I watch the days go by, I’m sitting in a cell
Never see a blue sky but tell my fam I’m doing well 
Made mistakes and I made my own hell 
Recurring dreams where I’m burning in a fucking plane that fell
Tired of fake fucking people never having my back
Tired of days turning to weeks where sleep lacks
Tired of smoking weed just to relax 
I don’t wanna feel this shit until my body is ash 

Rose made of palm, rose like a phoenix 
Came back as a demon but nobody fucking 
see it
Invisible, miserable, now I’m spewing stupid syllables 
Not loveable 
Not liveable 
If anything I’m fucking killable
I’m despicable 
Life feeling like an SAT, but I’m not quizzable
Unpredictable, 
Second guessing everything is typical 
solving problems to the minimal 
Smoking chemicals 
Fucking killable
I’m despicable 
Life feeling like an SAT, but I’m not quizzable
Unpredictable, 
Second guessing everything is typical 
Solving problems to the minimal 
Smoking chemicals

Recurring Dreams

FAYSAL D'JOCKZ - SANFONAMIX [ FUNGKY BANGERZ ] NEW 2017!!!

damn :/
-

I’ve forgiven everything 
I wish I could forget 
there’s no point to try 
you don’t wanna make amends 
Even if you did 
I can’t trust you again 
I think we both know how this ends 

Because It’s not as easy as they said it was 
I’m stronger now, but I still feel like giving up 
I could end it all, i don’t give a fuck 
(I just hate how)
I just hate how this is how I ended up 

well now there’s evidence 
That everything I knew was just a lie 
I don’t take medicine 
Cause last time I did it 
I almost died 
I’m a pessimist 
I don’t think there’s much left 
for me in this life 
And I believe that 
Nothing will get better if you don’t try 

I’m my biggest supporter 
everyone left me 
I’m not moving forward 
I wear a fake smile, pretend I’m ok  
But really I’m the biggest performer 
I pushed away all of my friends 
And my whole family ditched me 
There’s nobody left in my corner 
I don’t have any supporters 
No wonder I’m not moving forward

I know that you’re trying to talk 
but you’re way to hard to follow 
Lately life’s been hard 
And I stay up late 
Hope I’ll wake up tomorrow 
you said you don’t need me around 
It’s the hardest pill I’ve had to swallow 

I thought that if I thought positive 
I tried to stop it 
Then good things would come to me 
I stopped writing songs
Because they all just feel like eulogies 
I try my best 
But this shit isn’t working for me

well now there’s evidence 
That everything I knew was just a lie 
I don’t take medicine 
Cause last time I did it 
I almost died 
I’m a pessimist 
I don’t think there’s much left 
for me in this life 
And I believe that 
Nothing will get better 
(Things won’t get better if you don’t…) 
if you don’t try 

I’m my biggest supporter 
Everyone left me
I’m not moving forward 
I wear a fake smile, pretend I’m ok  
But really I hide it all like 
I’m the biggest performer 
I pushed away all of my friends 
And my whole family ditched me 
There’s nobody left in my corner
I don’t have any supporters 
No wonder I’m not moving forward 

(This shit is a fucking disaster 
I just want to know what’s after
I don't have any supporters
No wonder I'm not moving forward)

medicine (mndls1600)

SPACE DREAM

Panic setting, panic lurking
Someone close the curtain 
I’m betting that I keep on hurting
Smoking back to back, I’m burning
Made by Burton, I’m not real, animated clay person
Dig my hole and lay and wait for someone to throw the fucking dirt in
And I’m waking devastated when I’m thinking bout the body bags 
Visit mental graves so I’m always wearing fucking black 
Staying late up thinking and I’m breaking down from panic attacks 
Taking your reality and throwing it in the fucking trash 
I’m so numb that nothing can shake me 
Made it past the point of breaking
Brain is feeling like it’s caving
Mind and body aching 
Limbs shaking, head racing,
I’m debating my coffin or my cremation, gotta choose a place for my remains to lay in 


Made by Burton, animated clay person
Dig my hole and lay, throw the fucking dirt in


I can never rest in piece, never hittin REM during sleep
I’m internalizing deep, getting weak
My dreams are nightmares where I can’t speak, shadows climbing on my chest, grabbing my throat and choking me 
Try to scream but all I can do is weep
How long does it take to feel normal again?
I’m spending every day waiting for the day to end 
I’m on game seven with my demons and I can’t defend 
I’m transcending into heaven, from this life I was condemned 
I’m a fallen angel like I’m Lucifer, toss me into the lake
And I realize Hell is painful as I’m going up in flames 
I abandon all hope when I reach the gates
Now I’m the king of demons and they’re feeding me grapes

PANIC

GREY - https://on.soundcloud.com/tdnUsuoMR1ibYP3U9

Looking to the sky 
And the clouds are rolling by 
And they’re blocking all the stars that are lighting up the night 
Now I wanna see the blood from anything in sight
Fluid keep on spilling as I chomp and I bite 
The moon is shining bright and it’s full
I might fucking howl and turn to a wolf 
Causing rampage on the town
Shoot me I’m the head, now I’m out
Silver bullet spilling my brain on the ground 
Ay 
I was living in a shadow, moon is narrow like an eclipse 
And my body’s fucking hollow cuz there’s in my ribs
Skeleton walking with no heart and silence in my lips
Living hanging by a thread waiting for a fucking snip
My heart keep on beating so I’m clutching my chest with a grip 
I don’t wanna feel fucking shit 

Bloody fingers bloody fingers
Watch me linger what
Getting paid just to sound the same
If you ask me that's real fucking lame
Motherfucker do not act like we the same
Preaching about them guns
Bitch I just have a chain
Full of dirt and rust
Yeah doing what I must
Every day is a blur
I can not control
Mind is full
Of death and gore
Skeletons at my door
Asking grey can we have some more?

Umbra Cluster [feat. GREY]

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