Heart Rot Boy

Looking outside as it rain 
Too many thoughts in my brain 
Too many to take 
2 am I wake to demons late
They always keep me up my eyes ache
won’t leave a trace 
Don’t let me pace 

Don’t let me 

Another day being so negative
Smoking the indica sedative 
Cant talk to even my relatives
Came out the swamp and the mud
When it rain always making it flood 
Imma gonna draw my own blood 
Smoking no mid of the bud 
Realtree covered up 
All black in the rain 
Fall back in my brain 
Thoughts won’t go away they a stain 
Fuck I might just go insane

Blunt lace but what is it for
I’m so high but I keep wanting more
Hot box don’t open that door 
Smoke- Smoking the blunt as the rain will fucking pour

I got hella thoughts when I’m weak 
Cross faded when I speak 
At a loss every week 
Dab the sauce until I tweak 

Looking outside as it rain 
Too many thoughts in my brain 
Too many to take 
2 am I wake to demons late
They always keep me up my eyes ache
won’t leave a trace 
Don’t let me pace 

Don’t let me 

Produced by oceanash

Pace

Smoking getting high only time I’m feeling well
Time is going by, growing dust on the shelf
I’m that north block boy I don’t care about myself
Might grab the camo Glock, blow it then I go to hell
Been so fucking numb since I got high in Gloucester
All this acting I’m okey I could win an Oscar
Paranoia looking out my windows, hoping that this dabbing work
All this blue dream that I ’m moving like I’m Heisenberg
Going to the atm holdin up the line
Got a couple k on me, momma said im doing fine
things are looking grey, lying to ur face im aight
Looking in my eyes you can see that nothing right
5in the morning im just pacing back and forth
(Oceanash where the fuck uou at?)
Ha Bitch I’m in the north
Picked up a couple bags up why they so heavy
Bought a pound of the ground, I’m not smoking on no Reggie
Whipping in the Chevy
Head is always messy
Sipping weed gripping the machete
From the swamp and the levees
Waking in a heap, can’t hold my hand steady
Death in the corner told him that I’m fucking ready
Things in my brain still the same
still sting from the pain
Need a pill to go away
Go away, fuck this shit I want a joint
All I do I disappoint walking circles round my room thinking what’s the point
What’s the point
What’s the point

produced by oceanash

Perish In Peace

I don’t even wanna do it 
I just wanna say screw it
Taking everything I had like the blunt I blew it 
Can I make it through this 
Can i make it back I don’t know 
Got the demons at my throat 
Every night I cry and choke 
Got a pillow puddle 
Always stuck up in a muddle 
Always up in my own bubble 
I’m Debating taking shuttles 
Get away, we always struggle 
I can feel your hate every time we cuddle
Even tho it’s subtle 
Shake me up I gotta buckle up 
Everything I gotta juggle up 
But you don’t give a fuck 
In my notes I got rebuttals but I never muscle up 
Get this out I while I can, get a plan, gotta huddle up 

This smoke don’t hit like it used to 
Tryna cope I don’t know what to do 
Pressing call but it won’t go through 
All my walls cave in, panic too

I just wanna smoke away, get the shovel, digging my own grave 
Don’t belong in any place
What u know about the pain, 
what u got all in ur brain
Wishing anything would change but it all stay the same 
Got this panic that I will be alone forever, nobody get it, 
dropping tears all on my sweater, got ur message and I read it 
Staring out the window at the weather, 
everything I dread it 
Running to my bed I’m not safe there i bet it 

I don’t even wanna do it 
I just wanna say screw it
Taking everything I had like the blunt I blew it 
Can I make it through this 
Can it make it back I don’t know 
Got the demons at my throat 
Every night I cry and
This smoke don’t hit like it used to 
Tryna cope I don’t know what to do 
Pressing call but it won’t go through 
All my walls cave in, panic too

Produced by oceanash

Like It Used To

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† nine52 †
Life is short kinda like a vacation
We all pop pills cause we have no patience
My heart hurts you can hear it in my cadence
We all want love ain’t that a true statement
I been so numb I feel vacant
im not enough i cant replace him
im takin drugs until they take me

I been so numb I still feel vacant
im not enough i cant replace him
im takin drugs until they take me
i swear girl i cant take it

someone tell me that ill be alright
someone tell me that ill be alright 
its a lie...

Life is short, kinda like a vacation
We all pop pills cause we have no patience
My heart hurts, you can hear it in my cadence
We all want love ain’t that a true statement
I been numb so I still feel vacant
im not enough i cant replace him
im takin drugs until they take me

† prod. johnnyfriend †

Life is short

†nine52†

[Hook]
my heart frozen like the winter
i look broken in that picture
told myself i’d never miss her
sippin’ on magic elixir

[Verse]
ion feel the same
can’t remember my name
wanna end my pain
like i’m Kurt Cobain

my body full of rage
and i’m stuck in my brain
and my soul liftin’ weights
but i still love the rain 


† prod. johnnyfriend †

Elixir

ash in the tray, now I ’m feeling heavy in my chest
Couch got a dent where I lay and decompress
And the Smoke in the air but it don’t ease the stress
Lit one up, cried once now the blunt’s all a mess
Tear hit the tip now the flame gone 
Should’ve known better shouldnt try to stay strong
Phone on silent, world feels violent
room too quiet, I’m asking why 
Why this Blunt went out from the all the tears that I shed
And I Told myself I’m fine but I just lied instead
I Smoke alone in the dark, I can’t escape my head
Singin’ to myself just to feel less dead
The Same four walls, been here so long
Just me and my thoughts where I don’t belong
I don’t feel like me when the night gets deep
Voice dont shake but I still can’t speak
Tears fall down when I’m half-asleep
And I wipe ‘em fast like I’m not that weak 
Curtains half-closed, moonlight on my face
Blunt in my hand but I’m barely here
Room full of smoke, not a single trace
Of the me I was before the fear 


Produced by oceanash

My Tears Put Out The Blunt

Echoes in the Crater (Rap Remix)

Another Gas Station Stop

4 Deep

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