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˚ʚ♡ɞ˚ what can i say?? i've been thinking a lot 

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LYRICS:

baby lately i’ve been-
baby lately i’ve been thinking bout my life i can’t stop drinking
hit my line one time i hit back broken cut like glass
i’ve been tryna focus cuz i really know it that im meant to be more than a fuckin statistic
lately goin’ hard you could say i go ballistic

gettin to this dream but my life has only started
ask me how im doin’, bitch i’m feelin like a carcass
ive been steady coolin’ in the water like a starfish
catch me dappered up like im owning all departments

takin my pic while i do my dance
shawty she love me she call it romance
two thousand two four about time i advance
im runnin up plays bitch i got fans

ive been drivin to new places but i feel so trapped

baby lately ive been thinkin’ bout putting a stop to all that
hit my line one time i hit back broken promises, 
i like that

fuck a beat i hit this solo
i don't live my life by no one
social constructs yeah i throw them
one more thing i think i'm-

'couldn’t have asked for a better gift to get myself, a relapse'

fuck a beat i acapella
i am not your average fella
hop up on a mic its nella
oh one last thing i think you might be [redacted]

KELLS DEAD;
beat up kicks suck my dick
everybody want my bitch
its raining while my lifeless body all up in a ditch

umbrella got a hole or something that i cannot stitch
i got problems but its nothing you cant fix
all you normies fuck around
no you do not live like this
raise yo cup and take a sip
if you know that you wont last long

hope they replay this song
drinks goin’ up even tho that you’re gone
homie reminiscing taking hits from the bong
none of it was real so ‘so long’ ‘so… long’

de l'hiver

i've been

i've been (w/ kells dead) [444jet]

mixing rain with the tears that i cry

getting high as im looking to the sky
every day i keep on asking why
mixing rain with the tears that i cry 
and im bled dry 
i dont even know anymore why i try 
looking thru the windowpane and its raining outside
taking weed to the brain just to pass the fucking time
let the grass grow thru my eyes
see the hurt see the lies
see me in the dirt whne i die,

Indica blowing in the rain, and im slowing 
nobody in my boat and im rowing
flowing with the waves, dont know where im going
giving up on everything, paddle im throwing
all these fucking drugs in my mind im decaying
draw my own blood, listen what the demons saying
looking at my wrist glisten and im fucking fading 
trauma visions in my head when im fucking laying

Roaming round my grave
rolling blunts for the pain
im just my skeleton remains
Rigcage, nothing contain
no stain i made on this earth 
blade to the vein now im in the dirt 
remember the blunts that we burnt 
I don’t even know what I’m fucking worth

Roaming round my grave
blunts for the pain
im just my skeleton remains
Rigcage, nothing contain
no stain i made on this earth 
now im in the dirt 
remember the blunts that we 
I don’t even know what I’m fucking worth

Produced by lord135

Mixing Rain With The Tears That I Cry [prod. lord135]

Pancake Batter

Give me the game
Gonna smoke it while I’m using the blade
My skin is burning from the pain 
Got the noose around my chain
No use of living in my brain
Screws loose, in the rain
Black boots, purple strains 
Blue veins open up when I feel the gloom
demons woken up, I sit up as I’m in the tomb 
Spirits in the smoke I’m blowing all the fucking fumes 
Ocean talking tongues walking in the foggy room
When i talk you hear the devil chatter 
Bullet to my brain I don’t matter 
Mixing chemicals like pancake batter 
Roll a wood and save it in the wrapper 
White Cajun with the dagger
Making beats the demons gather 
I smoke and make my heart flatter 
Imma just shatter 
I’m so broke 
I cope, no I don’t know how to be sadder 
My lungs are getting blacker 
At your grave I empty my bladder 
Got your skull on my dinner platter 
7/11 cigars 
Sun setting while I’m smoking in the fucking car 
Forgetting why I drove so far 
Fuck it, I fill my lungs with fucking tar 
Edible syrup I swallow 
All of my demons they follow
Ending with with a hollow 
All that I’m feeling is sorrow 
body bags in the dark 
See me in the tree bark
Take a drag, see the spark 

produced by oceanash

Pancake Batter

Dunno why you tried to play me
Acting like you can replace me
I been making moves lately
Gotta watch out for my safety

Gotta keep my eyes open
She said I’m hiding my emotions
Bitch I feel like I’m floating
Cause my heart is like the ocean

No way
Acting uninterested don’t you know that’s so played
Chilling where the devil is and it’s so late
I been off the ketamine and the cocaine
They ain’t getting no play

No way
Acting uninterested don’t you know that’s so played
Chilling where the devil is and it’s so late
I been off the ketamine and the cocaine
They ain’t getting no play

Uninterested

Run Away

Run Away [Prod.Willie G]

Lost The Key To My Locked Mind

I got a couple hundred reasons why i don’t sleep
always starting late at night, im overthinking on repeat
Weed or Nicotine, lsd now I’m too high
thoughts multiply my pupil covering my eyes 

Gotta calm down gotta rip the loud 
Gotta disappear into another  cloud
Water in the glass perc Blow the purp
Bag the smoke alarm so it don’t chirp

Trying every strain of the Mary Jane
Slab of the dab take away the fucking pain
Forget the memories i got all in my brain
Pale boy off the rail like a fucking train




I can never stop smoking pot
Gotta toke another pound of the crop
Weigh an eight in the wood with the moonrocks 
Blaze it outside with my hood when the  gloom drops


Never make it out my mind cuz it locked
crawling out my fucking brain but not before I drop 
laptop Making beats back to back 
Smoking nugs from the pack  backwoods smelling gas

Took a couple games to the dome 
I roam
Feeling numb light the weed and put it out on my bones 
Hope these fake fucks stop calling my phone 
Put my phone on dnd and then I’m gonna get too stoned 



Produced by oceanash

Lost The Key To My Locked Mind

presence

i'm blowing out this gas, am i an asshole?
you gon love me when i pass on them backroads,
imma whip it going fast, bitch we crash those,
y'all been sleeping on me but i ain't no backbone,
haters say i'm trash but did i ask ho?
you would think i'm washing money way the cash flow,
imma get it out the muddy like some grass ho,
bitches giggle it ain't funny, did i laugh ho?
same bitches from my past tryna smash tho,
same bitches on my line that was cracking on my tracphone,
i jus leave em on open then i make another track ho,
bitch i'm moving on i ain't moving back tho

made in hell, name rings a bell,
look how far i fell, just another angel,
and i'm here to drop the veil,
made in hell, baby swear i'm fine

made in hell, name rings a bell,
look how far i fell, just another angel,
and i'm here to drop the veil,
made in hell, baby swear i'm fine,
made in hell, claws down my spine

drip so bad that a dam can't hold back,
drip so bad need no mo can you hold that?
pulse in my head while the birds keep singing,
name in my head and that shit keep ringing,
girl i miss yo ass ion need no jesus,
imma pass so fast imma make you need me,
believe me, i'm reaching out teaching the old ways,
Gods in my head and they keep on reminding me,
why this shit likely i'm gonna make it,
i'm spitting so ill that the doctor not vacant,
i'm living so trill n i'll get all this paper,
i spit like a special kid mad at ya neighbor,
i'm gifted it's all in my name bitch i'm nathan,
a gift from the Gods the same ones who enslaved me,
the devil get backshots, she getting em daily,
i ain't giving up and nobody can save me

just know that i'm hellbound,
made in hell.

made in hell [prod. pyctur]

THIS IS THE END

Between Dreams [ft. CRISIS]

GLOOM ⛓
GREY - @grey_official
$CAPEGØAT - @omendascapegoat

Mixing Rain With The Tears That I Cry [prod. lord135]

oceanash

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