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Sensation

01/03/22

Team Work

“Pounding The Ice As I Freeze In Frigid Waters”

Fucking drowning in my doubt
Thoughts behind a cloud 
Self hatred leaking through the mouth 
Feel like I’m fading 
My dopamine is out
Looking for some shit to fill the void before I blow my mind out 
Out goes my pain
Shout for help until my hope is drained
Bowing to the thought of change but I doubt I’ll go anywhere but south
Going only south even though I’m from the north
Winter ice crystals keeping cutting me like a fucking sword 
My skin is turning blue from the cold that I’ve absorbed 
I told my demons I can’t take this internal war 
They want my blood to pour
They handed a .44
They want to see to see me as a corpse, on my failures keeping score
Want my blood to pour 
Handed a .44
Want to see to see me as a corpse, on my failures keeping score

I’m climbing to the peak I’m falling on my knees 
I’m hoping at least my mind will stop, as time is running on the clock
This world grows cold as I get old and I can’t control all my fucking thoughts
Tryna reach the summit of my brain but I’m dodging rocks 
Demons at the top inducing serotonin drops
My back at the door, while my demons fucking knock
Can’t open it once again, please someone get the glock
I’m waking baking every day to save me from my fucking brain 
Take me to my fucking grave, I feel like I’m wasting space 
Never slowing down the brakes, but never wanna meet my fate
But every day I’m meeting face with my final days if I don’t change my fucking ways 
Turning into a disaster not a master of my own self 
Falling faster, I’m the captor and the pastor of my own hell 
Dwelling and I’m yelling out my mental health 
And my trauma released with every word I spell
Don’t know if my soul will ever be whole
Don’t know if my soul will ever be whole

Pounding the Ice As I Freeze in Frigid Waters

Pounding The Ice As I Freeze In Frigid Waters

Choopa

“Midnight Goldstone”

Driving to the coast, feeling like a ghost
Never do the most
Cutting throats
Get me high cuz I want the highest dose
But every toke is making the reaper more close
Running from the fate you chose, but I see you in my scope
You don’t know until you froze, now I wait for you to decompose
I don’t know 
Feeling slow
Rolling dope
Pennywise would be proud of the way that I float 
Money fucking falls
Call the bank there’s nothing in the vault 
Wish that I could have a house like Aaron Paul 
Wish that something in this life wasn’t fucking false 
Demons standing tall over the broken line of salt
Every room call me the fucking black sheep  
Got wool on my eyes and I can’t see 
I’m the banshee, eyes red from the tears that I fucking weep

To my dome, put it, put it to my dome
Midnight goldstone  
Put it, put it, put it to my dome
To my dome, put it, put it to my dome
Midnight goldstone  
Put it, put it, put it to my

Lately I’ve been going through some shit that makes me stay in bed 
I don’t wanna do another day of feeling dread
Feeling heavy like lead
Everyone left me on read 
Demons saying fuck em all you’ll be better off dead 
Hanging from a thread 
Overfed my head
Fork and knife consuming all my negative thoughts instead 
Looking in the infrared, see the spirits of the dead 
Every day I bend backwards but it’s not enough they said
I’ll be in the dirt where the maggots are 
I’ll be in my room just watching avatar 
What the fuck you talking for, who the fuck is you?
I just wanna make a beat and snack like Scooby Doo
Dump my body in the ocean but I float ashore
Try to bargain with the devil but he wants more
I shook his hand and put it to my dome,
float up to a galaxy that looks like midnight goldstone

Money fucking falls
Call the bank there’s nothing in the vault 
Wish that I could have a house like Aaron Paul 
Wish that something in this life wasn’t fucking false 
Demons standing tall over the broken line of salt

Produced by oceanash

Midnight Goldstone

“Recurring Dreams”

Body rotting but I have a plot
Take ‘em to the ocean and I dump em off a yacht 
Red and blue flashing, know I’m fucking caught 
Put my hands in the air, and my knees dropped 
Now I watch the days go by, I’m sitting in a cell
Never see a blue sky but tell my fam I’m doing well 
Made mistakes and I made my own hell 
Recurring dreams where I’m burning in a fucking plane that fell
Tired of fake fucking people never having my back
Tired of days turning to weeks where sleep lacks
Tired of smoking weed just to relax 
I don’t wanna feel this shit until my body is ash 

Rose made of palm, rose like a phoenix 
Came back as a demon but nobody fucking 
see it
Invisible, miserable, now I’m spewing stupid syllables 
Not loveable 
Not liveable 
If anything I’m fucking killable
I’m despicable 
Life feeling like an SAT, but I’m not quizzable
Unpredictable, 
Second guessing everything is typical 
solving problems to the minimal 
Smoking chemicals 
Fucking killable
I’m despicable 
Life feeling like an SAT, but I’m not quizzable
Unpredictable, 
Second guessing everything is typical 
Solving problems to the minimal 
Smoking chemicals

Produced by oceanash

Recurring Dreams

“RAINDROPS”

I’m on a spree, off my skin I’m flicking fleas
I’m empty, I’m alone in my home but a ghost is making the floor creak
Keep emotions on a leash 
Smoking reef, forgetting memories, but I
keep them like receipts
I will take them to the sea
Pouring my ash out in Atlantic oceans 
Spreading to the shore I keep on growing, 
Keep on flowing to where my soul is fucking meant to be 
I wake, try to be brave, I don’t want dust to be the only part that’s left of me
Never thought that I make it to 23 (what the fuck)
Been pleading for a reasons of why I fall to my degree
Demons tell me I’m just debris, I try to disagree Every day contemplating who to believe (who)
Walking in the street debating hanging from a tree 
I can’t sleep 
I can’t eat
Try to speak and I retreat
Looking back at everything is bittersweet
All I feel is defeat
Try to keep it discrete 
I don’t even know if I’ll ever feel complete 

Lung is full of tar 
Lung is-lung is full of tar 
Running-running but the blood is seeping out their parts 
Seep-seeping out their parts 


Sporting broken hearts on sleeves that feel too short
They ask me how I’m doing I say why the fuck you care for 
Smoke and hit record and say how life’s a bitch,
Now I’m feeling fucking stony when I’m brewing like a witch 
Smoking for a broken heart 
But my lung is full of tar 
Car running out of gas cuz I roll them in cigars
Split them with the same blade that I’m using for my arm 
Fake fuckers running but the blood is seeping out their parts 
They were doomed from the start
Same look you will never see in another eyes 
Seen too many die my body cannot cry I’m fucking dry 
I’m collapsing on myself like a star that died 
I’m refusing all the help all because of selfish pride 
Cells fighting wars in my body 
Demons saying fuck you, stop me 
I’m not good at confrontation or know karate
I’m destroying all around me, you can call me a tsunami 
I got my own body in a sleeper like I’m Sean O’Malley

Produced by oceanash

RAINDROPS

(Prod. @nightraverse)
Lyrics:
Death up on my mind
Give a fuck about yo kind
I'm the man, lurking behind
With the gloomy design
All this metal make you blind
Glistening in the fucking night
Let me show you what is fright
Get the fuck up out my sight
In a room, with no light
Where I go sit n write
I'm the reason why you suffer
I'm the reason why you rougher-uh
Put em in the duffle-uhh
Put that fucking cover-uhh
Death is my lover-uhh
And I really want her-uhh

GLOOM

Imma behemoth rip you to pieces
Show me if you really want ta live
You so stift, like a bitch
Imma switch ya
Kill ya
Put em on the ground
And kill em with sound
What chu know about gloom?
oh i think i know
YOU FUCKING KNOW NOTHING

GREY - Honey Milk (Prod. Nightraverse)

𖤐 NOKTIFER MIX 𖤐 MANNA STEALER  (THAZ808ZKRAZY MIXXX)

sweet sounds of randomness. I just saw a bag floating in the wind out the window while typing this 

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ADHD

Produced and Written By STADIUM, featuring a killer verse from the Lord Of Darkness; EmptyRaft

AUSTRALIAN LIKE THIS (Feat. EmptyRaft)

(Verse 1)
Silly sally sells slippery slithery stacks,
Sneaky snakes snap seeking sassy snacks.
Brightly blinding blimps blur bolting by,
Witty words weave wildly, won’t comply.

Tricky tigers tickle tangled tufts of turf,
Hissing hyenas holler, hard to surf.
Plucky plump parrots plummet past the peak,
Slippery surfaces, secrets they seek.

(Chorus)
Blaze the trails, talking tales,
Twisted tongue-tied, speak no fail.
Words whirl wind, spinning like gold,
Complicated cadence, let it unfold.

(Verse 2)
Frantic frogs flicker frantically on foggy fields,
Rapid rustling reeds reveal resilient shields.
Silly serpents slide, slicing through grass,
Daring daffodils dance, don’t let the moment pass.

Quaint quivers quake quickly, quelling quaint qualms,
Riddle-ridden rhymes render radiant psalms.
Juggling jumbled jargon, jumping jet-black,
Challenging chants, complex with no slack.

(Chorus)
Blaze the trails, talking tales,
Twisted tongue-tied, speak no fail.
Words whirl wind, spinning like gold,
Complicated cadence, let it unfold.

(Bridge)
Cryptic cadences clash, crafting chaos complete,
Verbal virtuosos venture, never skip a beat.
Wildly whirling words, wickedly wound tight,
Tongue-twisting triumphs in the heat of the night.

(Outro)
Silent syllables settle, shadows they chase,
Twisters twisted, transcending time and space.
Rhymes reveal realms, where words collide,
In the labyrinth of language, where secrets hide.

Tongue Twister

-negative music-
GLOOM ⛓
GREY - @grey_official
CRI$I$ 333 - @crisis333
Cyrazami - @cyrazami
Nightraverse -@nightraverse

Recurring Dreams

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