Rigor Mortis

“3AM: INSOMNIAC”

All day in my head
Someone get me out this dread 
Can’t get out this fucking bed
Nightmares, I fled 
And I wake up in a sweat
And I feel fucking dead
In the dirt I fucking rot 
Knock knock, smoking the pot
So don’t call my phone 
Leave me alone
I don’t feel home in my bones 
My emotions turning blue 
All I feel is fucking gloom 
Boofing as I hear the raindrops on the roof 
Looking at the fucking lead
Look up and I pled 
Wrist I fucking shred
Stars watch me bled
Looking-Looking at the lead 
Look up and I pled 
Wrist I fucking shred
Stars watch me bled

Shadows blocking out the light now the moon is red
I’m in bed looking at the sky at 3AM spreading dread
Puking up my fucking guts 
Got blood all in the fucking cuts
Decaying like I’m fucking rust
I’m running out of things I trust
All in my head I’m thinking thoughts bizarre like “is earth purgatory and will my ashes fit a in jar?”
Smoking dabs late at night that taste like maple I’m not stable 
Watching cable 
Bong rips and backwoods all on the tables
Tryna get some rest 
Reaching into my fucking chest 
Nothing in it I’m depressed 
Never find a way to decompress
I’m darkness in the fucking flesh 
In my eyes you see the death
You can see the flies around my head



Produced by oceanash

3AM: INSOMNIAC

“Taberger’s Design”

Choking on dirt, nest for maggots I become
Smoking a blunt with purple crumbs
Now I keep on feeling numb 
To the demons I succumb 
I cannot quit, I’m in this til I don’t exist 
The demons call I can’t resist 
They’re fogging up my brain like  mist 
Hear the door creak as I’m laughing with  crooked teeth
I feel deceased I never get peace 
The roaches creeping and  crawling at my feet 
I keep on bleeding everywhere it seems I’m pleading stuck all in this nightmare and I cannot wake 
Taking deep breaths before I sleep another day 
My soul just wants to wake 
Grape games to the face
I’m hating my brain as I put it to waste 
I’m flaking, escaping the constant weighing on head and but it chase
No erasing every day 
Just wanna get out this  place 
No escape, I just create my own fate
Negative daze 
I try to fucking vacate 
Quiet and anxious got nothing to say 
Causing a riot inside of my brain 
I let out a sigh just to get out the pain 

Enter a new realm, I’m by myself
My vision hue dark and I grew overwhelmed 
I’m finding I’m stuck in the coffin and I’m tryna ring the bell 
I’m crying and I’m trying to tell if anyone can fucking hear a sound 
I’m pounding the coffin, body rotting and I smell
Rigor mortis is making me swell 
Slowly dying with my cells
Rolling blunts with shotgun shells
All this fucking coughing gonna take me to the coffin 
Cannot stop it 
Death is coming closer, reaper fucking walk in 
And he talking, saying “it’s your fucking time, try to put your fear aside” 
The scythe is wiping right through my mind
Entering the other side 
Don’t wanna die tonight 
Nobody knows my mind
I’m hurting and cannot fight

produced by oceanash

Taberger's Design

“Dark Clouds”

Laying in my bed
Out the window eyes of red 
Looking at me, looking past me 
Right through my fucking head
And it read my fucking mind 
Shook me to my fucking spine
Every time I think of going back to carving myself with lines 
Tree is growing out my cage cuz I ate an olive pit 
I’m screaming all night at the sky saying this is not it 
No escape, internal void is gaped  
Nothing you can say 
Try to save me from my pain
But it’s all in fucking vain 
Dark clouds rolling by
Making the sky gray, in the cemeteries I blaze 
Feeling the haze, roaming mazes of the graves
One day I know I will be vacant, my eyes all glazed 
Grass will grow but I decay 
Close my eyes resting for eternal sleep 
Felt the DMT I’m crawling through my fucking NDE
Sinking deep, I’m in a heap
Blinking through the life I reap 
Feel this shit like every week 
I’m leaking blood I look so bleak 

Can’t relax, looking over my shoulder, I see the worms and ash
Can’t extract all the things inside me that are making me lack
Flicking the ash all over my jacket 
Heads an egg, I seek to crack it 
Eyes keep leaking all of the maggots 
I’m a fucking piece of shit I’m a fucking parasite 
Every night I see the demons saying to commit I just might 
Everyone on fucking sight keep telling me to see the light 
But I’m keeping the deep hurt inside my own mind I cannot fight
Take a pic show my teeth then you watch the smile fade quicker than when I hang up the calls and then I go back to feeling more drained 
I sit in my spot in the shade 
Just wanna quit I’m waking up late 
Feeling like shit every motherfucking day
Grinding my teeth I’m tasting blood in my mouth 
I’m a dud no use, I’m out
Time is biding, filled with doubt
Tryna keep on hiding but the demons creep and sniff me out
Running through my dream, screaming “wake me up” my inner conscious shouts

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Dark Clouds [prod. blindhood]

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