It’s that o c e a n a s h 
G l double o m, stay the fuck away
Getting h i g h until I’m in the grave 
B l u n t filled up with an eighth 

Reaper keep on telling me that i gotta die 
Ever since I was a youngin I was feeling dead inside 
Get the blade make a cut and then I gotta blot it dry 
Fuck what they say Im feeling better when im fucking not alive 

I dont wanna talk I didn’t talk until 3 
Still pulling up eating bbq at Tennessee
Remember watching all my shows on the dvd 
Now im cutting sheet after sheet of LSD

Honey Bourbon Backwoods [prod.alexmilano]

Creeping to the window then I peak out 
Acid make me paranoid watch me geek out (geek out)
off a 100 milligrams im gonna fade back 
Laying back in the couch im taking milky dabs 
Creeping up in the forest taking a hit and watching it ghost
My eyes are turning black the demons taking back the host 
Open a pack of the woods back, guts on my lap 
On my tongue two acid tabs now I can’t go back 
Looking in the mirror melting from my face 
Sit in my room hallucinating hours waste away
Fucked in my brain, haven’t felt the same since
Tip toe you never notice me until you fucking wince 

(should I keep going or nah)
(should I stop?)
(should i keep going)
(nah)
(i cant do this shit)
(should i keep going)
(nah)
(fuck)
(i cant do this shit)
(nah fuck)

Swat the flies around my head, dead boy final breath
dread toys with my lobe, red dot im in the scope
nope im not alive and kicking
i keep on hoping that i didnt really die, im tripping
demons preventing me getting my sleep 
my soul they will keep 
fuck the people and the sheep
sit down fake fuckers take a seat
ocean on the beat
my level compared to you is steep
I never rest the shadows on my chest
Am I awake don’t even know, can’t even breathe they at my throat
I’m always playing with the demons 
Bleeding from my lesions 
Knife deepen and I weaken 
Crying as my soul is seeping

produced by oceanash

A Thousand Thoughts At Once

Wrist split tipping the crucifix 
Blunt rips on my lips and i can’t get a grip 
Picking up my phone like who is this 
I don’t wanna talk feel dead inside 
Alone in my bed when u cry but I’m here on this trauma ride 
Smoke blow Ocean so low in the tide 
No emotion but I’m coping as the crows circle by 
Prozac Adderall Zoloft in my head won’t fix shit 
Have me sinking deeper deep into my own abyss 
Is it psychosis that have me thinking that they full of shit 
Burning the bridges saying fuck you as soon as they switch 

Taking the edibles to sleep then I’m smoking a loose leaf
Demons speaking thru me saying that they want me to bleed 
Saying that want me to see they don’t want me to breathe 
You don’t want me to leave, can’t find the words to speak 
You don’t want me to lean on your shoulder heavy 
Put the flame to the game weed all in my brain
I’m insane with the blade I done caused all my pain 
Laid in my grave I’m too much to maintain 
caused my fate 
done, too late 
I guess I’ll wait until I’m remains

If I Were To Lean On Your Shoulder It Would Break [prod.alexmilano]

Fuck the pain won’t go away 
Blowing o’s Smoke dissipate
Up too late I fucking pace
Won’t you take this life away 
I be smoking that moon rock
Miss my bro tho we don’t talk 
See im dead the way I walk
on my windshield raindrops 
Tears blending with the rain
Hate myself I self berate
Guess I have the  Mary Jane
I’m empty I’m alone 
need the weed, I’m on my own 
Don’t call my phone  
Find my body it’s just bones 
roaming round my gravestone
Blunts packed laid back i decay I’m slipping
Every morning wishing that i didn’t feel like quitting 
Wrist slice body hit the ice now I pay the price 
text my homie Chris i dip and take the flight

Produced by oceanash

Empty Tank, Empty Eyes

Wake up Feel like shit 
Fuck it Wanna quit 
Gotta calm and sit, I don’t know what to do 
Lookjng to the moon
The devil coming soon
In my room I feel the doom, up to the morning so I put on toons 
Another day going by
dead stare in my eyes 
If I close em I might die 
Fuck the panic always leading to my downfall 
I’m never sleeping never catch a wink i count the sheep I think I count them all 
im In a pit I’m tryna crawl
Not picking up I called 
I guess it’s fuck you but the demon shadow still standing tall
I Make it worse i dont think i even matter
Getting sadder, fuck the hurt, look into the mirror i hate myself I fucking shatter 

Lay back in my coffin stay coughing
Now u scoffin
Take me out like the trash u tossing 
On my phone scrolling for hours its so depressing 
On my own meteor showers crashing when I’m stressing 
Everything falls apart from the start 
In the dark, look at charts, there’s no saving me, throw me to the sharks 
All this damage I can’t manage I don’t even wanna 
All this trauma got me sweating like a damn sauna 
Feel broke demons spoke, smoke marijuana 
Rolling blunts on the dusty tabletop 
Have u saying Ocean u not stable stop 
Look into my hazel now im putting down the pot
Sleeping in the lot down the street at the empty bagel shop

Produced by oceanash

Throw Me To The Sharks

Crushing blues 
I’m so faded im gonna snooze 
I got nothing to lose
Dead or high I can’t choose (nah)
Momma wishing everyday that I make it through
Thousand yard stare in my eyes with every fucking view 
Resin ooze after rolling up the games 
Every day there’s something different but I feel the same 
Should I go another day when I just live it in a haze? (nah)
Another lesson full of pain now I’m stressing in my brain
In my brain feel the rain, let it pour down on my fucking face 
Feel the rain as I decay
These tears will never go away 

Crushing blues 
I’m so faded im gonna snooze 
I got nothing to lose
Dead or high I can’t choose (nah)
Momma wishing everyday that I make it through
Thousand yard stare in my eyes with every fucking view 
Resin ooze after rolling up the games 
Every day there’s something different but I feel the same 
Should I go another day when I just live it in a haze? (nah)
Another lesson full of pain now I’m stressing in my brain
Waking in the morning wish the demons leave me the fuck alone 
I’m so empty but my mind has open tabs like my phone 
In my brain feel the rain, let it pour down on my face 
Feel the rain as I decay, these tears will never go away 

Go away


Produced by oceanash

Go Away

Spraying the 33 like im bird, im always accurate 
Dropping off the pounds of weed, like I manufacture it 
Cut the moon rock, make a Crator
Riding in the Everglades feeding bodies  to the gators  
Serving packs like a waiter 
Tryna get a Glock laser 
North block boy with the face looking graver 

Crash out, .45
Tears in
My eyes 
I cry 
Don’t know 
Where to go 
Alone 
Can’t go 
Back home 

Watching the sun rise 
Always staying up too late 
Only goal is to get high
So at night I don’t pace 
I don’t even talk, all u fake fuckers snakes 
I’m too antisocial never leaving my place 

Produced by oceanash

Moonrock Craters

Give me all the weed
It’s all I fucking need
Put my head on the pillow next to demons  when I sleep 
The reaper slowly creep 
He got his scythe ready
Got me nervous, always shaking, hand is never steady 

It’s like a fucking test 
The way I never rest 
Always got a sinking feeling rising in my chest 
I don’t even know why I’m this way 
Or who to blame 
But I gotta do it anyway
Fuck what they say

Chopping all these woods, you can call me lumberjack 
Unraveling the blunt, I sprinkle in some Crumble wax 
No he ain’t dead, hit em w that double tap
Got a berry blunt then I turn it all to ash 

If u tryna get the ounce cor cheap refer to me 
 tryna make it til they making ocean type beats
Couldn’t do it the same I make my own wave
Pet my cat and eat a snack before I make them 808s 


Give me all the weed
It’s all I fucking need
Put my head on the pillow next to demons  when I sleep 
The reaper slowly creep 
He got his scythe ready
Got me nervous, always shaking, hand is never steady 


Produced by oceanash

Insomnia Jazz

Looking outside as it rain 
Too many thoughts in my brain 
Too many to take 
2 am I wake to demons late
They always keep me up my eyes ache
won’t leave a trace 
Don’t let me pace 

Don’t let me 

Another day being so negative
Smoking the indica sedative 
Cant talk to even my relatives
Came out the swamp and the mud
When it rain always making it flood 
Imma gonna draw my own blood 
Smoking no mid of the bud 
Realtree covered up 
All black in the rain 
Fall back in my brain 
Thoughts won’t go away they a stain 
Fuck I might just go insane

Blunt lace but what is it for
I’m so high but I keep wanting more
Hot box don’t open that door 
Smoke- Smoking the blunt as the rain will fucking pour

I got hella thoughts when I’m weak 
Cross faded when I speak 
At a loss every week 
Dab the sauce until I tweak 

Looking outside as it rain 
Too many thoughts in my brain 
Too many to take 
2 am I wake to demons late
They always keep me up my eyes ache
won’t leave a trace 
Don’t let me pace 

Don’t let me 

Produced by oceanash

Pace

Imma die from the panic if I don’t chill 
My Body soaking in Formaldehyde like pickle dill
Always got the blade when I’m creeping thru the north 
Got the dead eyes seeing all the fucking gore 
Plug coming thru I just need to yelp 
Got the weed got the tabs thinking it would help 
Stuck down on luck in a double dip trip and I’m laying
Demons playing, trying not to listen what they saying 
Too much weight and I can’t do it every day and every night 
Hurt in my eyes 
Dirt when I die
I know you worry, why 
I hate to make you cry
I wake and bake at night 
too hurt to be alive 
Always checking for the demons when I go to bed 
I’m seeing nothing but I guess I found them in my head 
Waking every morning feeling nothing but the dread 
Follow every step I’m knowing satan led 
You never know how im feeling low 
Grab the indica I love it when im feeling slow
Need the nicotine i hit the vape and blow an O
Omens show, on my shoulder got a crow I’m just Getting high I can’t stop, hot knife dab drop
I don’t wanna think about the things that I lost
More blunts I chop, more tears that sop 
I smoke with the past that I got
I don’t have no nightmares when I wake I’m living it 
My Hands are dirty from my grave I know I’m fucking digging it 
I just take the weed fuck the adderall im missing you 
Every time I ride around this town im feeling blue

Ha
Ha Ha 

Produced by oceanash

Witching Hour Dabs

I just soak in all the pain
Can’t take the tears every time I wake 
Why does this shit have to be way 
I’m alone in this place 
Fall asleep to rain, how much more can I take?
Now I creeping up late 
Every night Fall asleep to the cars passing by 
get away from my head
I dread another day I gotta try
Looking to the ceiling and I’m  asking why 
I lay head down but my pillow will never be dry 
Rip so many blunts you worried bout my health 
I told you many times I don’t care about myself 
Take the edibles I’m leaning out on the couch 
Every night I’m pacing cuz I’m filled with all the doubt 
Smoking it back to back got a few blunts on my lap 
Rolling the indica up then I blowing it all to ash 
All this trauma in my mind that I  can’t forget 
All these demons looking a reason why  I should be dead 
Now im driving thru the street and it 3 nobody up
Looking for my feelings Left my feelings in a cup 
All these bitches mad that I’m making all that money 
If u asking bout the blunt you know it’s always honey 
I just soak in all the pain
Can’t take the tears every time I wake 
Why does this shit have to be way 
I’m alone in this place 
Fall asleep to rain, how much more can I take?
Now I creeping up late 


Produced by oceanash

Fall Asleep To Anything But My Thoughts

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