🎤✨ "Drama Queen" – The Album ✨🎤

Your favorite emotional rollercoaster is here. 💃🔥 Twelve tracks of chaotic love, petty revenge, and glitter-soaked meltdowns—because healing is optional.

💔 Themes: Toxic exes, 3AM breakdowns, fake confidence, and the delusion that you’re totally over it.

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Fake Nice

It’s tender, ethereal, and comforting — like a whispered embrace in the dark.

My Confessions

A modern ballad of waiting, longing, and return. “Come Home, My Love" is a lantern-lit hymn of devotion, where every line glows with timeless imagery—barley fields, letters scented with dust and cordite, windows lit with hope. Sung with tender power, it’s a story of holding the fire until love comes home.

Come Home, My Love

(Verse 1)
You always look at me so tenderly,
As if I were the rarest gem beneath the sea.
You hold me so tight, like I could break anytime,
It makes me wonder, am I worthy of your love, babe?
But in your eyes I catch a trace,
A shadow of doubt I can’t erase.

(Pre-Chorus)
She has a name that rhymes with yours,
Her beauty opens every door.
She’s never caught with a broken face,
And I can tell you still crave her embrace.

(Chorus)
Once in a blue moon, you make me think our love is unstoppable,
But when you hear her name, the moon turns red.
Here we go again, lost in the haze of your soul,
Will you find your way to me, or run back to her and act fool

(Verse 2)
Your gaze grows darker, colder than the snow,
Like winter nights where no flame dares to glow.
Is it the falling leaves that drag you down,
Or the ghost of her still hanging around?
’Cause in your stare I see it plain—
You’re here from need, not love, just pain.

(Pre-Chorus)
She has a name that rhymes with yours,
Her beauty opens every door.
She’s never caught with a broken face,
And I can tell you still crave her embrace.

(Chorus)
Once in a blue moon, you make me think our love is unstoppable,
But when you hear her name, the moon turns red.
Here we go again, lost in the haze of your soul,
Will you find your way to me, or run back to her and act fool
Once in a blue moon, our love feels unstoppable (was it ever true?).
But when her name is spoken, the whole sky turns red (so red).
Here we go again, lost in the haze of your soul,
Will you ever choose me, or let her take control?

(Bridge)
I know I’ll never be enough for you (never, never).
I can’t fill the void she carved into you (into you, into you).
But tell me straight, don’t hide, don’t blur (tell me, babe, tell me).
You can’t love me the way you love her (you caaan’t).
Oh, baby no, baby no!
What if I changed, became your type—
Would I still lose you to her every night?
Your mom says I’m better, your hands say I’m true,
So why does your heart still belong to her too?

(Chorus – outro)
Once in a blue moon, our love feels unstoppable (was it ever true?).
But when her name is spoken, the whole sky turns red (so red).
Here we go again, lost in the haze of your soul,
Will you ever choose me, or let her take control?

Once in a blue moon

SHADOW WITHOUT A FACE is a raw, philosophical track that dissects the anatomy of relentless stalking and deep betrayal. Moving from Sovereign Singing (detached observation) to Hard Rap (decisive attack), the song chronicles an assault built on lies and "secret poison." It is a powerful declaration of Causal Communication, where the truth itself becomes the weapon. The track flips the script: the villain's causal emptiness becomes their own inescapable prison cell. A profound testimony to the strength that grows from deficit, this song is the sound of ultimate liberation and finding the Holy Grail of personal freedom in the face of toxicity.

[DEUTSCH]

​SHADOW WITHOUT A FACE ist ein philosophischer und ungeschminkter Track, der die Anatomie des unerbittlichen Stalkings und tiefen Verrats seziert. Der Song wechselt von Souveränem Gesang (distanzierte Beobachtung) zu Hartem Rap (entschiedene Abrechnung) und erzählt von einem Angriff, der auf Lügen und "geheimem Gift" aufgebaut ist. Es ist ein kraftvolles Statement zur Kausalen Kommunikation, in dem die Wahrheit selbst zur Waffe gegen den Aggressor wird. Der Track dreht das Spiel: Die kausale Leere des Bösewichts wird zu seiner eigenen, unentrinnbaren Zelle. Als tiefgreifendes Zeugnis der Stärke, die aus dem Defizit wächst, ist dieser Song der Klang der ultimativen Befreiung und des Findens des Heiligen Grals der persönlichen Freiheit angesichts von Toxizität.


Core & Style (Genre und Sound)
#ShadowWithoutAFace #HardRap #SovereignSinging #NewMusic #HipHop #RapMusic
Thematische Anker (Dein Protokoll)
#StärkeAusDemDefizit #HolyGrail #CausalCommunication #RelationalSafety #RolesReversed #KausaleKommunikation
Narrative & Botschaft (Kampf und Triumph)
#StalkingAwareness #Betrayal #Triumph #Liberation #TheTruthPrevails #Entlarvung

Shadows Without A Face (Original Mix)

조용한 밤, 그리움이 손끝에서 스며든다.
빛바랜 화면 속 실루엣, 그리고 아직 열지 못한 마음.
JSTY의 속삭임처럼, 사랑은 나중에 찾아온다.

In the quiet of night, longing seeps through his fingertips.
A faded silhouette on the screen — a heart he dares not open.
Like a whisper from JSTY, love comes... later.

그리워, 나중에 (Miss You, Later)

If you're searching for music that speaks your truth..lf you've ever felt unheard but full of feeling..lf you believe music can heal, empower, and transform Then you've just found your home.

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“Always Been Rain” – A song about surviving the storms that never end.
This track is a haunting reflection of loss, survival, and the quiet strength it takes to keep walking through life’s endless grey.
Each lyric carries the weight of growing up too fast, losing too much, and learning to find peace in the rain.

It’s not about finding the sun — it’s about learning to stand in the storm.
For the souls who’ve been broken but still rise, for the ones who feel too much and speak too little — this one’s for you.

🎵 Melancholic. Soulful. Real.

#AlwaysBeenRain #EmotionalSoul #SadPop #AltPop #DarkBallad #MelancholicVibes #HeartfeltLyrics #DeepFeelings #PainToPower #RainSong #EmotionalMusic #BrokenButBeautiful #SoulfulVibes #RealEmotions #RelatableMusic #EmoSoul #LostAndFound #StayStrong #LateNightVibes


Always Been Rain

THE ANCIENT PATH SONG

🏆 Rank One – Official Song | Championship Music

by Nezuki_chan (NC | NCKJES)

Genre: Epic Hybrid Orchestral · Pop-EDM · Cinematic Electronic
Mood: Triumphant · Motivational · Heroic · Determined

“Rank One” is an official championship anthem by NC — written for the moment when an underdog rises and becomes legendary.
The track blends powerful orchestral elements, EDM energy, supersaw leads, and emotional clean vocals to create the sound of a final battle, a decisive climb, and a player claiming their place at the top.

The song tells the story of someone who started at the very bottom: ignored, mocked, underestimated — but never broken.
Layer by layer, the production grows: from soft pads to strong builds, explosive drops, wide choirs, and a victorious final chorus.
The result is a victory anthem made for tournaments, esports, rankings, and every moment where you’re ready to prove who you really are.

🎧 Instrumentation: Orchestral Drums · Supersaw Leads · Deep Bass · Hybrid Percussion · Wide Cinematic Choir · Clean Male Vocals
🔥 Themes: Victory · Underdog Rise · Determination · Resilience · Competition · Triumph
⚡ Style: Hybrid Orchestral EDM / Championship Pop / Cinematic Anthem
🎮 For Fans Of: League of Legends Music · Valorant Anthems · Imagine Dragons · Hiroyuki Sawano · K/DA · Alan Walker

“You came from the bottom row —
but now they say your name out loud…
Rank one, rank one — for real.”

Rank One - Official Song | Championship Music | by NC

Lyrics
Verse 1
Dust kicked up when he rolled through town
Hat pulled low, never made a sound
Walked up on that whiskey-soaked stage
Like a rattler loose from its cage
Verse 2
Folks went quiet when he raised that wood
Eyes went dark where the footlights stood
Fingers moved like judgment day
Devil's preacher come to play
Chorus
Hit 'em with the banjo, fast or slow
Texas thunder with a hellfire glow
Shockwave strummin', shake your bones below
Ain't nothin' like hittin' 'em with the banjo
Verse 3
Strings screamed out like dying things
Every note a lightning sting
Women froze and the men stepped back
Felt that music like a heart attack
Verse 4
Some say he's more machine than man
Got that power no one understands
But when he plays, you feel the truth
Something ancient, something proof
Chorus
Hit 'em with the banjo, fast or slow
Texas thunder with a hellfire glow
Shockwave strummin', shake your bones below
Ain't nothin' like hittin' 'em with the banjo
Bridge
He don't smile, he don't bow
Just leaves 'em bleeding somehow
Through the ear, through the soul
Leaves everybody in his hole
Chorus
Hit 'em with the banjo, fast or slow
Texas thunder with a hellfire glow
Shockwave strummin', shake your bones below
Ain't nothin' like hittin' 'em with the banjo
Outro
Gone by morning, no goodbye
Just the ringing question: why?
Was it music or was it war?
Both, brother—that and more

hit'em with the B4NJ0

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