this is beautiful and a real heartbroken. the voice is amazing ♥️

Daily Drops #3

Beat prod by: dercept 
Written by: popularreject
Performed by: popularreject x emptychest 
Lyrics:

Cut me up in little pieces 
Give my body to the leeches 
Problems in my mind 
Rest in piss I’ll rest in feces
Why do I feel so defeated
13 reasons why I’m bleedin 
Maggots in my eyes
Say goodnight and let them fuckin eat me

I’ve been feelin dead 
Don’t want attention 
-less it’s medical 
Problems in my head
I’m losing balance 
Like my chemicals
I’ll take this fucking blade
And let it rip 
Through my umbilical
Ain’t no one gonna save 
Me 
X2

Save me
Save me
Save me
Save me

I can’t feel my face 
Warming up my veins 
Strap me to this chair 
And then lobotomize my brain
Everything’s okay
Even if it’s not
Smile on her face
While I be beggin her to stop 

Body going numb 
Fighting for my life 
Tryna circle back
Because my past ain’t sittin right 
Drain me off my blood 
Stab me in the back 
Body’s in the dump 
But this whole bodies in a bag

I’ve been feelin dead 
Don’t want attention 
-less it’s medical 
Problems in my head
I’m losing balance 
Like my chemicals
I’ll take this fucking blade
And let it rip 
Through my umbilical
Ain’t no one gonna save 
Me 
X2

Save me
Save me
Save me
Save me

lobotomy w/ emptychest (prod. dercept)

this one is very close to my soul.
Visualizer: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RJYHyM0g600

Alone

no one ever taught me how...

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Lyrics:
wake me up when it’s over
i can’t seem to find a way out
wake me up when it’s over
no one ever taught me how

no one ever taught me how to love
no one ever taught me how to think right
i been fighting but i’ve had enough
moving on till i see a blue sky

all night filling up a glass
pouring out, temporary high
feeling lower than i ever have
i can’t take another sleepless night

no i can’t
see a light
life is pulling me under
i’d rather lay here
under the covers
take one step
and i’m back 16
i don’t wanna be me
i don’t wanna be me
(anymore)

wake me up when it’s over
(when it’s over, it’s over)
i can’t seem to find a way out
(when it’s over, it’s gone)
wake me up when it’s over
(when it’s over, it’s over)
no one ever taught me how

no one ever taught me how to fight
i’m taking shots like a punching bag
doubled over in a parking lot
never thought it would get this bad

no ones ever loved me like you do
i’m pretty sure that includes me
i can’t run, i can’t even move
i’m so sorry i’m so disappointing

but i can’t
see a light
life is pulling me under
i’d rather lay here
under the covers
take one step
and i’m back 16
i don’t wanna be me
i don’t wanna be me
(anymore)

wake me up when it’s over
i can’t seem to find a way out
wake me up when it’s over
no one ever taught me how

wake me up when it's over

alone in the dark (pr. In Bloom)

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lyrics:
yeah, you cut your hair
and i picked up the smokes again
i think we both know how this whole thing ends
i'm still holding on to someone i don't need
if out of sight means out of mind, i'm tearing at the seams, to say the least

my mama's scared 'cause i've run low on dopamine
i'm barely coping

i need a pick-me-up
to save myself from all the hell that you caused
i'll cry for help, but, i ain't getting no response
i'm all alone inside this ghost town that you're haunting
your voice is in the walls, i miss the silence
i need a pick-me-up, i'm dying

in a constant state of disarray
a manic episode inside my head, i can't escape
is it all you could've wanted?
you took every part of me
i'm on the verge of breaking down and falling to my knees

my mama's scared 'cause i've run low on dopamine
i'm barely coping

i need a pick-me-up
to save myself from all the hell that you caused
i'll cry for help, but, i ain't getting no response
i'm all alone inside this ghost town that you're haunting
your voice is in the walls, i miss the silence
i need a pick-me-up, i'm dying

pick me up

fill my head up with all ur lies

See yo address
Feel my hands sweat
See his car outside
Can’t look past it

Do you feel bad yet
Did u forget about me
Wanna watch u cry
I wanna watch him bleed

Verse 1
Think he tough guy huh
He aint gon give you shit
Know you still think of us
Scroll through images

I promised to keep u safe
U said I dont understand
Tell me what I need to change
U slammed the door and broke my hand

dont let me go

Verse 2
Flicking up dirt when im speeding
Nobody saw me leaving
Better hope that dont get even
Hard holding back knowing you were mine

I miss your stare
blonde in your hair
i need to change for the better

Verse 3 (cava)
I wanna see him go down in the dirt
he with you now but i was with you first
never did tell you that this wouldnt hurt
you were the best now i wish you the worst
yuh wish you the worst
you dont deserve any better than that
you wouldnt care if i died in a crash
losing my mind leave that in the past

Bleed 家  w/ cavasoul (lucidbeatz)

i thought i was past that
all begging and the pleading over snapchat
I don't know where i am going can we scratch that
that's part of the past do you care at all 
that I'm just here alone
in the fall

can you listen when i am talking to you
girls so bad i know she likes him too
i keep asking do you feel anything when I'm near you
i miss the love that we shared too
I'm in to you

cut that cut that cut that oh please for me
you don't listen at all, too me
I'm getting sick of going back
running laps like a fool
like a tool just to use i miss the calling at the cottage when we met oh

i remember waking up to texts you call me bae
it was just a couple months so you just really got scared and afraid
do you have something to say?
are you gonna run away
like you promised you never do my trust is really frayed
wake up
wake up
without you
too bad
its too bad that i miss you
wake up
please
wake up
wont you wake up
im so fed up

i thought i was past that
all begging and the pleading over snapchat
i don't know where i am going can we scratch that
that's part of the past do you care at all 
that I'm just here alone
in the fall

Begging & Pleading (prod. sorrowbringer)

wegmans

The truth is I don't even wanna heal my bruises
You had my heart inside your hands girl you knew this
Ion wanna hear no excuses, don't play clueless
The truth is the concept of love is elusive
Nowadays girl we're borderline abusive
If I don't play the game I can't lose it
So If I never gain there's no losing

Girl the truth is, still think bout you like each day
But ion think that I can stomach one more heartbreak
We've been stuck inside a loop you know I had walk away from you
I left you on read but I've got so much left to say to you
I'm done spilling my veins for you
Words; don't let them leave my lips
I'm not staying in your pocket I've got nothing left to give
You said you still see a future in us well that's no way to live
I keep my past outside the present because my presence is a gift

I had to separate, New bitch with banging waist
Pull up in XXL clothing look like featherweight
But really when up inside the gym I'm pushing hella weight
Blacked out coup I floor the gas girl tell me how the exhaust taste
I can never love again
Imma use the pain you caused and flip into bands
You hit my line late at night and asked me where we stand
Why you want me now but you didn't want me then

Girl the truth is, still think bout you like each day
But ion think that I can stomach one more heartbreak
We've been stuck inside a loop you know I had walk away from you
I left you on read but I've got so much left to say to you
I'm done spilling my veins for you

So let me spill it out
Girl you were my first love; It's hard to live without you
Yeah I fucked up but I paid my dues
And my hearts been cold since you fucked that dude
So let me spell it
I won't be your second option just to keep around
I threw in the towel
Now anything you hear about me know its word of mouth

truth is [prod. yunny goldz]

check up on your friends <3

lyrics:

this is how it goes, healing is a drag
but these are the days that you're never getting back
look at what we went through, check up on your friends
avery didn't live to see me fall in love again

breaking habits like a drumstick
cross my t's and dot my i's
its elementary but i miss you
can we talk just one more time

there's something haunting me
there's nothing left to lose
and in all honesty
i'm nothing without you

i love then i leave then i lose myself
you're a mess i'm a wreck to your mental health
and its haunting me
there's something haunting me

every time i look at you
i can't believe my eyes
you were loved, you were cherished
you felt abandoned, you were mine

breaking habits like a drumstick
cross my t's and dot my i's
its elementary but i miss you
can we talk just one more time

(one more time, one more)

there's something haunting me
there's nothing left to lose
and in all honesty
i'm nothing without you

i love then i leave then i lose myself
you're a mess i'm a wreck to your mental health
and its haunting me
there's something haunting me
(haunting me!)

this is how it goes, healing is a drag
but these are the days that you're never getting back
look at what we went through, check up on your friends
avery didn't live to see me fall in love again


avery

produced by - Jacob Vallen

brain, dust
silence 
mourge sounds
deafing
heart break
so scared to see all the love fade
Wisconsin is nothing like back, then

holding your hand
the sun set again
my whole life is a dream, with you there right next  to me
and my words cant repair
all the love that has failed
but im glad that we're here once again

id spend my months
getting fit for your love
i know
life is unbearable, but id stand so still 
with your arm wrapped in mine
the time seems to fly
but id spend every second with you

every bump i seem to pass, leaves me second to last
challenges surround me, its so damn embarrassing
but id plan to jump
the sound of your love
fills me up to the brim like a drug

spend every second with you

“Tome of Stars” is a 100 sonnet journey, equal parts art, therapy journal, and exorcism, both a celebration and an elegy, a single narrative arc tracing the birth and death of a relationship. All poetry by Stargazer. The verse and accompanying synthetic art and music are public domain, CC0, with no restrictions on use. Nothing is monetized. See below for links on how to access the print, PDF, audio, ePub, video, and music files. Website: tomeofstars.net

The opening section of “Tome of Stars”, titled “Item 1: Anthesis”, comprises 21 poems that chronicle the emergence and flowering of a romantic relationship, structured around the botanical metaphor of anthesis, the period during which a flower blooms.

“Vox Animi” centers on the voice of the beloved as both a literal phenomenon and a symbolic embodiment of her spiritual and creative identity. The poem elevates her vocal expression to divine and cosmic dimensions, where it goes beyond aesthetic perfection to a generative force within the universe, capable of silencing gods and stirring stars. Despite the metaphysical scope, the sonnet grounds this grandeur in a tangible, intimate detail. It is her speech, murmur, and whisper that holds and expresses the soul (“animi”) alluded to in the title.

***********
Lyrics

The Stargirl’s names in music can’t be told;
A trillion dialects cannot keep pace.
Her compositions, restless spirits hold,
And resonate through minds in matchless grace.

Of all her gifts, her voice is purest art;
The gods themselves turn silent when she speaks.
A murmured phrase can still an angel’s heart;
In her soft sighs, the firmament grows weak.

One sentence strums a symphony of sound,
A lilting lyre of assonance and charm.
In her transcendent tones, we’re haven bound,
To hearths where every syllable is warm.

Through time and space, she spins her melodies,
Each note a star, her whispers, galaxies.

***********
Spotify: open.spotify.com/artist/3dMNga3PaxcmTfrYH3OSfM
Apple Music: music.apple.com/us/artist/stargaz…ntirmo/1842303474

Internet Archive
Book of sonnets:
https://archive.org/details/tome-of-stars/

Music:
Item 1, Anthesis: https://archive.org/details/Anthesis/
Item 2, Senescence: https://archive.org/details/senescence_tomeofstars
Item 3, Sporogenesis: https://archive.org/details/Sporogenesis_TomeOfStars/
Item 4, Anemochory: https://archive.org/details/Anemochory_TomeOfStars
Item 5, Quixotosis: https://archive.org/details/Quixotosis_TomeOfStars
Item 6, Scripture: https://archive.org/details/Scripture_TomeOfStars

Bandcamp:

Item 1, Anthesis: https://stargazer-elentirmo.bandcamp.com/album/anthesis-item-1-of-tome-of-stars
Item 2, Senescence: https://stargazer-elentirmo.bandcamp.com/album/senescence-item-2-of-tome-of-stars
Item 3, Sporogenesis: https://stargazer-elentirmo.bandcamp.com/album/sporogenesis-item-3-of-tome-of-stars
Item 4, Anemochory: https://stargazer-elentirmo.bandcamp.com/album/anemochory-item-4-of-tome-of-stars
Item 5, Quixotosis: https://stargazer-elentirmo.bandcamp.com/album/quixotosis-item-5-of-tome-of-stars
Item 6, Scripture: https://stargazer-elentirmo.bandcamp.com/album/scripture-item-6-of-tome-of-stars

Vox Animi

Polaroids (Prod. Jack Wilson)

thank you all for the support lately
i hope you all enjoy my first release as skele <3
(prod. bluezy)

lyrics: 
i tried
i can't remember why
i'm running out of time, wish i could rewind
and these days
i'm staying inside
i'm getting really good at saying goodbyes

comfort me, i'm falling in too deep
into these empty sheets
you love to watch me bleed

i've been up all night, like usual (like usual)
tears falling out my eyes, replaceable (i'm so)

i'm getting really good at saying goodbyes

at least i tried

co prod @hellahaunted

lyrics:

we all know life can be a bitch
i lost my friend that’s how it is
i lost my girl then bought a whip
i thought I’d heal i never did

i still smoke strong and cry allot
i miss my ex it’s hard to stop
i miss her touch the way she walk
i miss those early morning talks

I miss the coffee in the morning
and those bright green eyes
i gave you everything i had
well at least i tried

and i don’t ever feel myself unless you’re by my side
i gave you everything i had before you cut all ties

i was focused on the music
you were tryin not to lose it
i was tryin not to lose you
but the bass slaps and the queues rip

like damn nates really goin in
like damn nates really poppin off
like new fit like every week
match primitive with the polo socks (awe yea)

grape jays in my jansport
got mad stamps in my passport
gon drop sum you won’t ask for
i smoke big gas in my back porch

we all know life can be a bitch
i lost my friend that’s how it is
i lost my girl then bought a whip
i thought I’d heal i never did

i still smoke strong and cry allot
i miss my ex it’s hard to stop
i miss her touch the way she walk
i miss those early morning talks

I miss the coffee in the morning
and those bright green eyes
i gave you everything i had
well at least i tried

and i don’t ever feel myself unless you’re by my side
i gave you everything i had before you cut all ties

you need a song you can rock to
ill give you somethin to scream
our generation’s so fucked up
nobody knows what to think

and i been thinkin on the days when
everything was what it seems
way before i felt grown up
or even knew what that means

we all know life can be a bitch
i lost my friend that’s how it is
i lost my girl then bought a whip
i thought I’d heal i never did

i still smoke strong and cry allot
i miss my ex it’s hard to stop
i miss her touch the way she walk
i miss those early morning talks

I miss the coffee in the morning
and those bright green eyes
i gave you everything i had
well at least i tried

and i don’t ever feel myself unless you’re by my side
i gave you everything i had before you cut all ties

ALIT

Listen to other music together.
(the playlist guy)

alone in the dark (pr. In Bloom)

Loser

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