bro ive been listening since i was like 17 man, u improved so much!!!

blackout (pr. Zoni)

https://soundcloud.com/heybelak
https://www.youtube.com/@prod.L1GHT

Obsessive w/ Belak

geek prod. PRIV + MXJIA

pins+needles (pr. INPHERNO)

stop celebrating (pr. Frank Stacy)

nobody (pr. guda)

this isn't what i typically make but i lowkey just wanted to vent and thought it was cool so i hope u guys like it to ♡

lyrics:

if you love me let me die
‘cause i just need some piece of mind 
its tryna take my soul away 
and this time i’m letting go

‘cause i had it 
i got habits and they tryna take my soul away 
and this damage to my conscious
it makes me feel like i’m nothing to nobody 
am i somebody to you?
take the smoke into my lungs hope it kills me soon
they say life is just for fun but i been suffering 
way too long now i’m too far gone

i’m making changes to my fucking brain 
and i don’t trust no one ‘cause everyones the fucking same
you show them love but all they ever seem to show is hate
and i can’t tell if this is me or if its just my fate
i guess i can’t complain 
i’m always in the way 
i really need a way out 
i’m such a fucking pain
well thanks for showing me out
‘cause it’s clear i’m unimportant 
all these thoughts inside my head i’m running out of fucking choices 
tryna fill my brain with lead ‘cause i can’t deal with all the tormant 
and this voice inside my head been tryna change its fucking formant but its hopeless 
and lately i been getting older
i suck at keeping my composure 
everytime i keep the silence ‘cause i’m mourning 
and lately i been tryna fix it but its broken
and i know i don’t have the talent i ain’t chosen 
i’ll keep it all inside my head until its over 
and if we ever meet again i’ll never forget 

and nothing ever changes
i’m stuck inside this daydream 
and there’s no one left to save me 
and you know that the feeling’s haunting 
i’m so hollow and as the pieces fell in place i burned alive 
there’s no where left to hide
tell me do you despise me so blindly 
so blindly 
i’m trying 
i’m sick of fighting 
there’s nothing here for me 
close my eyes let me fall asleep 
‘cause honestly i’m not the person on the inside out 
i look away but i still see the things you’re telling me now 
eats away at my conscious like its nothing at all
and by the time they find my body it’ll be cold to the touch 

i’m making changes to my fucking brain 
and i don’t trust no one ‘cause everyones the fucking same
you show them love but all they ever seem to show is hate
and i can’t tell if this is me or if its just my fate
i guess i can’t complain 
i’m always in the way 
i really need a way out 
i’m such a fucking pain
well thanks for showing me out
‘cause it’s clear i’m unimportant 
all these thoughts inside my head i’m running out of fucking choices 
tryna fill my brain with lead ‘cause i can’t deal with all the tormant 
and this voice inside my head been tryna change its fucking formant but its hopeless 
and lately i been getting older
i suck at keeping my composure 
everytime i keep the silence ‘cause i’m mourning 
and lately i been tryna fix it but its broken
and i know i don’t have the talent i ain’t chosen 
i’ll keep it all inside my head until its over 
and if we ever meet again i’ll never forget

all plats :D

if you love me let me die </3

EASY (pr. DWD)

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