HOW TO MAKE A MONSTER: THE COMPLETE GUIDE

Lyrics: 

I am the eye of the hurricane
honey you are fucked
otherwise i’d wish you luck 

i was not made for the mainstream 
i'm a strong current
my rivers are disemboguing 

i will not 
dim my light
just so you can feel
less threatened 

i refuse to
bite my tongue
hate me now
and thank me later 

so jurassic 
bitch i'll take you back 
spitting sounds into your ears 
until you crack 

cult classic 
watch me and take your time
i'm the truth you fear 
i'm that color-clash 

you only hate me 
‘cause you are basic
you wish you could 
roll a joint with me and rock 

(rock rock rock rock!)

instead you attempt
to weaponize your words
just to put me down
bitch, i wish you luck

(you'll need it)

i will not 
dim my light
just so you can feel
less threatened 

i refuse to
bite my tongue
hate me now
and thank me later 

if only you could be like me
a cult classic 
100% authentic 
it's not easy, babe 

if only you could be like me
a cult classic 
100% authentic 
it's not easy, babe 

i will not 
dim my light
just so you can feel
less threatened 

i refuse to
bite my tongue
hate me now
and thank me later 

so jurassic 
bitch i'll take you back 
spitting sounds into your ears 
until you crack 

cult classic 
watch me and take your time
i'm the truth you fear 
i'm that color-clash

CULT CLASSIC (Demo)

Lyrics:

candyland bliss
bubblegum lips
i take a trip
to strawberry fields

cherry kiss
90s cds 
heaven sings
when i take a hit

how high
'til i reach 
the stars? 

traveling
through this pink haze
and i can't feel my face 
but i can take it 

floating
across the multiverse
of my existence
yeah i can feel it

i don’t how to live life
if is not always enhanced
pop that happy pill
you know i live for the thrill

i don’t how to live life
if is not always enhanced
pop that happy pill
you know i live for the thrill

traveling
through this pink haze
and i can't feel my face 
but i can take it 

floating
across the multiverse
of my existence
yeah i can feel it 

i'd die for the thrill

how high
'til i reach
the stars? 

i'd kill for the thrill

how high
'til i reach
the stars? 

traveling
through this pink haze
and i can't feel my face 
but i can take it 

floating
across the multiverse
of my existence
yeah i can feel it 

how high
'til i reach
the stars?

PINK HAZE (Demo)

Lyrics: 

I’m feeling myself right now
 I’ve smoked up all my dark clouds
 And all my demons follow me around  
Like they are scared of me, 
I reached higher ground

I’m just pain crammed into a girl 
 So I choose to chainsmoke myself
out of this world
 Nothing, nothing 
can calibrate me 
I don’t fit in society

I'm touching the sky right now
 I can't hear your hate, I'm up in the clouds 
And all my friends follow me around 
‘Cause it's so fucking boring 
to be walking on the ground

I’m just pain crammed into a girl 
 So I choose to chainsmoke myself
out of this world
 Nothing, nothing 
can calibrate me 
I don’t fit in society

Now I'm swapping to dark mode 
Just pressure, no diamonds
 Push my buttons, I'm cut-throat 
I feed off your envy and I crave more
I'm flickering like a lightbulb
 I’m a psych-thriller, the goddess of gore  
Dreamy eyes always hide nightmares galore 
(Snap!) 
I think you hate me more than you can afford
That look on your face
(horror!) 
I gave you goosebumps, can I have some? 
Lose the sheep’s clothing, I like bones
 Bitch I eat wolves when I'm stoned

CHAINSMOKE (Demo 4)

Lyrics:

i used to decorate my bruises 
glitter smearing all over my bad ideas
with strawberry gloss and smokey puffs
turns out wanting freedom kept me cuffed
glitter smearing all over my bad ideas

they called me sugar, they called me sweet
but never asked what’s underneath
killed my confidence, then called me friend
isn’t that how monsters are made?

dead fairies in my room
dead fairies in my house, (they can’t fly)
guess if you want to love, you have to be willing to die

dead fairies in my room
dead fairies in my house, (they can’t fly)
guess if you want to love, you have to be willing to die

i lit a candle in their coffins
just to see if their ghosts would dance
they went crazy, like all my ex-girlfriends
then vanished when i took a stance

i stitched my mouth with safety pins
to keep all my monsters within 
but damn i look so pretty when i bite
and smile with cyanide

i buried her
the girl who glowed
under pink skies and clouds of smoke
now all that’s left
is teeth and thread—
a myth reborn
from all she bled

dead fairies in my room
dead fairies in my house, (they can’t fly)
guess if you want to love, you have to be willing to die

dead fairies in my room
dead fairies in my house, (they can’t fly)
guess if you want to love, you have to be willing to die

i used to be so nice, 
but everyone took advantage
made a joke out of me
now i'm the one bursting into laughter (hahaha)

everyone i ever  loved 
slowly pulled me apart 
now fairies are dying inside of me
like a pixie plague of dust

isn’t this how monsters are made? 
i don’t know who i am without all this pain

isn't this how monsters are made? 
i don’t know who i am without pain

isn't this how monsters are made? 
i don’t know who i am without pain

DEAD FAIRIES (Demo)

Lyrics:

 i think i was born different 
a little magical, a little rare
 like while people star-gazed
 i saw worlds in my head
it felt lonely 
that no one could understand

 i’ve never been able to be  fully here 
because half of me died  before i was ten
 i’ve never known  a life without grief 
but i promised myself  i would create something out of it
 and despite the downfalls
 i followed those dreams 

the emptiness  echoed so loud 
that i fell in love  with designing sounds
 but a part of me  is still there  by the door  
waiting for someone 
to come home 

i was too young  to know betrayal  
the way i did 
some days i wish  i just got 
to be a kid
so i think it’s time  to return to her  
and seek out justice for all the times
 everyone pretended  they didn’t notice
i was getting hurt

the emptiness  echoed so loud 
that i fell in love  with designing sounds
 but a part of me  is still there  by the door  
waiting for someone 
to come home 

no one loved me hard enough
 for me to believe it 
i became an orchestra of longing
to be found— except no one ever did

so i tucked my thoughts  so deep within 
i woke up one day  and i was out of reach
it was different once i turned sixteen
and my wounds became  
displayed on my skin

the emptiness  echoed so loud 
that i fell in love  with designing sounds
 but a part of me  is still there  by the door  
waiting for someone 
to come home 

i murmur spells 
while the world sleeps
 i still got magic
growing inside of me

i murmur spells 
while the world sleeps
 i still got magic
growing inside of me

GRIMOIRE (Demo)

Lyrics:

my blood is cold, 
my mind is bright 
i’m a runway-walking
 warning sign

rocking my black dress,
 hell’s bells chime 
revenge tastes like power — 
now i’m beautifully malign

 i used to cry myself to sleep 
now i lick blood off knives 
(like it’s cherry lip gloss )

 i look so pretty when i bite 
i kissed God then left him behind 
your prayers won’t reach my high 
my female rage is undressed
 the whole earth shakes in fright 
tell me how does it feel to be
 deeply horrified?

 i sleep during the day
 and haunt men when it’s dark 
 feral wolf 
i’m more than just a bark
(mary jane laced with violet flames)

 i’m no longer that girl you contained
 sexualized and vandalized
 i’m the ending you deserved

 i look so pretty when i bite 
i kissed God then left him behind 
your prayers won’t reach my high 
my female rage is undressed
 the whole earth shakes in fright 
tell me how does it feel to be
 deeply horrified?

 tell me, how does it feel
 to have your fate in someone else’s hands? 
your dignity distilled
into venomous wine 
you made a monster 
isn’t she great?

 tell me, how does it feel
to press on your buttons 
 and collect poison in packs
 you covered me in wounds,
 but i eat my enemies like snacks

 i look so pretty when i bite 
i kissed God then left him behind 
your prayers won’t reach my high 
my female rage is undressed
 the whole earth shakes in fright 
tell me how does it feel to be
 deeply horrified?

(i look so pretty when i bite 
 strutted deadly through the night
i look so pretty when i bite)

PRETTY WHEN I BITE (Demo)

A song about being in love . 
Foot loose and fancy free ? 
I’d rather be bound than not in love !

Tied to the ground .mp3

Musik & Produktion: Herr Bänz / Text & Gesang: Gabriel
Hört euch die tolle Musik von Herr Bänz auf Soundcloud an:
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@user-409964430
ENGLISH TRANSLATION
OF THE LYRICS CAN BE FOUND HERE:
www.gabriel.land/gabriel-frau-schicksal.htm

Frau Schicksal

Into Space

With our grandkids

« L'harmonie, c'est la conciliation des contraires, et pas l'écrasement des différences. »
(Jean Cocteau)

[Verse]
L'amour c'est la fleur solitaire
Nous sentir seul
Nos douces rêveries
Amours infinies

[Chorus]
Ma main pressant ta main
Mes yeux cherchant tes yeux
Nos cœurs se parleront sur nos lèvres unies
Dans nos larmes
Dans nos rires
Nous dirons les mots doux
Que nous soufflons
En secret
À la nuit
Dans la solitude
Nous resterons
Et nous deviendrons tous deux

Titre : Tous deux
Poète : François-Marie Robert-Dutertre (1815-1898)
Recueil : Les loisirs lyriques (1866).
Tous deux, pour nos amours invoquons le mystère,
Cachons à tous les yeux nos entretiens si doux ;
Car l'amour, vois-tu bien, c'est la fleur solitaire,
C'est l'oiseau qui s'enfuit au regard des jaloux.

Tous deux, quand le printemps ornera les prairies,
Pour mieux nous sentir seuls loin des bruits d'ici-bas,
Nous irons épancher nos douces rêveries
Sous les bosquets en fleurs où l'on parle tout bas.

Tous deux, nous goûterons des amours infinies,
Ma main pressant ta main, mes yeux cherchant tes yeux,
Nos cœurs se parleront sur nos lèvres unies
Et nous irons un jour ensemble vers les cieux.

François-Marie Robert-Dutertre.
À découvrir sur le site https://www.poesie-francaise.fr/francois-marie-robert-dutertre/poeme-tous-deux.php

Tous deux

Dance Like No One's Watching

Into The Realm Of The Unknown

Going Further Out

Music for movie 4

“Taking inspiration from a footnote of an Oliver Sacks book, lyrically this explores the phenomenon of musical hallucinations. As I was piecing the lyrics together I quickly realised that in this “a brain storm” is a metaphor for a misunderstood, long term condition with varying degrees of ever changing intensity; Hypermobile Ehlers-Danlos Syndrome definitely inspired my lyric writing for this song (kindly follow the link to the HEDS society in my bio to learn more. Thank you). Leaning into the nostalgic live basement recording sounds of 1990’s alternative music there is definitely a Wheatus, Green Day, Third Eye Blind sound and it gets a little The Cure in places on this one. I also wanted the scrapbook sounds of “Save Rock and Roll” era Fall Out Boy. 

I revisited this as I wanted to cut a new vocal and when doing so I decided to explore a new mix - see what you think of this new version. Thank you.” 

mybrainstorm. 

I think I might be losing my mind
It’s definitely broken this time
Anxiety and fatigue, what’s happening to me? 
I’m losing my sleep
Brainstorming hallucination

This is my brainstorm
I’m feeling the downfall 
It’s taking, it wants it all 
(You give me the shakes) 
It pushes, it pulls me 
It knocks me then builds me 
Brainstorm hallucinations
I’m hearing ghosts and not seeing faces 
I’m hearing sounds in mysterious places 
My brainstorm 

I feel it call 
I’m hearing noises and there’s no one there at all
It’s so complicated, so bio-excavated 
Maybe I levitated to hell and back 
Brainstorm hallucination 

This is my brainstorm 
This is my brain 

© heart house and the new kindness. 2025

Written, performed, recorded, produced and mixed by heart house and the new kindness. 
Mastered by DOLBY

mybrainstorm. (new vocal + mix)

It’s been a while….. Hope you are enjoying your summer! Just a little chilled ditty for your perusal!
Thank you for all of your kind plays reposts and playlists!💐

CULT CLASSIC (Demo)

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