TEARS OF A PIERROT

“This Halloween song is inspired by the hit album “Word Up” and the Ray Parker Jr hit single “Ghostbusters”. In the chorus I have gone with the word ‘candy’ as a tip of the hat to Cameo. My wife and our daughter sing on this, which is a joy. Happy Halloween.” 

what’s up, mummy? 

Waking up from the crypt
The midnight moon is up and lit
Beware the frights and ghouls ahead
It’s once a year the night of the living dead

A haunted house up on the hill 
Awoken zombies and mummy’s fill
Down to the streets for trick or treat
Then home again to enjoy the feast 

What’s up, mummy?
What’s going on with you? 
Are you trick or treating and eating the candy in your Halloween bag? 

What’s up, mummy? 

Another year, another scare
There’s bats around so beware
Screaming louder than ever before
There’s something knocking on the door

A creeping silence down the neighbourhood
The frights outside the door, it’s stood 
A night of tricks and stake burns
Watch out the trick or treatin’ mummy returns 

Trick, trick, trick or treat?
Happy, happy Halloween 

Ha ha ha ha 

© heart house and the new kindness. 2025

Written, performed*, recorded, produced and mixed by heart house and the new kindness. 
*with special guest vocals by Our Daughter and Queen Van Wife And Mamma. 
Mastered by DOLBY

what's up, mummy? w/ Our Daughter + Queen Van Wife And Mamma

Composition and Sampling collage by Synline.
Photo by yaicinsonat1.

Baleen

https://music-editionsiegfriedgrundmann1.bandcamp.com/album/dephts-of-sound

Depths of Sound

Lyrics:

i met you one Halloween
you were wearing jeans 
and a purple wig 

after that night i’ve been
haunted my whole life
don’t know where to begin

when i hugged you 
it never felt warm
it just felt like thorns
puncturing my skin 

when i loved you 
i was fading 
when i loved you 
always fading 

when i loved you 
i was fading 
when i loved you 
always fading  

we smoked for breakfast
and for lunch
and i had a hunch
but toned it down 

in fact, i toned down
many things for you 

when i loved you 
i was fading 
when i loved you 
always fading

when i loved you 
i was fading 
when i loved you 
always fading

you were there
all the time 
like a shadow
i couldn’t outrun 

lurking over my shoulder
manipulating my brain
saying you want what’s best for me 

but If you wanted what’s best
why’d you keep me in chains?

If you wanted what’s best
why’d you keep me in chains?

when i loved you 
i was fading 
when i loved you 
always fading

when i loved you 
i was fading 
when i loved you 
always fading

when i loved you 
i was fading 
when i loved you 
always fading

when i loved you 
i was fading 
when i loved you 
always fading

f a d i n g (Demo)

Lyrics: 

i try to get a hold of myself
but i slip away

i get a buzz trynna 
mute the voices in my head

that tell me i will stay stuck
in one place

but i was born to groove
why am I so scared?

I’m scared i
will grow old
with nothing to show
I’m scared i will grow old
with nothing to show

oh oh, but i won't stop now
oh oh, nah i won't stop now
oh oh, but i won't stop now

sometimes it gets crowded in my head (crowded crowded crowded)
then it gets polluted in my lungs (just one more)

i feel this pressure like i’m supposed to be
like all my friends

but i just want to be me
i just want to be me 

am i a failure?
just waiting around 
for things to happen to me? 
just waiting around 

oh oh, but i won't stop now
oh oh, nah i won't stop now
oh oh, but i won't stop now

am i a fool? (crowded crowded crowded)
thinking i can beat all the odds? (just one more)

or is the magic i’m looking for 
behind all the work i’ve done?

am i a fool? (crowded crowded crowded)
still thinking i can beat all the odds? (just one more)

or is the magic i’m looking for (but i won't stop now)
behind all the work i’ve done? (nah i won't stop now) 

oh oh, but i won't stop now
oh oh, nah i won't stop now
oh oh, but i won't stop now

(just one more)

BUZZ (Demo)

Original music, arrangement, piano, organ, bass guitar, drums, J.J. Terrell on.soundcloud.com/ErEWw3bHuvBBFXuw7
E. Guitar (Yamaha SG) and final mix by Neno J.

Eruption (Collab with J.J. Terrell)

Void Miasma

DRUMMED // A Little Heavy On The Drums ...
@docfritz // All Musical Stuff, Drums, Cover, Mix & Production
Composed, Arranged & Performed by DOCFRITZ 
© 2025 // All Rights Reserved by DOCFRITZ

DRUMMED

Be yourself

Coming home, but it’s not
The same home walked away from
Cross the threshold, air smell funny
Furniture turned around

Change the way we see the world
Sideways line, up and down
Sunrise in the
Wrong part of the sky

Morning happening all day long
Afternoon blues til evening come

Words spoken in familiar tongue, but
Jumbled order
Having trouble understanding 
Ain’t the way supposed to go

Can’t fix the leaky roof
Puddled on the floor
Rotten core


Morning All Day

Lyrics: 

you took away 
all the things 
that made me happy 

was your goal 
all along 
to make me disappear? 

one by one
you tumbled down
pieces of me
until there was nothing left

how could you deprive me 
of my freedom
and call it love? 

how were you able to break me
and make me go above
and beyond 

how could you deprive me 
of my freedom
and make me go nuts
and call it love?

you never gave
importance to my pain
(so don't call it love)

but if i didn’t care for you
the way you forced me to 
you’d lose your shit 

little by little
you manipulated me 

crying when i’d leave 
until i wouldn’t leave you no more 
(no more no more)

even if it meant
isolating me from my friends 
(where have you been girl?)

it didn't matter no
i never mattered no (no) 

how could you deprive me 
of my freedom
and call it love? 

how were you able to break me
and make me go above
and beyond 

how could you deprive me 
of my freedom
and make me go nuts
and call it love?

how can two people 
in the same relationship
experience very different things?
‘cause you were happy and satisfied
oh i wonder why 
oh i wonder why 

i don’t ever want to 
cover my mouth to cry
while you are sound asleep 
it wasnt fair to me 
and maybe it wasn’t fair to you
that i hid my feelings 
but i knew if i didn’t 
you’d never show up for me 

and my needs would’ve been ignored 
‘cause that is what you do 
tell me who took care of me
while i was taking care of you?  

how could you deprive me 
of my freedom
and call it love? 

how were you able to break me
and make me go above
and beyond 

how could you deprive me 
of my freedom
and make me go nuts
and call it love?

don't call it love

CONTROL (Demo)

Lyrics:

i'm turning off 
the stage lights
i'm closing up
the curtains 

the show 
is over 
im ready 
to tell the truth 

truth is, truth is
i lied, i lied
i hid my feelings 
just to survive
tonight, tonight
i'm undressing myself
i'm ready to display my bruises 
my bruises

i'm supposed to be
the funny one 
so I'm always there
to make 'em laugh
but who is there with me?
when i cry at night? 
who is there with me?
when i cry at night? 

i'm taking off my costume 
its over-used 
threads are sticking out 
frays are loose 

everyone must be 
so confused
like how can a girl so colorful 
feel so blue 

but has anyone ever wondered
why is that? 
why is that?
why is that?
does anyone see who i am
beyond this mask? 

i'm supposed to be
the funny one 
I'm always there
to make 'em laugh
but tell me who is there 
when i cry at night? 
who is there
when i cry at night? 

i am done 
hiding 
my terrors

these are 
the tears of 
a pierrot 

i am done 
hiding 
my terrors

these are 
the tears of 
a pierrot 

who is there
when i cry at night?

TEARS OF A PIERROT (Demo)

Stick It Up Yours

Drums, Kicks, Claps, Hats, Cowbell & Snares

Lyrics:

i painted a happy face for you  
hid my tears on a loop 
put on a show, my debut

Constant jokes, aerial hoops
 i did it all for you
did it all for you 

you pulled my strings,
 i hung by a thread
 stretched me so far
 i forgot who i am.

i think i’m possessed now 
 a somnambulist doll now
you wanna see my head spin? 
i can turn it all the way around

reduced me to your pocket, 
used me like a puppet
 i could be nice, but fuck it
 i’m your diabolical ex 

i think i’m possessed now 
 a somnambulist doll now
you wanna see my head spin? 
i can turn it all the way around

reduced me to your pocket, 
used me like a puppet
 i could be nice, but fuck it
 i’m your diabolical ex 

do you want me to spell it out for you?
 h-e-x, i’ll hex you 
‘til you ooze

pour out of me like booze,
i got no better use
either way i lose

i think i’m possessed now 
 a somnambulist doll now
you wanna see my head spin? 
i can turn it all the way around

reduced me to your pocket, 
used me like a puppet
 i could be nice, but fuck it
 i’m your diabolical ex 

i think i’m possessed now 
 a somnambulist doll now
you wanna see my head spin? 
i can turn it all the way around

reduced me to your pocket, 
used me like a puppet
 i could be nice, but fuck it
 i’m your diabolical ex 

i fear no god
i'm possessed
don't you like me now
that you can't use me 
as your marionette?

MARIONETTE (Demo)

Special guest @joerxworx on EWI Duduk and also mixed and mastered the track

Thanks a mill bro
Connect with Jörg here:
https://soundcloud.com/joerxworx


An Apocalypse for Fear

Change is here
Crystal clear
In range new gear
Skilled solar seer
Watch winds of old fan final flames
Old thought burns out it's charred remains
This range of fear is weak and waning
Who hears awareness wide
Awaking

Change is here
An apocalypse for fear
Good conscious dear
Engage that gear
Cogs of calm
Clutch of clever
Smoothest shift
Sagacious lever
Endeavour for deep
Most mind turned to nought
Forever, a feast
Brain brilliant taught

An Apocalypse for Fear with joerxworx

every villain has an origin story 💜 🐙

MARIONETTE (Demo)

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