Big Dog Small Dog

https://blacksquares.bandcamp.com/album/3

art by eddy atoms

i fuck up everything but just see how long i'll stay mad at everyone
yeah i fuck up everything and i always blame everybody but myself
i do whatever setting myself up for failure is just how i tend to have fun
yeah im slime and sleaze im really not so hard to please i just want to be loved by everyone

my whole body feels like a clenched fist
la la la la la la la la la
my whole body feels like complete shit
la la la la la la la la la

but with my perfect judgement everything i do is right
so pure hearted in this awful world why do i even try
who knows what you think about me, felt so shitty yesterday
why do i even bother when i know i will again today

i fuck everything up
me i me i me me i me me i me i

iim so sick of thinking that things will be ok
that my life will be fine someday
it's been fucking years that ive been stuck in one place
i'll always be here because its me that wrong with me

Mom - I Fuck Everything Up

Testosterone!

I Cut Myself

29Ainnunleft.m4a

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Mom - Joyfulthought

(devi) 

i'm ringing like an empty bell 
like i'm about to kill myself 
i'm at your door i ring the bell 
i'd like to do it all myself 

maybe i should do something else 
or i could go in for the kill? 
i'm at your door i ring the bell 
i'd like to do it all myself 

please don't pick up 
pick up 
i know your phone is ringing 
i want to tell you something 
but maybe it'd be better if i didnt 
if i didn't 
if i didn't 
if i didn't 
if i didn't 
if i didn't 

i'm ringing like an empty bell 
like i'm about to kill myself 
i'm at your door i ring the bell 
i'd like to do it all myself 

maybe i should do something else 
maybe i should do something else 
or i could go in for the kill? 
or i could just go for the kill? 
at your door i ring the bell 
i'm at your door i ring the bell 
i'd like to do it all myself 
i'd like to do it all myself 

i know your phone is ringing 

i know your phone is ringing 

(rook) 

you're hanging over me 
you're everything i know 
you're always talking to me 
you won't leave me alone 
i know your name now 
it doesn't help at all 
everyone thinks you're harmless 
just a little weird, that's all 
i can't describe the damage 
that you inflict on me 
it makes everyone nervous 
they think i'm exaggerating 
i can't do anything 
without you screaming at me 
YOU MAKE ME WANNA DIE 
YOU'VE ALREADY KILLED MY AGENCY 

i cannot escape 
because you're part of me 
fatal indecision 
will i ever be free? 
i cannot escape 
because you're part of me 
fatal indecision 
will i ever be free?! 

you make me feel so helpless 
you make me feel so all alone 
you make me feel like i don't deserve to be anything 
no one can ever know... 
no one can ever know 

NO ONE CAN EVER KNOW 
NO ONE CAN EVER KNOW 
no one can ever know 
no one CAN EVER KNOW 

AAAAAAAAAAAA 
OH GOD NO 
PLEASE GOD NO!!!

Big Dog Small Dog

Octopantics

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