Two different version of this song. Couldn't decide!

Verse1:
Friendships gone to pieces, family decreases by deceses. All the reasons and excuses, 

you always uses. Time passing by, whitout anyone asking why. Bestfriends to never be 

seen again, what you think my friend. Is it time to tend my wounds and mend my soul. 

To make myself whole, to forget about them all. All the relationships I never needed, 

all the tries that never succeeded. Is this all I've ever needed?

I'm standing tall, 'cause I've had it all, from friends that lied, to the ones that commited 

suicide, and soon someones ought to die. Maybe by an overdose, that's the way it goes, 

and they're coming close. Who knows! When all they do is smoking weed and popping 

pills, feeling the thrills, while hoping it will fill the holes in their life. Balacing on the 

edge of a knife, wait 'til it hits the fan, man, then you gotta have a plan!

Chorus:
Now I'm looking out the window, thinking of it all.
Suddenly it all makes sense now, now that it's all gone!
Wishing I had thought about it, back in the days.
Could've done so, so much better, if I had known.

Verse2:
Wishing things would've stayed the same, that this day never came. Thinking back to all 

the names of the people I ones knew, the ones in my old crew, the ones that was my 

boo. God, how the time flew. Back then, there was no fears,  as no tears. Everything was 

clear, like the widescreen on a premiere. How could I know, that this would fade away. 

And I have to say, if I may, I would've died that day!

Let me reminisce, thinking back to that first kiss, that little miss. Who was my first love, 

she was all that I was thinking of, and no-one could ever come above. I remember the 

first time she was coming to my place, I was in a haste. You should've seen that pace, 

like a race of grace, to erase every thrace of someone living there. You should've seen 

my moms face, happy as a millionaire, all she could do was stare. Ah, and now I'm in 

despair.

Chorus:
Now I'm looking out the window, thinking of it all.
Suddenly it all makes sense now, now that it's all gone!
Wishing I had thought about it, back in the days.
Could've done so, so much better, if I had known.

Verse3:
I have not yet said it, but I miss those days. We gotta brace those times, and not set 

them ablaze. This is how I was raised! To treasure what you got, instead of complaining 

about whatnot. I was raised not to smoke pot, dot, dot. I think I must've forgot, 'cause 

I'm waiting for the next shot. So just come at me bro, you can't break my flow! fo' real, 

give it a go.

I know I just spitted shit about this drug thing, so in case you wasn't listening. I'm 

glistening, I'm visioning, I'm partitioning and I'm also sickening and mad. I'm not an 

idiot, I know that drugs are bad. Do you think I'm having a rad, smoking brew? Playing 

Dr Dre, thinking about the  girl I screw, the last time I flew. But if you're thinking about 

sticking through, you gotta do whatever needed to.

Chorus:
Now I'm looking out the window, thinking of it all.
Suddenly it all makes sense now, now that it's all gone!
Wishing I had thought about it, back in the days.
Could've done so, so much better, if I had known.

So yeah, this is my shit.
Trying to find my way out of it.
I'm not giving up, 'cause hey,
this is life. We gotta fight to survive!

Music made by Pappiyooo on Youtube:
http://www.youtube.com/user/Pappiyooo?feature=watch

Flawless - Reminiscing

An amazing Instrumental produced by Chuki <3
http://www.youtube.com/user/CHUKImusic


Lyrics:

See, I passed home,
On that last song,
Never gonna seem to last long,
See I act strong,
Never act wrong,
But always end the night with a glass bong,
At least the whiskey in the glass strong,
At least I'm risky when I act gone,
I'm quite so dizzy, when the fights on,
Might be the reason why I never won,

I'm so withdrawn,
And act thereon,
Cup a dime for some lime,
Never whine, but drinking wine,
Popping pills for some feels,
And even chills and some thrills,
I'm smoking up when I'm ill,
And acting up when I'm down,
And these solutions I found,
They be polluting my mind,
Am I confusing the kind,
Do you really think losing my mind,
I don't mind using a rhyme,
'Cause I'm really not amusing the find,
Of the intoxicated addict,
That I'm, always have been,
Throwing up, and think I've had it,
But the next day, I'm back on it,
Think I'm haunted,
Never hated neither wanted,
Convenience what they call it,
Never make it, but I crawl it,
All my shit, man I just haul it,
I'll grow stronger while they're stalling,
If they wait much longer,
They'll all be falling,

See, I passed home,
On that last song,
Never gonna seem to last long,
See I act strong,
Never act wrong,
But always end the night with a glass bong,
At least the whiskey in the glass strong,
At least I'm risky when I act gone,
I'm quite so dizzy, when the fights on,
Might be the reason why I never won,

I'm a low class criminal,
The shit I do is minimal,
But I've seen it all,
Smoking in the streets,
Finish all,
When we all meet,
For a smoke along,
Jay or bong,
Listening to a song,
Ain't hurting anyone,
But we gotta hide,
Hide from sight,
Light instead of fight.
I'm a normal dude,
Packing a good mood,
Never being rude,
In my head a bit screwed,
But a friend of all,
Still I am a criminal,

Somehow I never seem to fall,
It's quite weird,
'Cause they never seem to call,
My friends, to be clear,
It appears,
That I have to make amends,
To be there,
It doesn't seem fair,
'Cause they're the ones that I fear,
Will never be there,
When I most need someone to be near,
For fuck sake, why am I scared,
I'm so broken inside, but can't seem to even shed a tear,
Why the fuck is there,
Always more to apply, to the damn despair,
A mare excuse to find pride in the fact that I tried,
But the fact is I, lied to myself,
Just to fantasize,
That I perfected the rise,
From weak little guy,
To a butterfly,
High in the sky,
I'm not a bad guy,
Nor a good guy,
But maybe it's time for me to say my goodbyes,

See, I passed home,
On that last song,
Never gonna seem to last long,
See I act strong,
Never act wrong,
But always end the night with a glass bong,
At least the whiskey in the glass strong,
At least I'm risky when I act gone,
I'm quite so dizzy, when the fights on,
Might be the reason why I never won
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