not like this idea has been done several times before
warning: should be pretty distorted

peanut butter jersey club

mariah carey if she was a Gangsta...

sample: Mariah Carey - All I Want For Christmas is You
merry christmas

p.s. i made this in school cause i was bored

mariah carey if she made jersey club be like

i figured i should just drop this just because. enjoy

yay yuh!

brad taste in music-core be like

samples:
Falling In Reverse - Game Over
Demondice - Snake Eyes
Melanie Martinez - Death
Lukas Graham - 7 Years
Mori Calliope - You're Not Special
Melanie Martinez - The Contortionist
Roger Waters - Money
H***ai Dude - Tokyo Chopp

sue me

bradcore

artwork by a friend of mine. i originally planned to make vocals for this but honestly i think it works as is. enjoy

decomposition

(prod. me)
i can't believe
i can't believe
we won't be together again
my

was it like this all the time
can i live one step on the line
can i do things we did before
or is that too much to ask for

if anything, i just wanted to see the sunrise
before the sun goes down for one last time
i just hope that your life will be my surprise
because i know that my death is my demise

CAUSE ALL I 

KNOW
IS THAT I JUST WANT TO GO HOME
BEFORE IT'S TOO LATE TO CALL IT QUITS
HERE I AM AMIDST 
ALL THE LIES ADRIFT
I CAN'T BELIEVE

i can't believe
i can't believe
we won't be together again
my


i don't think i can do this anymore
all i know is that i'm on the floor
staring at the ceiling once more
where am i without you and your love

everything happens for a reason 
but believe me, i ain't ever seen it

tango and dance with death
guess that's just how it ends

i can't believe
i can't believe
we won't be together again
my

i can't believe
i can't believe
we won't be together again

first ever vocals on a song. may be a little bit embarrassing but whatever

generic breakup song cliche thing

together again

instrumental for today, this does not contain lyrics

take the blame

how it goes

lightyear

artwork by Bushment

this will be my day
and i don't think anything will stop me anymore
when it all falls to the floor

racing against time for the victory
i'll be the last one standing
that's a triumph

that's a triumph
i guess that's all that matters now
thats a triumph
and i guess thats just how it goes
cant take it anymore

and i guess i cant take it anymore
everything must shatter into the floor
and i couldnt care any more
or any less

part of it is the suffering
or on the other side is the sun
i just gotta keep my head up
my head high

it's just how it goes
i gotta hang on to my hope
my hope
my hope

and i guess thats how it went
i just gotta stick to the end
the end
forever

triumph

ARTWORK BY BLEED ON IG - https://www.instagram.com/blee__d

i figured i'd release this now than never

enjoy

full circle

look i didn't have an idea for what i wanted the cover to be so i just picked what i thought fit the track best

enjoy

end scene

1/9

all it meant was for you to love me
and yet nothing is was it seems
i'm a broken visage in the mirror
i'm pretending i can't hear her

i don't want this to ever end, ever end
i guess i'm a broken heart again, again
i confess my sins to the devil, devil
i don't take no chances, i'm a rebel

oh my heart hurts, my heart burns
don't you see it aches for your affection
and i guess we part our ways

and i guess that's just how it goes
and i guess i'm alone once more, more

heartburn

together

crescendo

artwork: alfred hilto, Curves and Straight Lines, 1948.

pure hatred

4/9

and i tell myself
nothing bad's going to happen
without me

all it ever meant to live
was because of you
this wasn't about me

i guess that's where the wind blows
it's a fall from grace now
looking outside counting the days down

i hate being in my own body
i wish i could be happy for once
but nothing ever makes me love

i'm tired, a shaking mess
you wouldn't see that if you just never kept
everything away from me
don't you see

i'm so tired of wasting breath
on a song that i do not mean
i guess i'm selfish to be selfless

and i tell myself
nothing bad's going to happen
without me

all it ever meant to live
was because of you
this wasn't about me

decrescendo

5/9
doves and pigeons

and i tell myself
i'm fine

and i tell myself
i'm fine

and i tell myself
i'm fine

and i tell myself
i'll be fine

and i'll tell myself 
i'll be fine

it's all just a dream
you told me not think too hard
i guess i'll be fine

there's not much else i can do
but leave the past with you
i guess i'll be fine

i've tried everything
we're not better yet
everything fails its meaning
 
and no matter what i do
nothing amounts for you
so why even try

life's a beautiful thing
ruined by the hands of others
it all comes around

so let's take our time now
and let's fix what's left
maybe we're in love again

and i tell myself
i'll be fine

and i'll tell myself 
i'll be fine

i feel

recognition

that way

(8/9)
inspired by carbine's "doomsday"

[i've been wondering]
is it me
i don't want to tell you how to live your live
i don't wanna tell you to say goodbye 
so tell me

are you the love of my life
i don't wanna say goodbye 
we dance forever into the night

is it me you really want
i guess that's
what i really wanted, all this time

please don't do this to me
i'll love you to the end
i hope we'll be more than friends 

is it me
i want to be together
i never want this to end, ever
 
is it me
i want to be together
i never want this to end, ever

and we'll hug and kiss our worries away

and maybe we'll see eachother one day

every time i see your face
my heart looks forward another day
i don't want to hurt you 
i just want to cherish you one more way

every time i look outside
i wonder what could be inside
is it worth stepping out to help
maybe that's why i tell myself,

is it me
i want to be together
i never want this to end, ever

is it me
i want to be together
i never want this to end, ever

is it me

mourning

(prod me)

you tell me nothing
at all
i think i'm ready to take, the fall
i want to land into, your arms
but if only we could take what we have so far

am i the antithesis of love
have i created the monster i've become
i hate having been here for so long,
and i hope you can accept my song

i'm scared to death, i'm scared to death
of what i can't believe and or accept
i wish i could even comprehend
at all

i hold my breath i hold my breath
and i beg and pray for the best
i guess you're the one for me
after all


you tell me nothing
at all
i think i'm ready to take, the fall
i want to land into, your arms
but if only we could take what we have so far

NO!

antithesis of love

i feel worthless

ib trustt - spectacular
https://soundcloud.com/trustt/spectacular

worthless

massive inspiration from https://soundcloud.com/dustkidraps/cry-me-a-river

You say you loved me
Now you're hiding the truth
Everywhere I go I think of you and me
Get out of my mind already

End this tyranny
Give me my happiness back
Pick me back up 
Put me back together

Get out of my mind
Traumatize me to no return
Four years gone in a life
Now look at who've you hurt

Tell me who you live for
It better not be me

(I just want to go to sleep.)

tyranny

it's only fair
i can't lose something i don't have
i can't win something back

i can't sleep knowing i have caused this
atleast that's what you claim
i'm finally free for once
i don't have to worry about you at all

i'm finally happy
i can finally go to sleep 
i am finally free
you are pure evil and yet you set me free

you are pure evil
apologize for what you feel
but let's be honest
we should just move on

it's only fair
i can't lose something i don't have
i can't win something back

you are pure evil
apologize for what you feel
but let's be honest
we should just move on

pure evil

i havent uploaded in nearly a month so i might as well upload something

sample provided by https://soundcloud.com/wormsie 
check her out please thanks

out of ideas

making a compilation soon 
may have some unreleased stuff. enjoy

freedom

prod me 

don't tell me what to do, anymore
don't tell me where to go, anymore
don't tell me what to do, anymore
don't tell me where to go, anymore

Now look at where i am
I cant imagine looking at where you stand
Used me for four years now i got many bands
Now i feel again

I feel so free away from you
I want to tell you I'm through
I think its time i get revenge
Look at where i am

So don't tell me what to do
So don't tell me what to do
Thank god im not with you
Thank god im not with you, at all

So don't tell me what to do
I'm not someone you can choose
Don't tell me what you wanna do
Thank god im not with you, at all

don't tell me what to do, anymore
don't tell me where to go, anymore
don't tell me what to do, anymore
don't tell me where to go, anymore

So don't tell me what to do
I'm not someone you can choose
Don't tell me what you wanna do
Thank god im not with you, at all

don't tell me what to do

Inspiration by https://soundcloud.com/saycarbine/anthem
Artwork: Cleve Gray "Letting Go #8" (2002)

Don't tell me what you already know
You lied through your teeth
You consider me a joke

Don't plead with me anymore
I already know what you've done
I'm going to sleep for once

Every second i spend thinking of you
Is something i just don't wanna do
Get out of my life already

Oh what a joke what a joke Let's fall down
I don't ever think I'll hit the ground
As long as I'm at peace

Let's dance into the night again
But this time I'm letting go of your hand
As I watch it all fall down

Oh my god I wish I could just live
With someone else to be with
Anything but you

Now look at where I am too
Don't act like a fool
That's all it takes to be happy

I spend my life on the sunshine
I see people walking by
I talk through clenched teeth

So don't ever try to bring me down
Atleast don't try to come back
Live your life and I'll live mine at last (See you)

I walk i walk i walk again
What a joke it all is
How selfish everything is

I'm finally happy for once
I escaped what I have thought
would once be the end of me

Just don't say anything about me
I don't wanna beg or plead
I just wanna live gently

Maybe if I keep this up
I'll finally meet the people I want
It all comes full circle

So what
I don't think i'm dumb

I just wanna live up to everyone that loves me
All they ask is for me to be happy

I can't lose my focus
I need to prove all of you wrong
That's why I've gone so far along

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