Trauma

Save Me

as im covered with ur body 
as i am covered with the pain 
would you ever come rescue me 
would you ever come rescue me 
and the blood cover my body 
u said i’m going insane 
would you ever come and trust me 
if i said (im feeling sane)

rescue me

redemption

covering my, covering my eyes from the bad ends 
i'm high today, my mind is like a maze 
i'm running away
i wanna fly away with you, running away

Running Away

Nightwalker

If you'd tell me what u felt

everything is hard for me 
i don't wanna leave again
i don't wanna live again
every time it's always the same 
i try and i fail
deconstructed is my brain
i never want to be the same as u
it's always the same for me

same for me

obsessed
im obsessed
i think i'm losing it, hold on 
life is so long , life is so long x2
hold on 

hold on 
hold on 
so long, so long 
i think i'm losing it (long)  
life is so long 
so long , so long  
life is so long 
hold on
hold on
turning pages letting go off for a reset
feeling like a diamond shining for no reason 
you can make things clear if you don't want me just say it
losing confidence and all that makes me obsessed x 2

so long, so long 
i think i'm losing it (long)  
life is so long 
so long , so long  
life is so long 
hold on
hold on

so long, so long 
i think i'm losing it (long)  
life is so long 
so long , so long  
life is so long 
hold on
hold on


Obsessed

Without a sound

kiss xoxo 2k x tr4shmani111a x judicaëlle

thanks for listening to my tracks <#3

lyrics:
I didnt wanna hurt you heart, hurt your heart
i've been like that since im 11 years old
do you want to be my love?
would you let that girl alone now
i would stab that girl for you
and i know im an imposter 
i will never be a star 
and i know im an imposter 
i will never, never, never no

hurt ur heart<#3

J’ai pas envie que tu m’abandonnes 
Envie que t’en vois une autre 
Envie que tu me laisses toute seule 
Et j’ai un peu honte quand je te dis ça mais t’étais le seul à comprendre tous mes émois

Et j’ai un peu honte quand je te dis ça mais t’étais le seul à qui je tenais dans l’histoire 

J’y croyais en notre histoire ouais

J’ai kiffé tous nos ébats 
J’ai kiffé geek avec toi
Tu me disais que j’étais spécial 
Tu me disais que j’étais pas comme les autres 
Qui dit vrai dans l’histoire? 

Et si j’veux die qui sera là pour m’en empêcher 
Quand j’fais de la merde désolé je peux pas m’en empêcher 
J’ai pas besoin d’un ex boyfriend

Geek avec toi

Cause i am one amongst the bitches, the bitches he fuck with 
He, he lied to me 
now im dying now 
i dont wanna live- live anymore 
i take a xan 
et je dors 
oh j’adore quand tu touches mon corps 
touches mon corps x4
brise moi le coeur jusqu’à ce que je sombre 

Je suis l’ombre de moi même depuis que je t’ai rencontré 
jusqu’à ce que je sombre 
Je suis l’ombre de moi même depuis que je t’ai rencontré 
Jour après jour je ne peux pas t’oublier x2 

Et dans ma tête j’ai envie que ça s’arrête mais j’arrive pas 
j’ai envie d’cohabiter avec toi aime moi (ouhhhhh hurt my heart until i cant take it) 
Et dans ma tête j’ai envie que ça s’arrête mais j’arrive pas 
j’ai envie d’cohabiter avec toi-a-a
et je dors 
oh j’adore quand tu touches mon corps 
touches mon corps x4 (tu disais qu’on était pareil mais si c’était vrai, tu me laisserais pas)

Je suis l’ombre de moi même depuis que je t’ai rencontré 
Je suis l’ombre de moi même depuis que je t’ai rencontré 
et je dors 
oh j’adore quand tu touches mon corps 
touches mon corps x4 (tu disais qu’on était pareil mais si c’était vrai, tu me laisserais pas)
brise moi le coeur jusqu’à ce que je sombre 
(Je suis) 
touches mon corps x4 
(Je suis) 
touches mon corps x4 
touches mon corps x4 
(Je suis) 
touches mon corps x4

Touche mon corps

Quand j’me réveille à 16h du matin
J’ai fait mon bout de chemin
On s’est pas arrêtés
J’sais pas pourquoi tu m’appelles
Tu m’disais qu’c’était terminé
Pourquoi tu m’appelles ?
J’suis pas dispo émotionnellement
Mes passions sont passionnantes
Et j’t’aimais passionnément
J’me déteste, tellement vrai
Comme quand j’te disais qu’tu me mentais
Pourquoi tu m’appelles ?
Tu m’disais qu’c’était terminé
Pourquoi tu m’appelles ?
J’suis pas dispo émotionnellement

émotionnellement indisponible :'(

what i have to say 
would you listen what i have to say 
would you listen what i have to say 
would you look at me like you look at her 

look at me like you look at her 

oh what is art and what is that

Cause if i’m not nude on the stage
would you look at me like you look at her 
look at me like you look at, at me 
at me like you look at her 

at me like you look at, at me 
at me like you look at her 

at me like you look at, at me 
at me like you look at her 

at me like you look at, at me 
at me like you look at her 

what i have to say 
would you listen what i have to say 
would you listen what i have to say 
would you look at me like you look at her 

oh what is art and what is that

look at me like you look at her

if you like, like , like , like , like , like 
if you like, like , like , like , like , like 

Club 
 
I wanna lock you in the club
i don’t want nothing anymore 
i just want to dance in the corner
oh oh 
and you said that you want me but i dont want you
i dont wanna care about you
i dont wanna care, ah yeah
and you said that you want me but you lie
cause i saw you when you looked at these others girls in the eyes
i’m a freak, i dont care about your bitch
i just wanna dance all night
i just wanna get rich
i’m a freak, i’m a freak yeah i’m freak, i’m a freak
i’m so freaky, i’m a bitch
so no one can hurt me
they say i’m a baddie
yeah i know im not nobody 
give me your wallet please cause 
i just care about your money 

And my songs passing at the radio 
i love you baby tell me that you want me more
and i dont give a fuck about nobody 
i hate myself and i hate everybody 
i feel so bad about myself always 
and i could make these songs again and again if you like it, 
if you like, like, like , like , like oh
everyone look down on me 
i dont care i could dance all night
everyone, everyone (if you like, like, like , like , like oh) 
i dont care i could dance all night

i feel so bad about myself always 
and i could make these songs again and again if you like it, 
if you like, like, like , like , like oh
everyone look down on me 
i dont care i could dance all night
everyone, everyone (if you like, like, like , like , like oh)

Club

show me your love

No more, no more
no heart, no heart 
broken, broken

Broken

Daddy please slain me
I got no energy
Come and go and meet with all your friends and family
I feel so sad here
I'm chased by my fears
Promise me you wont diseapear
Promise me you will love me yeah 
Promise me that you won't go cause baby you do haunt me yeah

Daddy please slain me
I got no energy
Come and go and meet with all your friends and family
I feel so sad here
I'm chased by my fears
Promise me you wont diseapear
Promise me you will love me yeah 
Promise me that you won't go cause baby you do haunt me yeah

I got no energy 
Daddy please slain me
Crying in my bed all day 
Sometime i don't remember what i say (daddy please slain me)
Dirty thoughts in my head, again, again and again
Everyday is all the same: i wait, i wait and i wait
Pain and pain its all the same
The pain is flowing in my veins 
 
Daddy please slain me
I got no energy
Come and go and meet with all your friends and family
I feel so sad here
I'm chased by my fears
Promise me you wont diseapear
Promise me you will love me yeah 
Promise me that you won't go cause baby you do haunt me yeah

Dirty thoughts in my head, again, again and again
Everyday is all the same: i wait, i wait and i wait
Pain and pain its all the same
The pain is flowing in my veins

Slain me!

Once upon a time, there was a girl that was fine.
She was feeling like she could do anything for you.
Would you do anything for her?
She’s cold, so baby, cover her.
She’s anxious, baby, calm her down.
A Xanax, and it’s done.
And in a moment she’s gone,
no one feels good when she’s around.
Her head keeps hitting the ground.
People just treat her like a clown.
People keep telling her she’s weird,
but she don’t know what is wrong,
so when people are around,
she just wants to be alone.
She said: “I don’t wanna wake up pretty
only when I wear this fucking makeup.
I don’t wanna wake up.
You don’t want me anymore, babe.
You, you, you, you, you, you, you,
don’t want me anymore.
I don’t wanna wake up.

Anything 4 u!

Hate me

Drive me insane

what did you imagine
my mouth was full of lies 
can’t look at you in the eyes 
don’t want you to feel the pain
my mouth was full of lies 
so i didnt have the choice 
then to throw it up in your face

In your face

can't be ur friend

In the worst of us

Broken (Slowed)

no one like u (ft ang3lx)

(A beautiful day to die)

a man a xan 
thats all i need oh
baby wanna rest 
put your head on my chest 
i feel so damn awake 
and we be lacking here tho 
your music in my ear pluggs 
maybe thats all i need now 
see the smile on your face 
walking outside past ten 
baby thats all i need now 
when you tell that you want me 
baby that’s all i need now

(Kiss me before i die, oddën)

i feel like i died today 
no more signals in my brain
i’m lacking so bad, i’m lame 
and you say that i’m insane 
you say people will think the same 
you say you wanna be my man 
i’m not available today 
i take a step back i wanna think 
i can’t text back if you’re not my friend 
i’m lacking so bad, i’m lame 
and you say that i’m insane 
i’m lacking so bad, i’m lame 
there’s no more rooms to feel ashamed 
there’s no more rules that i attend 

need now

 
i wanna stop all that
don’t wanna act so bad 
i don’t know why you like me yeah

(i’m lacking so bad, i’m lame 
there’s no more rooms to feel ashamed 
there’s no more rules that i attend)

i feel like i died today 
no more signals in my brain
i’m lacking so bad, i’m lame

now 

i feel like i died today 
no more signals in my brain
i’m lacking so bad, i’m lame 
and you say that i’m insane 
you say people will think the same 
you say you wanna be my man 
i’m not available today

all i need

les effets m’envahissent et je dors.
je me deteste 
jcrois bien que j’ai la haine
dans mon sang,mes veines
jcrois bien que je me deteste 
on me dit de prendre confiance en moi
« arrête de douter »
mais moi jpeux pas car pendant toutes ces années 
on m’a envoutée



on m’a fait croire que tout ce que je faisais c’etait jamais assez 
j’suis bloquée dans le passé 
jsuis bloquée dans le passé 
des années à m’écorcher 
en silence dans ma chambre 
jvoulais mourir j’en avais marre de souffrir 
les effets m’envahissent et je dors, (dors)

bloquée dans le passé

prod: @mikeal0ne


Cause I want you today 
walking by my side 
running around town 
running out of time 
I feel so high 
I miss the “hi’s” 
I miss the vibe
i miss the highs 
warming your heart 
do you remember when we felt alone 
do you remember when we fell in love 
where is it gone 
i feel so lost

i got no guts 
you’re the only one 
 
no possibility 
walking outside around the city
eyes full of red like Miley
no friend i wanna be lonely 
no friend i wanna be lone
shawty we dont get along 
and this life feel so long
only you around me 

Cause I want you today 
walking by my side 
running around town 
running out of time 
I feel so high 
I miss the “hi’s” 
I miss the vibe
i miss the highs 
warming your heart 
do you remember when we felt alone 
do you remember when we fell in love 
where is it gone 
i feel so lost

eyes full of red like miley
eyes full of red like miley

oddën

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