everyone and anyone who knows you is so lucky. your music is angelic <3

I just discovered this song. I love it already. you got a new follower ❤️

just found this from anem0s. love it + would love to work w/ u on something someday

like that

Love Line

Catharsis

buy on bandcamp: https://otrapic.bandcamp.com/track/222-confide

stream on spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/7AkiwfHiSxAxU7AtAsloII?si=C2m3F-DpR7-8wOTUVFeFXA&context=spotify%3Aalbum%3A0taEiwYEg4gWjOcNNzj02L

listen on apple music: https://music.apple.com/us/album/222-confide/1665450831?i=1665450832

~~~

to confide in this feeling
her sapling: overgrown
to sing into the bleeding heavens

im waiting
or am i sinking?

got some mud in my blood, let it rot
got some crud in my brain, let it clot up
and will i miss this sound when it’s not around?
will i miss the sound?

222_confide

FULL EP ON SPOTIFY/APPLE MUSIC AND OTHERS
Lyrics:
Your world so cold, stone hearted froze give me your mold
Afraid to go, I'm taking slow to another level 
Please don't choke, don't trap your thoughts behind what brought us close
Beneath my dome, is where I store my only devil

Cash out no more leather
Flee until I'm dead'r
Closing up on nether, help her she's a tempest
Blocking off what's better
Letting in what's not so better
Staying safe in my bed and don't bother to check up on me cause I'm sleeping

Been sleeping 

Weeooo
How can it be sometimes 
When we're not alike
Guess you choose to be yourself
Weeooo
How can it be that i never
Closed my eyes 
When you were by my side
Weeooo
How can it be sometimes 
When we're not alike
Guess you choose to be yourself
Weeooo
How can it be that i never
Closed my eyes 
When you were by my side

Keep on mentioning what is like to be had
I just felt a lot bout what wasn't there
Flip the breakers give me your all don't be scared
make it up to mars let's make it just for us

Whatcha tryna be
There's no else who'll see you
As you wanna be
I'll tick you off and tease you
Just to make me feel
Like there's something going 
But truth is I have a
ticking time bomb
Emotionally Intoxi.. personallity

Walk out on me sobbing
truthfully you mean
That I'm not felling sorry
Your wrong I'll make you see
Reason with my story
My feelings, my past and my now and my then and my now and my friends and my life and my then and my now 

Where'd you go?
I couldn't find what was left, sitting
lone by my desk, I'm fully 
aware of my stress
What could it mean?
Something there to behold 
Yet not for me to control 
It all just seemed like a joke
Where'd you go?
I couldn't find what was left, sitting
lone by my desk, I'm fully 
aware of my stress
What could it mean?
Something there to behold 
Yet not for me to control 
It all just seemed like a joke
Where'd you go?
I couldn't find what was left, sitting
lone by my desk, I'm fully 
aware of my stress
What could it mean?
Something there to behold 
Yet not for me to control 
It all just seemed like a joke

Bad Joke

purity of heart,

i am my false alarm,

my good impulse does bad,
my bad impulse does wrong

tell me if i’m strong
so i can play my strengths for you, love

17 pieces of an angle that i never pictured,
sunlight on a ridge,
a sketching of my near prediction

i don’t know what you call that?
i don’t know what you’d call that?

i don’t know where i’ll go but you shouldn’t be there alone.

my good impulse does bad
and my bad impulse does wrong

we’re all here singing the same song
we’re all here singing the same song
we’re all here singing the same song
we’re all here singing the same song

impulse

lyrics:
I couldn't see it in your eyes
it's all too much to lie beside

do you feel freer then
with your baby tees and punching machines

calling contest
it doesn't have to be this way
so I'll wait another day

Baby Tees and Punching Machines

i know?

link in description, i
live in a fairy tale,
find an archetype, i will do it right
to the world i left behind
i'll be jester right, i'll be just alright

live in a fairy tale,
still i snap back just to pay respect back
to the world i left behind
i'll be just alright, i want your surrender

this could be the last you hear from me,
till i fail, till i fail, till I fail
i'll be okay
can you count on that?
as i'm trying to breathe in the cold
i'll be okay
can you count that?

i was falling back on the match
i was falling back undetached

wallow in your room, seeking someone
i know you so
so well, well

live in a fairy tale,
find an archetype, i will do it right
to the world i left behind
i'll be jester right, i'll be just alright

live in a fairy tale,
still i step back just to pay respect back
to the world i left behind
i'll be just alright, i want your surrender

jesterr

savor

ill find them someday

last call

this song means a lot to me thank you for listening
ill get better at music i promise
꧁ ꧂

i couldn't find myself
and life is around the corner
i could probably melt
and now that i am older

i see all my friends hated me
lived a lie just for my fantasy
oblivious in all these situations
but i think i can fix them
i think i can fix them

clovers on my face
im flying so i can't even feel them
you’re my everything
but flowers only bloom every season
i cant feel my breathin
feels like my life does have some meaning
my heart feels empty
but i cant fight with my reason
fight with my reason
(x2)

is it all my fault
i just cant evolve
all these cracks in my vault and
i dont understand at all how

im breaking so easily
my mind is confused
my soul has died lethally
but that isnt news
my temples abused
the angels are teasing me
and they all accuse
that what im saying isnt true

clovers
clovers
its not over til i say its over
gotta pressure on
cant give it the shoulder
clovers
clovers
i gotta overcome this boulder
im not getting in the eye of the holder
this worlds getting colder
but im still wrapped in my clovers
wrapped in my clovers

i thought they were my friends
but they told me to my own face that they werent
i thought that I could trust her
but she threw it all away in the dirt
feeling all these emotions
the anguish
the pain
the atonement
all of my fear
and my hatred
are bolded
my body its coded
but i cant let it control me

false promises were made about me
and my hands were scarred from the thorns
placed around me from all my fears
i can see through my eyes
but my eyelids still act as a blockade around my sea of tears
is this the first act or the finale
for my new life to have past all these years
as my old reality is crushed
i try to look to the future as my mind begins to clear

clovers

Watch the music video at youtu.be/2REABpIQ0wI
https://evangeline.info
🔄

Performed by Evangeline and Self Discovery
Produced by Evangeline and Self Discovery
Written by Evangeline, Self Discovery and vai

contains sample from soundcloud.com/vai22/theaters

2/█

Cinemas (ft. Self Discovery)

9/22
lyrics:
i been hard to reach
i been hard to reach
i won't pick up the phone
i been out of sync
i been out of sync and i can't let this go

diamond in the rough
is he good enough?
i'm not so sure
he's so off the cuff
he's sick and tired
doesn't have a choice
he tries to speak but doesn't have a voice
the only walls he knows
the four that's in his room
the time could pass him by
he wouldn't have a clue
and the strings lead back to you
and the strings lead back to you

strings

demo recorded on my floor some months ago, not so sure about it but always trying

small inductors

https://www.pcrf.net/

https://bdsmovement.net/

Stagnant on morbid curiosity

To crystallize the feeling

Aglow, we flash to grey

And watch the soul deviate
 
Lately you’ve been staring at the corpse

Like there’s nothing left to see

Transfixed by the writing on the wall

Apathy is the disease

If you leave it alone, then somebody gets hurt

If you topple a tree, well the crash will get heard

The system's kinetic, the signal dispersed

I tried to hold the whole weight of the world

anti apathy song

with the amazing https://soundcloud.com/oyeme-thomas 

master by https://soundcloud.com/knoir

i am not an enemy
i just wanna be your friend
i am not an enemy
standing in the hallways
laughing and listening
to music, acting like we always do
acting like we don’t exist 
and excuse me
but i hate to say i hate that
i hate hating the commons
i hate increasing my pace when
i know you’re right behind me
walking to our class
maybe we could stop
talk about what we have in common
such as
we both have insecurities
we have liked a girl and
i’m sure she isn’t purposely
hurting me, and the same goes for you
the pain that you’ve felt
is something that i’ve gone through
she’d be perfectly
okay with us
being friends
i just wanna stop pretending that i hate you
i just wanna be
i just wanna be your friend
i just wanna be your friend
i just wanna be your friend
i am not an enemy
why do butterflies
fly in my stomach when i see you?
they fly around
faster than a hungry, wild zebra
kicking my stomach to death
because it sees a threat 
to my over-valued reputation
i hate this persistent intimidation
that i’m always facing
just because your face is 
pretty
or the way your chain sits upon your neck
or maybe because you’re
famous
i remember at that football game
i was standing right behind you and i was
trying to act at the same way
that i'd act around my friends
but they were drooling over you
so i was too afraid to say this in the future
listen man, i just wanna talk to you
maybe become friends
but i have never had that opportunity
to talk to you and see
if i could promise peace
between us
maybe we could farm some greens
pardon me for being personal about it
but i just wanna be
i just wanna be your friend
i just wanna be your friend
i just wanna be your friend
i am not an enemy
i just wanna be your
i am not an enemy
why can't we be friends
why can't we be friends
why can't we be friends
why can't we be friends ?!?!?!?!
i just wanna be your friend !!!!1
i just wanna be your friend!!!!!
i just wanna be your friend!!
i just wanna be your friend!!
i just wanna be your friend!!
i just wanna be your friend!
i just wanna be your friend!
i am not an enemy
i am not an enemy
i just wanna be your friend

written by me

savor

ode dyne

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