it feels like its been a while since youve posted even though its only been two months, glad you're back. i love this

happy to hear you had a fun time! wishing u lots of luck 💚

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Sharing the lil things i make online has admittedly been a really scary thing for me, but i hope to keep trying.

Hope you are well <3

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u really want 2 be alex somers huh

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ill find them someday

piano by @ottekob , little sounds & bass note thingys @imyzuli everything else @7114

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this is a @dream_diary song
pls listen to dream diary :]

dream diary - heart locket (piano cover)

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crooked smile 1.1 s 40 bpm take 1 42725

28 Oct - Greenhouse

I don't think I realize how abused I am.

I was saddened by the dental hygienist who said things spitefully to me,
"It's YOUR decision if you want to keep coming back here,"

she mentioned that my visits should be in 4 month intervals rather than 6;
I don't have control of that, I was told differently by the previous hygienist,

o~O what can I do? 

Then later, the whole Mr.Vo thing,
throwing out an entire order because there was snow peas.

He did that with a Burger King order when there was pickles,
twice actually, another with lettuce.

He just didn't eat it.
I'm amazed by this (in a bad way).

..... Then he berated me and ridiculed me about how I'm wasting my time,
I'm losing resources here!

I just can't deal with him right now I blocked his number.

I don't want to feel hurt by him
I am.

Apparently this one issue speaks more to him than everything else I've done for him,
and that makes me feel disposed of and disregarded.

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And always at the right time,
every time I study, the answer is always here when most needed.

"St. John's teaching reminds his readers that, through complete detachment, a degree of perfection is attained, not by withdrawal from the world, but by taking up the Cross and facing the real world with all its uncertainty and limitations: "Carmelite Seculars accept from the viewpoint of faith, hope and love, the work and suffering of each day, family worries, the uncertainty and limitations of human life, sickness, lack of understanding and all that makes up the fabric of our earthly existence. They will strive to make all this, material for dialogue with God, in order to grow in an attitude of praise and gratitude to the Lord" (OCDS Constitutions Art. 22).


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"Do not let what is happening to me, daughter, cause you any grief, for it does not cause me any. What greatly grieves me is that one who is not at fault is blamed. Men do not do these things, but God, who knows what is suitable for us and arranges things for our own good. Think nothing else but God that ordains all, and where there is no love, put love, and you will draw out love [July 6th, 1591]."
St. John of the Cross to a Prioress to a Monastery in Segovia.




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"These main events in the short life of St. John of the Cross do not leave us with the full picture of his character and personal spirituality. His early first-hand acquaintance with deprivation, the later misunderstandings and imprisonment, the final persecution that he suffered, all might more easily have brought forth a bitter cynic; instead, the result was a man purified and enlightened. Events outwardly sad but inwardly transforming bore fruits in charity toward others and deep compassion for the sufferer. Together with these came a rare, clear vision of the beauty of God's creation and an intimacy with the Blessed Trinity that John found somewhat describable only through comparisons to the life of glory."

(This is from a biographical sketch of his life).

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