This song makes me wanna go dance with fairies in the forest while picking daisies

i love folk music or whatever this is girl you are literally so underrated

The Upload

I Love My Mom

What Are We Gonna Do Now

How I Get Myself Killed

Shapeshifter

I was just a kid but I learned much too fast  
Found the internet way too young a scar that would last 
And you know that I hate thinking someone else did this to me
But I had all the resources because of your enabling
And sometimes I wonder if I didn’t hurt so bad 
Would I have been more lovable to my mom and my dad 
And if I went back in time to see six year old me
Id say this shit does not get better this is who you’re meant to be and

I am a monster so you say
I do this on purpose anyway 
I need to feel this pain so I can
I try to crawl away when you say my name 
Hold me down and scream at me
You say this is where I deserve to be 
So keep pretending that you love me
And I’ll believe you although you never show it to me

“Wow you’re such a quiet kid” they all would say to me
Don’t call me an old soul when I’m just unhappy 
You treated me like an adult when I was still so young
 You ask what you did wrong but you fucking knew it all along
I know that I was difficult or I knew that’s how you felt
I was told that I was selfish when I needed fucking help 
I remember when I lied to you I ran away and hid
You didn’t have to hurt me I was just a little kid
I was just a little kid 
I am still a little kid 

I am a monster so you say
I do this on purpose anyway 
I need to feel this pain so I can
I try to crawl away when you say my name 
Hold me down and scream at me
You say this is where I deserve to be 
So keep pretending you love me
And I’ll believe you, I’ll believe you 

I am a monster so you say
I do this on purpose anyway 
I need to feel this pain so I can
I try to crawl away when you say my name 
Hold me down and scream at me
You say this is where I deserve to be 
So keep pretending you love me
I’ll believe you but you’ll never show it to me

Pretend You Love Me

Crop Circles

matt watson's cover of space song. 
originally posted on youtube - https://youtu.be/u2aRvmigQ64

space song - matt watson (cover)

gravity (k's song) demo

Nine Lives

rats in my walls

No Doubt

Either Way

Fish Eyes

© Cement Hotel Records
Ryan Lassiter - Produced/recorded/mixed/mastered/drums 
Andrew Costantino - Keys/concept 
Michael Libramento - Bass

Also found on bandcamp available for download: https://indigodesouza1.bandcamp.com/releases

Boys

Next Thing

Outside with the Cuties

From Haley Heynderickx's debut album 'I Need to Start a Garden', out now on Mama Bird Recording Co.

I Need to Start a Garden

Haley Heynderickx - Oom Sha La La

Louisiana based folk-misfit
"OH-DEE LEE" (not "LAY")

Crop Circles

Odie Leigh

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