prod my nigga @odihu 
chronically always online
i just want talk to you all night
be with you like all the time
i just want talk to you one last time
stupid bf always online
retard bf always online
chronically always online do you want play games all da time 
i like you do you love me ?
ant social loser online
im such loser online 
dont even talk im so lost online 
loser bf always online
i just want play game all the time
i love you do love me
i just want play games all the time
ouuuu
i just want be onlineee
im your loser bf online

online bf

prod @bloodsekai ft @foreverstained

@yukisasayaki:
always talkin under my breath
im so insecure ever since u left
but i cant move on n im so depressed
cus being with u rlly was the best

nothing belongs
cant right my wrongs
cant write no songs for shit
nothin ever matters n i wont let it
cus i hate my life n im pessimistic

@foreverstained:
i just cant do nothing by myself
i need u here to keep me well
i feel like i dont belong
i'll never get what i want
what i want is u
i wish ud want me to
my aggression grows
why would i let go

@yukisasayaki:
always talkin under my breath
im so insecure ever since u left
but i cant move on n im so depressed
cus being with u rlly was the best

nothing belongs
cant right my wrongs
cant write no songs for shit
nothin ever matters n i wont let it
cus i hate my life n im pessimistic

i kno u dont feel the same
but its racking up in my brain
n its causin all sorts of pain 
crack the picture n the frame
it wont ever be the same
what else have u got to gain?
i dont wanna play this game
i dont wanna play this game

right my wrongs w/ lifeless

my brain feels like its turned into mush
maybe im on the internet too much
i love candy i got a sugar rush
fill me up

my nintendos my only friend
and when it dies ill cry again
mario carts my medicine
until the end

(mikus part)
i dont need humanityyyyy
my nintendo makes me happy
i dont need humanityyyyy
my nintendo makes me happyyyyyyy

my nintendo makes me happy its all i ever need
i feel fine as long as im in front of my screen


my nintendos my only friend ft miku

beautiful like butterflies
your eyes they never lie
contemplating suicide 
baby im right by ur side

youre so fucking perfect 
no you dont deserve to die
i know im worthless
but im better then those other guys

fall onto me
this feels just like a dream
blood falling off ur sleeve
me and you were meant to be

im stuck like a tree
if only you could see
im so in love with you
i got ur blood stuck on my teeth




teeth (x8)

marry me i'm meant for u
ur so perfect like mary sue
without u, i don't have a clue
what i'd do, what i'd do
world's so big 
but ur the only one
i only live 
for u call me dumb
i wanna see u be nice
i wanna be in ur life
i wanna hear u at night
saying ily





u dont deserve to die ft bloodsekai

prod, mix, master by @bloodsekai

i know i can be dry
im jus too fuckin shy
the thought of callin u makes me wanna cry
but i swear i rlly try
i try n try n try
but i fail every time
and now i wanna die

i cant help but look down on myself
im my own biggest hater yea, got the trophy on my shelf
i wanna give u the world but i cant stay
id let u use my body as an ash tray

tell me that im worthless n u wanna see my dead
got me slicing my wrists open while im layin in my bed
n i dont wanna linger on all the things u said
but i know its all my fault cus im useless n ur the best

watchu want i got anythin u ask for
if i cant give u love then bury me in asphalt
watchu want i got anythin u ask for
if i cant give u love then baby pls jus beg more
i know i can be dry
im jus too fuckin shy
the thought of callin u makes me wanna cry
but i swear i rlly try
i try n try n try
but i fail every time
and now i wanna die

anything u ask for

https://open.spotify.com/track/3lkhCDJWTppoesEyWSulO4?si=f62eb3cb5b1c418a

production: @bloodsekai 
featuring: @yukisasayaki

--- lyrics: ---
don't leave the room just yet
i need to tell you something
i wrote it down with pen
cuz they'll act weird if they know
there's someone in control
they wanna make things bloody
we're not supposed to know
so please just act like i said nothing

do you like my new poem?
i'll punch you if you say no
i doubt you could do better
i'm laughing till you try
tears form inside both my eyes
overload it's tmi
she can't tell the cake's a lie
everyone, she'll just rewrite

just me
just me
jus me n u here for eternity
corrupt
my files
i think ur in denial

i cant watch this any longer yea its tearing me apart
gonna push her to the edge, make her stab her in the heart 
all of that for u to delete me
and press restart

we're gonna be here a while so grab ur paper and a pen
u can write me a poem
that jus never has an end
u shoulda got a cupcake 
to fill in ur heartache
u'll never get them back
u shoulda picked me in the first place
i cant watch this any longer yea its tearing me apart
gonna push her to the edge, make her stab her in the heart 
all of that for u to delete me
and press restart

don't leave the room just yet
i need to tell you something
i wrote it down with pen
cuz they'll act weird if they know
there's someone in control
they wanna make things bloody
we're not supposed to know
so please just act like i said nothing

secrets written with ink

secrets written with ink (ft. yuki)

prod. zakuro
dont waste ur time to look for me
theres so much that we'll never see
and i just hope u know im sorry
im sorry
ive never known who i can trust
this world wasn't made for those like us
just jump and try not to fuck it up
i wanna be strangers again
redo our lives we'll change the end
let's hope for the best to come
when we're reborn but now let's jump
(what i want's a better life with you and i, you and i)
we're on the tv, the screen says two dead bodies
that fell too far down
what i want's a better life with you and i, you and i

cyanide ft bloodsekai

You were shirtless in his bed...

instrumental: @bloodsekai
featuring: @deathwish38

--- lyrics: ---
i've seen some people like me
but i know they won't like me
i'm scared of what will i be
if i keep up this act
ur so deranged
and i'm so behaved
but that's only okay
if i knew how to help you
i'm going insane
i'm running out of space

i'm scared of things i used to love
and i cant stop throwing up
this world wasn't made for us
we're just empty matter
ur so insane and
im not okay but
someday we'll change
just stay in ur place for now
i wish i had the nerve
i'll forever be unheard

we can't keep acting

we can't keep acting (ft. deathwish38)

a friend told me to reup this so here ya go



even when u drank my blood
i loved ur every move and touch

cause its not hard to realize
that if im gonna live like this ill die
and im an angel girl living in this world
and ive been corrupted ive sinned in front of you

am i a bad girl?
even in the morning time
but

im not a slut im not a whore
at the year 19 or 24
i havent ate since 8 days ago
i fear that i cant fit my clothes

starving
starving by myself
starving and crying
im okay with it of course
it was never where
to the point when i was around
it was not going well
in fact i even felt it in the eye


im not a slut im not a whore
at the year 19 or 24
i havent ate since 8 days ago
i fear that i cant fit my clothes










angelgirl cover

Lyrics:

Everyone is flattering you 
But baby you wouldn’t know.

You say, “whats the matter with you?”
I didn’t think it showed 

And then 
Im falling again
My friends
They question
What I’m doing about it?

I wanna tell you the truth
I wanna tell it to you

Every time you pull me close
I push away because I know
I’ll fall right back to
Wanting you.

I cannot ruin another chance
That we had at being friends.
I wish this wasn’t 
what I do!

Rapid eye movement 
I can’t do it
Stop looking at you, it’s crazy
I can’t forget last night even though I’m awake 

Your name was never written 
In my journal, now it’s living
In every page

I can’t forget last night even though I’m awake 

And then
I see you again
Your friends 
They ask me
What you’re trying to do?

Well babe I wanna know too.
What you’re trying to do.

Every time you pull me close
I push away because I know
I’ll fall right back to
Wanting you.

I Can’t ruin another chance
That we had at being friends.
I wish this wasn’t 
what I do!

So
I apologize 
Its my mind
It’s my mistake
And I’m willing to take
The blame

I apologize 
Its my mind
It’s my mistake
And I’m willing to take
The blame

Every time you pull me close
I push away because I know
I’ll fall right back to
Wanting you.

I Can’t ruin another chance
That we had at being friends.
I wish this wasn’t 
what I do!

angelgirl cover

odihu

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