Never again I tell myself that a lot.
And I never learn, one day I’ll be at peace with it being over.

This might actually be the best song ever written

This is like the best song i have ever heard oml

tell me more
girl why do you hate me 
feelings just berate me 
sittin all alone
tell me more
sittin on the floor now
you message him your bored now
i wish i wasnt here

end it all 
throw me against the wall 
your really standing tall 
but you know that 
i cant get up 
so just end it all
i cant take this longer
walking as i ponder
why do i come home

end it all

now on spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/1HuuHimszG0rwRJa8OJqNT?si=kNLgzqfCRUCVeG0XnSwLkw

produced by me

I wish you wouldn't ignore me, I texted you last morning
You said you’d call me early, you said you’d call me early
I thought you didn't like parties, apparently, now you’re changing
I hope you don't exchange me, I hope you don't exchange me
You're so cute, maybe we could still start dating
You said you'd think about it, I doubt you think about it
I don't wanna die alone, can you just pick up the phone?
I'm so in love with you, I'm so in love with you

beta orbiter (xo_willow cover)

wujek - im a subhuman degenerate that will rope because u rejected me

s/o sekai 4 helpinmg w vocals

kmk4L dude!!!!

also ty dearpanda

never again
never again tried so dam hard never learned my lesson
but u so damn god damn perfect i js feel it all again
wish i wasnt a loser so u would like me
heartache so bad feel like u bite me
doin so much crying as im typing
got so depressed i feel like dyin
dont know if im trying hard enough
i js wanna get rid of my bluff
social anxiety i feel stuck
just wanna go out and find some love
i feel so sad why am i alone
wish i had good morning texts on my phone
need to find a new way to cope
goin down 2 the forest with my rope

i wish i wasnt a loser so u would like me

i remeber when you said that you liked me
called me a perfectboy whats that supposed to mean
dreaming of me and you kissing next to a tree
but i woke up another day of being me
now i really thinl that u fucking lied
thought about ur words so many times
never seena  girl so fucking kind
the thoughts of you make me wanna cry

another day of being me

kmk discord server - discord.gg/EyaZkHkwZG

instrumental / mix / master: @bloodsekai | featuring: @odihu @bloodsekai @foreverstained

[odihu:]
im feeling empty like no ones at home
im scared im gonna die alone
a feeling that nobody knows
and my head is feeling really cold
its only me inside of this school
everyone stares at me like a fool
in their heads i think that theyre judging me
or its just my thoughts that are killing me
i deal with this shit like everyday
i really do not like my face
why not just speak to me and say im okay
i wish someone would just take my place

[sekai:]
stuck in this school
idk what to do
im not comedy
not another stupid fool
and all of these jerks
and all of those jocks
they treat me like trash
just another kid to mock
wallowing, wallowing everyday
sobbing crying in the hallways
feels like the protagonist left me in the rain
u'd think by now i'd know my place

[odihu:]
im feeling empty like no ones at home
im scared im gonna die alone
a feeling that nobody knows
and my head is feeling really cold
its only me inside of this school
everyone stares at me like a fool
in their heads i think that theyre judging me
or its just my thoughts that are killing me

oh no
oh no
oh no
oh no
oh no
oh no
oh no

[lifeless:]
in ur crystal palace
i enjoy this poisoned chalice
i see ur face thru the flashing lights
yea ur glare stabs my guts wit a knife

my ice heart
is shattered art
are u ashamed
blood splattered face
u turn away
i jus suck in pain
my hearts filled with waste
all i am is a skeleton
i'll still be a gentleman
maybe i'll feel real again
maybe i'll just settle in
i cant hold this embarrassment
maybe i was too love bent
i watched u disappear into the crowd

music too loud u cant hear me shout
pulled to hell i cry on the ground
pushing thru jus to find u
why's it odd that i see two
its him yea its him
ur lips fixed to his
i'm hollow chested and my eyes are lifeless

imdyingalone

all by me, thank uu for listening if ur listening & didnt forget abt me guys pls dont dforget abt me i exist im here hellow pls dont forget me im alive guysa umm im aliagve 

https://open.spotify.com/track/63EA6dVspioE0yGQVxood2?si=6883d268440542b9

how disappointing
im so annoying
im jus a burden
but pls dont toy me :(
dont go trolling
my eyes are rolling
jus take me srs
for once don't bully

i like
sabotaging hearts
so i can make 
mine not fall apart

i can't say
how i feel
cuz u kno
that i'll lie
and even if
i could tell
i'd keep it all inside

no one likes when u talk abt urself
they only like when go to hurt urself
no one likes when u talk abt urself
they only like when go and hurt urself

i like
sabotaging hearts
so i can make 
mine not fall apart

i like
sabotaging hearts
so i can make 
mine not fall apart

lvl  35 goonette

sabotaging hearts

https://open.spotify.com/intl-es/track/4D8y6itz2MpVitUVTw1bO6?si=6913cfa6499d4be0

prod. me

(lyrics)
don’t you see
i'm coming through
i walk with peace 
and aim at you
feel no fear
bloods my fuel

watch out 
when you’re alone 

my love you dont know what i know
you dont know

(lovecupid)

don't you see w/lovecupid

im so im so stupid
i cant i cannot do this
i dont know what im here for
i drool and stare at the floor
theres nothing inside my brain
i think im going insane

i cant read social cues
i cant remember when this project is due
i dont think that i belong in school
i dont know what im gonna do




my brain my brain is smooth
what is there to do
spectate me just lose
i have not a clue
guide me where to go
theres rocks in my skull
im so im so slow
being me just blows

im so im so stupid
i cant i cant do this
im so im so stupid
i cant i cant do this



im so stupid!!! w lifeless

復活の日



RIP OZZY !!! +++++ Paranoid +++++
My cover* of the 1970 metal hit "Paranoid" as made famous by Black Sabbath, the fathers of heavy metal.  +++++ Made In The Hutch c2022 +++++

So this was the first rock song I ever played on stage with my mate's band "Standard Issue", if my memory serves me well.  Although a simple 3 chord song, the speed (160bpm) and its relentless straight 8 rock "chug" was a challenge then and now. The guitar solo was a typical pentatonic E scale. But at that speed, with whole tone bends and being high up the neck took some practise... Alas, it's a version and still a rocker 50+ years later. I hope you enjoy (Play LOUD, or even LOUDER).
*Cover/Demo Only. Not for Sale
MusicalRecording in the Hutch c2022
Vocal Tracks: c/o Resicio KK
Original Composers / Copyright: Ozzy Osbourne / Toni Iommi / Black Sabbath c1970
Cover Art: Pexels / Mikhail Nilov

Released by: Made In The Hutch
Release date: 27 July 2022

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