I literally found your music yesterday and you already uploaded a new song??? I love you

odihu thanks for following me back on tt bro🥺🥺😁😁 your my favorite artist

Su Fin hasta ahora, llegara el día especial 

Ì-Ø-U-R-ì-N

@bloodsekai

cross my fucking heart
leave my body rot
im too paranoid
i dont wanna walk
went to the store
and asked if she wanna talk
now i need to down a shot

see my frown
ive been feeling blue
its kinda new to me
upside down
you ruin everything
now my heart cant beat
incomplete
estrogen is what i need
you sent me here
kill me please
on this rock
in the street

(hook)

bloodsekai - r u having a bad day?

https://open.spotify.com/track/4Mkqb85Xssw7NjMCH7zDKN?si=f0939011e78b4e22

prod me w/ @yukisasayaki again yayyy

meet me on the roof after school
i fell in love n i wanna tell u
i know we don't talk but i think ur cool
n if u don't say it back, ig death will do
i-l-y, i might die
k-m-s, suicide
it's lie after lie, but this time i might try
knife in my chest twist it right close my eyes

baby i feel like im gonna die
tell me that u love me while u look me in my eyes
notice how i see u
from across the classroom
pretend to drop my pencil
and watch it roll past u
i jus wish ud notice me
a loser with no apathy 
slit my throat n watch it bleed
if u n me can never be
i swear that ill take my life
use ur silence as my knife
so come and take my hand
i wish u could be my wife 

yea be be mine
never leave my sight
we can live together in a loop
for the rest of time
no different options
no fucking pathways
ur stuck here forever we'll never part ways 

meet me on the roof after school
i fell in love n i wanna tell u
i know we don't talk but i think ur cool
n if u don't say it back, ig death will do
i-l-y, i might die
k-m-s, suicide
it's lie after lie, but this time i might try
knife in my chest twist it right close my eyes

dating sim suicide (ft. yuki)

i like you but im too scared of what ur gonna do
if i tell you that i like you
c
im blushing oh my god
cant talk right cause ur so hot
ur presence makes my heart drop
ur voice makes my heart stop
at the end of the day im a loser
spending their life away on a computer
at the end of the day im a loser
id have you if i was cooler

im a loser im a loser
rotting on computer
rotting on computer


want you to drop in my arms
youll be mine afterall
i know im insecure but
this time i will not fall

i wont be alone anymore
as long as i just try
but if you do reject me
ill kill myself tonight


i really like you but im a loser

prod my nigga @odihu 
chronically always online
i just want talk to you all night
be with you like all the time
i just want talk to you one last time
stupid bf always online
retard bf always online
chronically always online do you want play games all da time 
i like you do you love me ?
ant social loser online
im such loser online 
dont even talk im so lost online 
loser bf always online
i just want play game all the time
i love you do love me
i just want play games all the time
ouuuu
i just want be onlineee
im your loser bf online

online bf

my brain feels like its turned into mush
maybe im on the internet too much
i love candy i got a sugar rush
fill me up

my nintendos my only friend
and when it dies ill cry again
mario carts my medicine
until the end

(mikus part)
i dont need humanityyyyy
my nintendo makes me happy
i dont need humanityyyyy
my nintendo makes me happyyyyyyy

my nintendo makes me happy its all i ever need
i feel fine as long as im in front of my screen


my nintendos my only friend ft miku

beautiful like butterflies
your eyes they never lie
contemplating suicide 
baby im right by ur side

youre so fucking perfect 
no you dont deserve to die
i know im worthless
but im better then those other guys

fall onto me
this feels just like a dream
blood falling off ur sleeve
me and you were meant to be

im stuck like a tree
if only you could see
im so in love with you
i got ur blood stuck on my teeth




teeth (x8)

marry me i'm meant for u
ur so perfect like mary sue
without u, i don't have a clue
what i'd do, what i'd do
world's so big 
but ur the only one
i only live 
for u call me dumb
i wanna see u be nice
i wanna be in ur life
i wanna hear u at night
saying ily





u dont deserve to die ft bloodsekai

(odihu) 
if i had a choice i would steal ur heart
i would break it to pieces and tear it apart
i want you to rot and cluster
my goal is to make you suffer
i know that im the bad guy
i shouldnt be on this side
but i just want you to die
cause you ruined my life

(hxnterbtw)
i fucked up again
and im really fucking sorry
i should just be dead
i only want your love please

i know i shouldnt be like this
im just a useless piece of shit
i always end up ruining it
and baby just give me one kiss

(odihu)
 i dont think that ill get better 
i gotta find something to do
my therapist says that i should leave my wrist alone
but cutting keeps my mind off of you

rot and cluster ft hxnterbtw

instrumental: @bloodsekai
featuring: @deathwish38

--- lyrics: ---
i've seen some people like me
but i know they won't like me
i'm scared of what will i be
if i keep up this act
ur so deranged
and i'm so behaved
but that's only okay
if i knew how to help you
i'm going insane
i'm running out of space

i'm scared of things i used to love
and i cant stop throwing up
this world wasn't made for us
we're just empty matter
ur so insane and
im not okay but
someday we'll change
just stay in ur place for now
i wish i had the nerve
i'll forever be unheard

we can't keep acting

we can't keep acting (ft. deathwish38)

woke up on saturday
to a kick right in the face
i have to work in minimum wage
i shouldnt have to work today
because i wanna stay online
i know that i should really get a life
i wont

spend my days on the internet
i fell happy when im isolated

i wont go outside
ill just stay inside
i wont go outside
ill just stay inside

spending my days on the internet

woke up and i felt the same
felt the same as yesterday
i think that ill never change
i think imma blow my brain

i should just reciprocate 
and grab some pills to medicate
im gonna fail anyway
i dont wanna do anything


falling on the floor
because life is just a chore
that i cant do anymore
what am i even useful for?

i always fail whenever i try
so ill just sit back as time goes by
im dependent i rely on my friends
i think they hate me again
when will this cycle end?

im so useless and lost
im so clueless and gone
just give me whatever i want
why cant i have whatever i want?

sitting in my room and i wanna cry 
cause nobody likes me i dont know why
ill spend the rest of my life online
i dont wanna go outside!

(nobody likes me i dont know why
ill spend the rest of my life online
nobody likes me i wanna cry
ill stay inside my room and hide)

woke up and i felt the same
felt the same as yesterday
i think that ill never change
i think imma blow my brain

i should just reciprocate 
and grab some pills to medicate
im gonna fail anyway
i dont wanna do anything


falling on the floor
because life is just a chore
that i cant do anymore
what am i even useful for?

life is just a chore!!! :'(

carving your name deep in my skin
so it won't come out
please don't escape me
i want your love
i want your love

i want your love
you're making me crazy
it's all that i want
i'd offer my soul 
for a drop of your blood

escape

prod @bloodsekai

everything haunting me
screams so loud i cant think
could feel your stares
i cant breath
minus me im worth nothing
take me what will change
im just orbiting 
i wont face what waits
running's been working

your words drain my soul
i am being pulled
to a life thats dull
i just want to sulk

ahhrrahhaaha

please let me be
(they're told me leave they told me bleed)
my brain hates me
(but idk but idk)

everything haunting me

im scared to go outside
life just slowly eats me alive
im gonna close the blinds
god i hate the sunlight


i used to play outside all day
well thats the old me
people are so scary


cant face my fears
its a disaster
please just dont look at me
my heart is beating faster
im not going anywhere
im stuck up in this chapter
everybodys giggling 
theyre filled up with laughter


stuttering my words
im filled up with a curse


i cant talk to the cashier
its way harder then it seems
why was i born so weak?
i cant do anything

theres some people on ur right
u better run and hide
or theyll ruin your life!!!

im scared to go outside

@bloodsekai

hi my name is riamu yumemi and i am 7 apples tall, apple emoji 🍎🍎🍎🍎🍎🍎🍎

--- lyrics: ---

when i wake up
i get a call
oh who is it?
it's just my mom
i wanted it to just be you
i wanted it to just be you

to just be you
to just be you

tomorrow starts
i'm feeling blue
do i have plans?
well yeah, i do
you couldn't come
that afternoon
you should've come
that afternoon

can you reach out
and call me soon?
did you forget
or did you move?
i really wanna see u dude
cuz i'm so scared and so confused

can you reach out
and call me soon?
did you forget
or did you move?
i really wanna see u dude
i feel betrayed, so sad and blue

when i wake up
i get a call
oh who is it?
it's just my mom
i wanted it to just be you
i wanted it to just be you

to just be you
to just be you

bloodsekai .. but you should be here too...

I love bloodsekai, odihu, yuki, moxii, zakuro

im scared to go outside

odihu

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