thank you for listening to my music. making songs is not that fun anymore so i will most likely stop releasing new stuff for a while but dw im not quitting im just tired of forcing myself to make at least one song a month so ill go on a break.

lyrics from https://genius.com/Scabzone-dnr-lyrics

When I'm gone, I'm gone
So don't wake me up
Got a tattoo on my chest
Just to tell you "get fucked"

I don't wanna come back
I'm cool just where I am
There's no pulse in my wrists
So quit squeezing my hand
I know you'll miss me
Any mother would
But I've been set to go
Since my childhood

When I stop puking blood
Just get up and go
Cuz I got three letters
That I need you to know

D.N.R, D.N.R, D.N.R, D.N.R
D.N.R, D.N.R, D.N.R, I got a
D.N.R, D.N.R, D.N.R, D.N.R

Breathing air, seeing faces
All those things I'm sick of
Affections I can't return
No future, no love

I was scared for so long
But I don't care now
Grim reaper taking me home
While you put me in the ground
You signed the form, I wrote my name
And now I'm ready to bail
So don't go jumping my heart

No tubes down my throat
And no lights in my eyes
I'll kick your fucking ass
If I come back to life

dnr cover

lyrics:

bless me
its all for nothing
im gonna fuck it all up
fuck up my life and for what

fuck me
im disgusting
wanna give every person a nickel
just for looking at me

FUCK MY LIFEEEEE
FUCK MY LIIIIIIIFEEEE
IM SO DOOOOOONE
 i said FUCK MY LIIIIFEEEE

im a mess
im a wreck
i am fucked up in the head
growing up
growing old
the mental problems wont go away
fuck you say
that you can just grow out of it
you stupid bitch
i swear i will die like this!!!

bless me
its all for nothing
im gonna fuck it all up
fuck up my life and for what

fuck me
im disgusting
wanna give every person a nickel
just for looking at me

bless me
its all for nothing
im gonna fuck it all up
fuck up my life and for what

fuck me
im disgusting
wanna give every person a nickel
just for looking at me

my parents didnt know any better than i do
but they somehow made it work
threw me into this world

i guess i was always weird
i used to bully fat kids
then i got bullied
for being too skinny

karma is always right
i deserve what i got
i shouldnt be upset
but its not making sense

i guess im just meant to die alone
(thats true)
i guess i can never be loved
(fuck you)

bless me
its all for nothing
im gonna fuck it all up
fuck up my life and for what

fuck me
im disgusting
wanna give every person a nickel
just for looking at me x2

im not that important to god
to be cursed
but theres some ppl like me oh ya
in the world
ppl who will always be alone
will die alone
even with so much love
inside them
ppl who are just observing
the world
i guess thats just how it works

Bless Me

https://soundcloud.com/user-39868163

im not one to commit suicide
or say i'll take my life

but i know that if i wanted to
i'd only need one try

if i tell you that i love you
say it back or i might die

if i know that you don't want me back
i might just change my mind

im not one to commit cover

lyrics:
(sillyemo124)
this is a song abt a girl i want to notice me
notice notice me
notice notice me
im not a loser
shes just more cuter
i wish i knew her
i cannot fumble her

nanananana 

notice me notice me
come my way baby
i see ur posts daily	
maybe i should call you

we could be together
live our lives forever
take my hand whenever
ill be with you wherever 

this is a song abt a girl i want to notice me
notice notice me
notice notice me
im not a loser
shes just more cuter
i wish i knew her
i cannot fumble her

nanananana 

(bloodsekai)
do you like me like i like u
i just want u cuz ur so cute
call me fool cuz i'd die for u
see u crying in the back ima cry with u
this is a song for a girl
i want to notice me
notice me
notice me
i want her to notice me 😦
attention, affection
i just want it all
i just want it all
i just want it all

(sillyemo124)
i just want it all (4x)
i just want her
and i need her
i want her to notice me

notice me w/ bloodsekai

waking up and getting blocked 
why does my life have to suck
my body hurts 
my arms r bruised 
fuck this shit im super cursed
u hear those screams 
theyre full of pain
i wish she wasnt just a dream
in my sleep i can escape
in my sleep ill catch a break

	
when will it be my turn
i was doomed from the start
maybe i should stab my heart (2x)


ive fallen victim to myself
at this point i should kms 
the time has come
and i feel dumb
im thinking what have i become
numbness all over me
i just wanna feel something
picking at my scars 
so ill bleed until i see stars 

when will it be my turn
i was doomed from the start
maybe i should stab my heart
maybe i should stab my heart

doomed from the start

vocals are ass so my bad

scrolling on my phone like everyday
i wonder whos online today
the internet is such a cool place
better then touching grass anyway
cute e girl wish that she was mine
i think about her all the time
dont have no friends i wonder why
i might just be chronically online
playing my games till the sunrise
brainrot memes are stuck in my mind
i dont wanna go outside
i choose to live my life online

i might just be chronically online

dear president and the rulers of the internet 
when will i have my own girl to give me kisses
tryna figure out how to get out of my room but
im so stressed
im so stressed!!!!
i dont think that im ready for the world
cause im stuck inside and my minds in a curl
maybe if i had someone to stick by
then i wouldnt always be so shy
wish i had emergency contact
wish i had someone to help me stay on track
if only you could see (xo willow reference)
i really wanted you here with meeeeeeeeee

im so stressed!!!

lyrics

think about her
text her once more
every time i do i get ignored
dont wanna take
this anymore
its too bad that she got bored
maybe she found
the right guy
maybe its time
to say goodbye
we had such
a good ride
why would you just waste my time
i guess my friends were right
im so fucking dumb and blind
i judge what i see first sight
i dont ever use my mind
she was so pretty and cute
but she found another dude
she left me speechless and mute
i just dont know what to do

ignored

decided to make an alt for demos and songs ill never finish hi whatsup 
lyrics: 
jenny is the girl that i wanna meet
her shiny blonde hair is so pretty
i wanna be hers and hers only
but no matter what i do, she hasnt seen me
shes cool, smart, athletic, and super friendly
i know im the only one that she needs
with her looks she can make a pretty penny
with those eyes she can stare right into me










jenny come home

@weejk

wen u walk thru the door
every1 hits the floor
did u jus want the cash girl?
i wanted to know
wanna be more than friends
rest my head on ur legs
but u dont care about me
u couldnt care less

wujek - you couldnt care less

so just tell me im i perfect for you 
my dumb habits always thinking about you
ima loser all i do think about you 
ima do it kill myself to
ima do it kill myself over you
yes ik ik that you love me
that you need me
can you see me
wondering if you think about me like how i do
ima do it agin ima do agin
ima kill myself 20 agin
yes ik that im such werido 
stalking well you go to sleep
yes ik want to date me
but can you handle me
i have  massage on the wall
started think about you before i got thses withdraws
and im sorry i have thes withdraws
do you think it okay if i shoot myself agin
do you think okay if i wanna die agin
do you think okay if i just kill myself agin
cause you tell my sercts and i think like dis again
you said dont worry i worry alot
i think im schizophrenic i think alot
i wont think
just wanna be happy 
need little happines 
in a hour before i die
do you think about me
tell me if you need me
do you acc love me
cause i love you alot
i dont want to think no more

ima kill myself

do you think about me like how i think about  u demo

prod, mix, master by @bloodsekai

wrap my body in bandages
im rlly falling to pieces
all my guts r leaking
every time im speaking
x2

i dont even wanna die
but i think that tonights the night
i dont wanna fight it
my body wont deny it
do u gotta be so violent?
im bein so compliant
give me one little moment
need time thought i could buy it

i dont think that i could live another day
my body would expire and slowly decay
u never asked if i was ever okay
but its fine i guess ill never have to say

wrap my body in bandages
im rlly falling to pieces
all my guts r leaking
every time im speaking
x3

u never asked if i was ever okay
u never asked if i was ever okay
u never asked if i was ever okay
but its fine i guess ill never have to say

bandages

@bloodsekai

https://open.spotify.com/track/51ZjJcupHpaKxT2Oib82Q5?si=9d15a65a50364a84

so many failures and more to come
my future is so crushed
im turning into crumbs
i swear im just too dumb
affection i want sum
but i'll never get nun
can't even love myself
im trapped in my own hell
im too young to be true
i wanna feel sum new
they tell me then go do
but i dont have any clue
in my room im so glued
wish i could hit undo
always knew i was doomed
need somewhere to run to

im looking all over
to keep my composure
i need dopamine
i need sum exposure
i really want closure
life sucks as a loner
too bad im afraid of
tryna approach her

hit undo Prod bloodsekai

a friend told me to reup this so here ya go



even when u drank my blood
i loved ur every move and touch

cause its not hard to realize
that if im gonna live like this ill die
and im an angel girl living in this world
and ive been corrupted ive sinned in front of you

am i a bad girl?
even in the morning time
but

im not a slut im not a whore
at the year 19 or 24
i havent ate since 8 days ago
i fear that i cant fit my clothes

starving
starving by myself
starving and crying
im okay with it of course
it was never where
to the point when i was around
it was not going well
in fact i even felt it in the eye


im not a slut im not a whore
at the year 19 or 24
i havent ate since 8 days ago
i fear that i cant fit my clothes










angelgirl cover

12_8 Beat Live Concert nir  winter wav final (Remix)

I’m staring out the window,
the landscape blurs like a dream.
Long lines of lights go streaming by,
like frames from a silent scene.

Painted ribbons in the sky,
I caught you once with just one eye,
through the glass of my train car door —
you passed by,
smiling gently,
your hair caught in the breeze.

⸻

[Bridge]

And it feels a little foolish
pretending I don’t see,
pretending I don’t feel you
still turning back in me.

Those strands of hair
caught in the draft,
brushing lips and eyes —
you’re still so beautiful.

⸻

[Verse]

I remember us,
standing at the platform edge,
as time just stood and waited,
the crowd passed like a blur —
but there was only hush,
and the dark,
and your beating heart…

Until I opened my eyes.

⸻

[Refrain]

It was long ago,
and maybe not even real,
just a memory lost in the morning mist,
tucked in the bottom drawer I never open.

⸻

[Bridge – reprise]

And now you walk past my window again…

It feels so strange,
pretending I don’t see,
pretending I don’t feel again,
pretending I don’t glance
toward those half-closed doors
across the aisle.

⸻

[Instrumental Intermezzo]

It was long ago,
and maybe not even real,
just a memory lost in the morning mist,
tucked in the bottom drawer I never open.

⸻

[Outro Verse]

I rush out after you,
catching luck in a butterfly net —
and somehow I know I’ve caught you,
I’ve caught you…

⸻

[Bridge – outro]

Just you and me,
and never alone…

[Instrumental Outro]

im so stressed!!!

odihu

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