love the tune, but the vocals remind me of bladee

Latest and greatest depression in my pitiful plane of existence

i know i always seem to
make you mad
but u never
showed up
to that party

i know it’s my fault partly
but i invited u
u said that u would show up
i knew that u wouldn’t show up

u said that i have to grow up
and that i always act so childish

it’s all 
it’s all up to u
and u choose everything that i do
it’s everything that u like
nothing that i do
nothing that i do
seems to impress u

u act like everything’s perfect
and don’t mention how i tried
to end it
i just wanna fucking die
slit my throat 
and let me cry

u never mention the slits
on my wrists
i asked u for help
and u laughed in my face
like it’s not so serious
yea it’s not so serious 

now that ur blood is on my hands
i loved to see u suffer
wish i could’ve killed u with my own hands

u act like everything’s perfect
and don’t mention how i tried
to end it
i just wanna fucking die
slit my throat 
and let me cry

im a redpilled loser

falling
over again
its not easy					
to fall in love

feeling so sick 
without your touch
and im missing 
the times that we 
spent alone		

you gave me
an ounce of attention
and i fell
so in love with you	
its hard to say 
what im thinking
and its hard to do
what i need to	
so please come home

you gave me an ounce of attention and i fell for you

cus ive seen caddyshack about a hundred times
talking like im captain kirk in the lunchline
and we dont talk to girls they always pick those guys
and four more years of this i dont know how i'll survive

i cant talk to girls

in my bed hit my head cus im all fucked up
cause shes upset wants me dead and she hates my guts
like whats the deal oh for real i really think u suck
sick of it such a bitch like what the fuck

wake up in the morning
california is just such a drag
cause shes so pretty and its so shitty that im such a spaz
im so done this song sucks and im out of luck
youre everywhere and its unfair like what the fuck

what the fuck (a lose truths production)

ababababababababababababab
prod me

serial killer girl
shes fkn rockin her own world
she shine like diamonds n sum pearls
she makes me jealous cus i m all aalone
why cant she just b mine
i feel like im just wasting time
i spent all day just fuckn cryin
i feel like fuckin dying



i love her what is she fucking blind
ill always have her on my mind
keep getting rejected no point in trying
i guess its time for suicide
i slit my wrist blood falls like rain 
take percs by the hour heal all the pain
i like her but she finds me strange
overdose like twomad on the game

serial killer girl <3 ft sonichu

beat @odihu

https://open.spotify.com/track/3BGn9mC8B7TOGeZqfJNXaT?si=b6b1d111540244e4

why do u care
if i do wrong with myself
i have problems
but its not like i need ur help
staring down this building now
one bad thought i'll jump right down
not like u care anyhow
not until i hit the ground

gashes on my neck
why do u seem so upset 
ask me what the heck
yooo ur eyes r filled with death
bring me flowers to my deathbed
fucking migraine in my forehead 
i'll be better just not right yet
in the graveyard i feel so dead

not until i'm dead

https://open.spotify.com/track/4fADPwiqd4fbBFQ6YVFBkM?si=a1ca49fd7b954d8a

prod me

black hair with no friends
she sits in the back of her class
he said "i dont care"
now she cries in the back of the bus

black hair with no friends
she sits in the back of her class
he said "i dont care"
now she cries in the back of the busus

"why do you feel bad?"
"it was just a crush"
they make you feel bad
for giving them your trust

black hair with no friends
she sits in the back of her class
he said "i dont care"
now she cries in the back of the bus

black hair with no friends
she sits in the back of her class
he said "i dont care"
now she cries in the back of the bus

miss u zakuro

every saying every word just makes worse
and it hit you like that truck and now its rainin on my shirt
all a sudden im so nonchalant so chill that it just hurts
if you die before im dyin then im diggin up your corpse
and ill only sleep beside it and ill take it everywhere
if i peel away your skin then its the only thing ill wear
everytime i get embarrassed i just think about your stare
you got big beautiful eyes and they show me how you care
nothing that you do could fail me
but every single word that ive said just ails me
and i understand that you get confused
till you dont know what you want but i know i want you im so
motherfuckin stupid i just wish that i could be like
half as smart as you and half as straightened as my teeth
but theyre rotten and corroded so you might just not kiss me
im so charming but so stupid but what more could skele be

oh well youll be fine

mix and ft @bloodsekai
prod me
my part is like a month old so thats why its so ass
bloodsekai is lying

bloodsekai 
ooo 
oooooo
ooooooooo
oooooooooo

me
lonely
its sucks when ur lonely
its hard 2 concentrate
on the same thing everyday
i wake up n hate
the look of my face
im just waiting for the day 2 end
cause ik i dont have no friend
i wish i was a movie star
cause why life gotta be so hard
runnin away again
i dont have no friends
waiting 4 it to end

bloodsekai
can't look at the mirror
feel like stone when ur around
could u give me a chance
wanna hold ur hand when i take u out

i don't think i'm ur type oh
wanna sit and die oh
give me wings so i could fly oh
kill myself angel in the sky oh


i'm jus waiting for the day to end
cuz i know i dont have no friends
even as a movie star my life still feels way too hard
run away again
find an alley and
regret all my time

whys my life gotta be so hard ft bloodsekai

FESLSGDHJSDG,JHBVSDKRJHBJK 
this was kinda a test since i got a new bass guitar


fell on my face
im feelin tipsy
i really wonder if she really likes me
gonna go hard
see me on tv
getting drugged up of all of this caffene

i wanna be a rockstar
rocking out with my guitar
i wanna be a star 
i wanna be a star
i wanna find a girl
to travel corss the world
then maybe buy her some pearls
and a brand new purse

i drunk way too much now im filled with energy
gonna go inside my car and crash into a tree


hey hey lets have a good time 
hey hey lets have a good time

lets have a good time!!!

@bloodsekai

always sad
but im jus tryna have fun
isolate
i'll push away everyone
but i can't
when things are hard enough alone
it's not good for me
but i'm not good enough

i feel so
i feel so alone
i think no
i think no one knows
who i am
how i feel
what i can
cannot do
it makes me so miserable
cry in a cup
then i pour it down the drain
and i do it all again
cuz my tears fall like rain
and my chest fucking aches
pinch the cheek on my face
make sure i'm awake
cuz i feel insane

always sad
but im jus tryna have fun
isolate
i'll push away everyone
but i can't
when things are hard enough alone
it's not good for me
but i'm not good enough
always sad
but im jus tryna have fun
isolate
i'll push away everyone
but i can't
when things are hard enough alone
it's not good for me
but i'm not good enough

could i maybe crash down at ur place?
i think i put too much on ur plate
i like the blush u put on ur face
i should stop talking cuz i'm a waste
jus a burden
damn im hurting
im not a person
if i jus worsen
if i get worse
i can't be the same
if i get worse
i can't be the same

always sad
but im jus tryna have fun
isolate
i'll push away everyone
but i can't
when things are hard enough alone
it's not good for me
but i'm not good enough
always sad
but im jus tryna have fun
isolate
i'll push away everyone
but i can't
when things are hard enough alone
it's not good for me
but i'm not good enough

it's not good for me
but i'm not good enough

bloodsekai - im not good enough

@bloodsekai

https://open.spotify.com/track/51ZjJcupHpaKxT2Oib82Q5?si=ff63f972d4e94eec

treat me like the rest do 
i dont even get to 
say that i like you
my message goes right thru
i see ur online too 
why cant i attract u 
why cant i attract u
why cant i attract u

im stuck in a loop 
can someone please shoot
or say that they love me

when will my life shift
how long it will b like this 

treat me like the rest do
i dont even get to
say that i like you
before u make me feel all alone
all alone

in a loop Prod bloodsekai

got some inspo from my friends hopefully yall will like this 


feeling hopeless out my conscious as i drift away in class
i dont know if i can last or if ill break in pieces
waiting for time to past
i cant escape my exhaustion
i just wanna be outside my conscious
i need to rest its time for bed
god please just put me in a coffin

serial killer girl <3 ft sonichu

odihu

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