https://open.spotify.com/album/2xoKuK0htxpIr08k1URHU5?si=UTiSS3qYRjuzFxTdAFuCow
prod me

god hates me
and i hate me too
im a pessimist
always think im screwed
late night and i wanna die
ill stay up til i fuck my eyes
i never know what i want to be
and i hate my anxiety
its slowly killing me
id drop dead willingly

cos i just wanna die
late night suicide
i just wanna die
a late night suicide
x2

late night suicide

i hate u i hate u i hate u

pwnd - i hate u i hate u i hate u

prod me

im a loser
all my friends they hate me
such a boozer
5 bottles of poison per day
theres nothing redeeming
about me im screaming
the words that ur thinking
they say

im so lame im such a slob
got no car and got no job
all my grades are falling down
holy shit i cant do this now

i cant make a single person laugh
the silence is so thick
i could cut it in half

i cant even express how i feel
cuz im super fucking shy
it just makes me wanna cry

im a loser
all my friends they hate me
such a boozer
5 bottles of poison per day
theres nothing redeeming
about me im screaming
the words that ur thinking
they say

poison

i like you but im too scared of what ur gonna do
if i tell you that i like you
c
im blushing oh my god
cant talk right cause ur so hot
ur presence makes my heart drop
ur voice makes my heart stop
at the end of the day im a loser
spending their life away on a computer
at the end of the day im a loser
id have you if i was cooler

im a loser im a loser
rotting on computer
rotting on computer


want you to drop in my arms
youll be mine afterall
i know im insecure but
this time i will not fall

i wont be alone anymore
as long as i just try
but if you do reject me
ill kill myself tonight


i really like you but im a loser

@bloodsekai

i could do sm better
only if i wanted to!!!!!!
nothing's rly stopping me
besides my rly shitty mood
and lack of sleep i guess
and lack of friends too
there's so many things
that i dont rly care 2 do

more and more excuses
i'm running out of them
don't know what to do with
my fucking life again
i stopped trusting people
i have a messed up head
im sorry i ignored u
i dont mean 2 upset  :(((((

i must be
in that 1 game
where u can't logout
or they'll fry ur brain

bloodsekai - but only if i wanted to!!!!!

welcome to project suicide
the place to come if you wanna die
guns and cyanide you decide
we've got anything you wanna try

a permanent solution all your problems are fixed
tired of your life? you can put it to rest
i've got nobody so i won't be missed
put a gun to my head then my soul is dismissed

suicide it works every time
let's all - let's all end our lives!!!

it's time for me to die today
i've finally accepted my fate
i took so long so i'll be late
to see everyone at the heaven gates

there's no more stress for me
i can finally rest in peace
i'll blow off my face
this is my last day

project suicide

what is there after death?

old song prod @bloodsekai

wish i knew what to say
u could b mines today
nothing comes to me
i must be dumb truly
my brain doesnt work
i question my worth
why do things just get worse
am i living with a curse

i feel so clueless
dont know how to live
im starting to drown
need therapy now
dreams of me put down
theres no joy in bound
i hate my sound
hate going out
i let love down
it took three rounds

i let love down

KMT KI Media 2025 (04.08.2025)
Album Nr. 123 "Shadow of the City by KMT" - Style: Industrial, Techno, Cinematic | Tracks: 34 (ai generated)
Lyric: English

Theme: A tribute to the heroes in uniform.

Track 01: Guardian Angel
cinematic, trance, industrial

Track 03: City Under Siege
industrial, techno, aggrotech

Track 05: The Thin Blue Line
dark ambient, industrial, cinematic

Track 07: Rapid Response
Drum and Bass, Techno, Industrial

Track 09: Unsung Heroes
cinematic, pop, industrial

Track 11: Silent Witness
ambient, industrial, cinematic

Track 13: Justice Prevails
Industrial, EBM, Cinematic

Track 15: Midnight Patrol
techno, dark ambient, industrial

Track 17: Digital Defenders
cinematic, dubstep, industrial

Track 19: Border Watch
trance, industrial, cinematic

Track 21: The Badge
cinematic, industrial, pop

Track 23: Echoes of Duty
ambient, industrial, cinematic

Track 25: Community Watch
techno, cinematic, industrial

Track 27: Hidden Threat
industrial, dark ambient, cinematic

Track 29: Streetlight Vigil
industrial, dark ambient, cinematic

Track 31: Sacred Oath
cinematic, EBM, industrial

Track 33: My heartfelt thanks!
cinematic, pop

If you would like to use my music commercially, please contact me. No financial income may be derived from my music without my permission. My music is free for private use. However, it would be appreciated if you would credit me (Kurt Michael Treichl).

Thank you very much for your time and ear. Enjoy the your journey through my artificially generated music paradise.

© Album cover and music generated with AI by Kurt Michael Treichl

Best Regards,
Kurt Michael Treichl (KMT KI Media) - Austria / Salzburg

Visit me at
https://www.mystic-arts.com
https://www.ai-music.at
https://www.kmt.zone

31 Sacred Oath v1

[Verse 1]
You painted the future a vision of dreams,  
delivered a nightmare, with heartache and screams.  
Shouting out your insults that knocks me down  
Each word like a lightning strike that's spinning around.  
[Chorus]
Like the thunder crashing down,  
I'm the one who's leaving now.  
It doesn’t matter what you say,  
I don’t love you anyway.  
[Verse 2]
You say you're sorry for everything you've done,  
The hurt cuts deep, like a loaded gun.  
I did everything to save us, but you chose to betray,  
Really cared for you while you turned away.  
[Chorus]
Like the thunder crashing down,  
I'm the one who's leaving now.  
It doesn’t matter what you say,  
I don’t love you anyway.   
[Verse 3]
I can never look at you as I did before,  
I’m caught being your shadow and forgot to be more.  
Your words just reflect the insecurity in you,  
If I want my freedom back, I know what to do.  
[Chorus]
Like the thunder crashing down,  
I'm the one who's leaving now.  
It doesn’t matter what you say,  
I don’t love you anyway.  
[Bridge]
What I need is a strong and wise man,  
A man who protects me and holds my hand.  
I want a man who makes me feel safe,  
A man who loves me, in a beautiful way.  
[Chorus]
Like the thunder crashing down,  
I'm the one who's leaving now.  
It doesn’t matter what you say,  
I don’t love you anyway.  
[Outro]
I need to be my own number one,  
You and I, are completely done.  
It doesn’t matter what you say,  
I don’t love you anyway.

what is there after death?

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