everythings is worthless
everythings is perfect
everythings is fine but ik that im just worthles
i look inside the mirror and see version of myself
it looks so damage looks so broken
why im i always like this 
do i seem perfect or im this worthless
i just inside and i dont know what to do
just tell me the truth 
cause ik that im worthless
i have nothings to do
ik you hate me 
just to tell me what im post to do
if im so honest 
i have nothing to even lose

i have nothing to lose

think you're so pretty but inside youre just meat
I'll cut you up nicely and hang you by your feet
and make you go on dates where you say you love me
cause im lonely and I need you

stalking you nightly
your body enticed me
thank god youre so perfect
i know that youre worth it
i watch you so closely 
i want you to hold me
cause im lonely and i need you

i need you

prod @thisismyreality
tell me if you wanna die bc 
i been watching you
if i watch you sleep at night
i miss the taste of you
ik i you watch me cry im i joke to you
tell me if u want me to die
i do that just for u
i wonder how can you sleep at night
i just be watching you
tell me do you want me die i been thinking all about
how i kill myself at night 
its such a scary sight
my obbsin hunts me 
you tell me you love me
you stab me so fucking deep
that my soul starts to deplet
my heart eyes start to go away
you said u love me
you said you need but you want 
my life keep

i donțt feel so good
god i hate my life
just wanna die
wanna clear my mind

sitting here on my bed
with a bag of pills
fall asleep in my room
wishing i can feel the thrill

momma told me turn away
everything's downhill
i wanna get out
but my life's a landfill

tell me if you wanna die w naerobi

prod. @bloodsekai
ft @snakefangs

lyrics:

(rattlesnake)
i just went and cut your name in my skin again
but it still hurts less than to see you with him
i can scent you in my room
smell your fragrance on my bed
if i cant have you
ill make sure you wont go back

every night i still hear you call my name
i know that you dont feel the same
baby tell me if you really need me
i hope you wont forget completely

(sinsa)
i seen you at the park
but you didn't know that
i know where to find you again
i got your snapchat

why'd you leave me again
i wanna see you around
i wanna work this out
i wanna feel aroused

i don't wanna be alone
going through your fucking room
all your photos on my phone
wondering if you fucking know

punch you in the face
i don't know you're acting lame
acting all insane
i don't know if you're even sane

10. your little stalker ft. rattlesnake

sorry if im not enough
i try my best but i still suck
am i made to be a mistake?
im so useless

standing around looking for clues
cause i dont know what to do
im so stupid im missing screws
i messed it up its nothing new

life feels like a mission
and i dont wanna finish it
i live inside loops
because i cant learn nothing new
why am i such a mistake
wish i wasnt this way
even when i try my hardest
nothing ever turns out great

life supposed to be amazing
but i feel like suffocating
im so stuck just like glue
i suck at everything i do

its every time ive failed so many times
i give up i dont wanna try

am i made to be a mistake?

out on all plats!
i like you 
you like me
it would be cool if we were dating

i want you
you want him
wtf bitch wth happened?!?!

you hate me
you wish i
were dead i think thats the best option

i like you
you liked me
but now u rlly fucking hate me

ive never been this down before
i wish i had a girl, no whore
but i have no chance now
im gonna shoot you all down

i like you 
you like me
it would be cool if we were dating

i want you
you want him
wtf bitch wth happened?!?!

you hate me
you wish i
were dead i think thats the best option

i like you
you liked me
but now u rlly fucking hate me

i like you and you better fucking like me back

im idealistic about this
i wanna envision a crown prince
i follow your trail through your foot prints
i'll call you a liar if the shoe fits

if the shoe fits

lmk if u guys like the guitar stuff more or if u guys want more synth stuff


this halloween i wanna celebrate 
my own suicide its gonna be great
and everyone knows ive got nothing to lose 
i want no control
of my soul anymore

im cutting the light right out of my life
take my final breath 
i guess this is goodbye

life got too hard but at least i tried
now im gonna die
my skeleton is ur decoration
i know you’re scared but my body is waiting

you know that if you liked me back i wouldn’t have to die 
and now you’re staring at my corpse until you start to cry 
hang me up onto your wall
 reminding you that it’s your fault 

just take my body out the box 
and use it as ur little halloween prop

my corpse is your decoration

my girlfriend is a dead zombie popstar

instrumental: @bloodsekai
vocalists: @bloodsekai + @vedbend + @/yukisasayaki

halloween inspired song from last month, please enjoy to your desire. (sorry for the lack of uploads, i've been making too much music and not finishing any of it...)

--- lyrics: ---

i spent several days
talking to myself
when'd i get this way?
how do i get out of this dream?

empty syringe, my room swaps places
eyes move around, i'm too stimulated
look in the mirror, my heart starts racing
don't recognize my face, i'm a monster now
i spent several days
talking to myself
when'd i get this way?
how do i get out of this dream?

was it always this difficult to think?
what's different now, is it me or the mirror?
i imagine the greys and blacks within
turned me into a freak, a monster that just cries and weeps

empty syringe, my room swaps places
eyes move around, i'm too stimulated
look in the mirror, my heart starts racing
don't recognize my face, i'm a monster now

(i spent several days
talking to myself
when'd i get this way?
how do i get out of this dream?

+ layered with vedbends part)

i try to run away
i couldn't move at any pace
as tears fall down my face
my teeth are falling out
i guess i'll drown inside my doubts
i always cry and pout 

empty syringe, my room swaps places
eyes move around, i'm too stimulated
look in the mirror, my heart starts racing
don't recognize my face, i'm a monster now
i spent several days
talking to myself
when'd i get this way?
how do i get out of this dream?

carve out my eyeballs treat me like a pumpkin
rip my guts out baby i feel nothing
u wanna put me on display i guess thats something
i'm a puppet baby put me on your strings
ur always in my head like the axe in my skull
but u always want me dead i'm so fucking tired
baby pass the pliers
i'll dismember my body n ill put it onto wires

empty syringe, my room swaps places
eyes move around, i'm too stimulated
look in the mirror, my heart starts racing
don't recognize my face, i'm a monster now
i spent several days
talking to myself
when'd i get this way?
how do i get out of this dream?

when do i wake up? (ft. vedbend & yuki)

ill stop spamming this preset i need to get my others from my old computer

its 6 o clock and im trying to stay up
gotta catch the bus to school man this really sucks
i hate talking to people cause theyre always super rude
so i stay by myself and im always mute

im at lunch and i just wanna eat
a group of guys came up to me
can you record a video
i said sure then they gave me the phone
i was already in a bad mood
then they grabbed the phone and recorded me too
they laughed at me and said look at you
and i sat there and cried i didn't know what to do



everyday i suck up the pain
but i just want it to end so ill find a way
when will it all get better? it feels like never
when will it all get better?
its so much pressure


im finally home and i run to my room
my mom bursts on inside and says whats wrong with you
she said ever since the year started ive been rude
but im scared of telling her what ive been going through

everybodys mad at me
i live in pure misery
i get a message from a friend
its the same video again
my heads in the pillow while i cry
why cant i just fucking die
i look around for old bed sheets
so no one will find my dead body

everyday i suck up the pain
but i just want it to end so ill find a way
when will it all get better? it feels like never
when will it all get better?
its so much pressure




































when will it all get better?

odihu

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