finally finished this, took way longer than i thought it would
its summer! i don’t want to jinx myself again
loosely inspired by ericdoa prod alicegas, and osquinn ofc

lyrics:
Verse 
Even out of covid I was staying in,
So I don’t get that much melanin.
And I’m avoiding their eyes like endermen
When it comes to fucking up, I’m a veteran 
Call me a sarcophagus, I’m dead inside 
My plague doctor prescribed cyanide;
Deadbeat, get no exercise
Getting nowhere with this enterprise

Prechorus
Staring into space
like I'm gonna drift away
Safety tether stripped away 
I don’t have a say

Chorus
Every single thing, I’m down tonight 
Cause I’m taking all these drugs trying to feel alright
And I don’t wanna come down I’m scared of heights
But if it ever comes to it, I can stand and fight
Thoughts floating in my mind like an astronaut
Mistreat my body- don’t know if I care or not
And I’m really really sorry if I waste your time
Soft-resetting into a wrong state of mind

Verse 
Pity party in my room
Hell is empty, all my demons came into my room
Getting packed, they smoke a pack and let the grey clouds bloom
Opened up their trench coat told me pick my doom
Pick my poison as im foraging for fungi
Pigs can fly, imma join em with a hang glide
Insta-poll: kms? yes by a landslide
Diamonds vvs in minecraft got it from a strip mine

Prechorus
Is there no other way?
Chasing dragons i should slay
Transported to liminal space 
I know i can’t stay, get out of this place

Chorus

Verse 
Holed up in my room, buried alive I don’t need sunshine 
All this blue light dripping off me like its star shine 
Coked out eyes, stayed up all night drinking moonshine
Stuck in cyberspace please unplug me, offline 
I've been listening too long, hear a ringing in my ears
And I can't fall asleep, I keep reliving my worst fears
Eyes are bloodshot from the screens that hold me dear
But I would rather keep doing this every single year

8-bit Synth Break
Keep doing
Draining out my tears
Drowning in my fears

Glitched Prechorus

Chorus

Outro
Reload, retry
If I respawn now 
I’d just die

last soft reset

a fun summer tune about school

|INTRO|  
getting seasonal depression now that summer's back in session but I'm happier in comparison to school
and you'd think I'd learn my lesson but I'm honestly not impressing anyone as time slips by and by in pools   
|CHORUS| (riser version)
I just know I don't know if I'm gonna be alright 
to be honest I'm not totally sure whats right 
I'll try to make it, but tomorrow if not tonight
cause I be failing no matter how hard I try
I just know I don't know if I'm gonna be alright
to be honest I'm not totally sure whats right 
I think I got it but then I just slip and fall
Fetal position as I curl up in a ball
|BRIDGE|
I don't think this matters at all at all 
but I can't seem to let go of my faults my faults
Amassing failure but not learning at all at all
Well I didn't wanna learn anyways, I'm not in school halls school halls 
|VERSE 1|
Every single day i feel like dying cause i feel like shit
If one more fucker says that im not trying imma lose my shit
I should count my blessings but the things i see, all counterfeit
I don't care if this is normal, just wanna get out of it 
|VERSE 2|
peanut butter, apple juice I don't wanna look at you,
acting like a baby playing with a loaded gun and noose
Every single thing you choose regardless of the things you knew
Well I tried my hardest there was nothing else that I could do 
|PRECHORUS|
trying my best was enough, there's nothing more I want from me 
but can I add one more thing, honestly:
|CHORUS|
|VERSE 3|
To be honest with myself I've been lying to myself like hell
I'm just trying to make me well
Forgoing all my mental health Lose my sense of self
can’t tell if i’m still doing well feel like i’m in hell
I don’t know what the fuck to do I don’t have a clue
I’m guessing what is false and true Question all i knew 
|CHORUS| (5/4 version)
I dont know if im gonna be alright, to be honest i dont know whats right
try to make it, tomorrow if not tonight- failing no matter how hard i try
I dont know if im gonna be alright, to be honest i dont know whats right
think i got it, then i just slip and fall- acting armadillo, curl up in a ball
failing no matter how hard i try, hard i try
|VERSE 4|
but if it's all really in my mind
then why can't I stop thinking bout it all the time 
like everything’ll turn out fine, it’ll turn out fine
It don’t matter now how hard im crying, feel like my body’s dying
can’t breathe but i feel like im flying, why is it so tiring
time passes by, am i expiring? back to ground, i’m lying
|OUTRO|
but it’s summer now, until it’s not anymore

summertime numbness

this isnt dariacore bc i sing over the whole thing, i think its partly pop
this isnt itself a type beat, i used a type beat for the instrumental
this isnt really a freestyle bc i rerecorded it and added harmonies
fraud >:-)

prod @theguy1k
album art inspired by can of bliss - closure ft. saoirse dream (rainbow palette + duplication)
font used from Dafont (Times New Roman)

Lyrics:

{intro}
left me speechless i dont know what to say
underneath the bleachers, you don’t care anyway
my face is getting redder but its not just from the heat wave
media break, nuke my phone in the microwave
    
{prechorus}
Everything im juggling is just a massive hassle 
I can be the bad guy but don’t wanna be the asshole
difficult questions brewing, i don’t wanna ask tho
boss ass bitch, when im really just a trashy hoe

{chorus}
mandela effect or deja vu? cause i already told you
dont care if it’s seven you know I’m still gonna fold you 
yeah you always changing up  i never knew the old you
you can just forget me, throw me in the stack of old news
mandela effect or deja vu? cause i already told you
dont care if it’s seven you know I’m still gonna fold you 
yeah you always changing up i never knew the old you
you can just forget me, throw me in the stack of old news
 
{verse}
its a new day and im feeling myself
grow more independent, i dont need no one else
you're under 6ft, so get over yourself
hung on to your words, i was choking myself
always in a rush, 
yeah you know that this is not a race?
high and mighty Janus
why you always lying to my face?
if loving me was a crime 
then i definitely wouldn’t catch a case
running from my feelings
far away, like tay-k did the race
staring at me, out of body
i know i can be replaced
all the data’s gone
but i dont wanna be erased

dariacore type freestyle

dariacore type freestyle (prod. theguy1k)

holy shit i am so late to this



(i made a little audio visualizer too, if you wanna see the kick undulate)
https://youtu.be/FtDkqAXJnoA

it's viagra falls in this pussy all day (retirement home orgy)

only off by a couple major holidays 👍 

Key:
VOX = main vocal sample 
INT = main instrumental sample 
[genre], (fake bullshit i made up)

-Intro- 0:00
VOX: Over the Garden Wall 
INT: Toby Fox - Ghost Fight
 
[Rap] 0:16
VOX: Lil Darkie - TRAP METAL
INT: Jack Lenz - Goosebumps Theme Song

[dariacore] 0:36 fuck you
VOX: Garfield's Halloween Adventure (1985)
VOX/INT: Bruno Coulais - Exploration, Coraline

[Jersey] 1:10  
VOX: ppcocaine - PJ
VOX/INT: underscores - Gunk

[Complextro] 1:44
VOX: Simple Plan - What's New Scooby Doo?

(suckthatcockcore) 2:04
VOX: IShowSpeed - Shake
 
[Orchestral] 2:22
VOX: Over the Garden Wall - Into the Unknown (feat. Jack Jones)

[Atonal] 2:38
VOX/INT: The Living Tombstone - Pinkie's Brew (Remix) - Sherclop Pones

[Riddim] 3:07
VOX: SpongeBob SquarePants - SB-129
VOX: Sidetalk - 4th of July in Coney Island 

[Melodic Riddim] 3:30
VOX: Daniels - Everything Everywhere All at Once

[Baile] 4:05
VOX: Angel Maxine - Wo Fie

[robloxcore] 4:26
VOX: @vanitykirk ‘s rendition of Dr. Seuss - Fox in Socks

infinity train [cute version] 4:48
INT: Infinity Train - Running Away

[Hyberbaile] 5:28
VOX: ALPHA MALE AUDIO - Bros do Buffalo Wing Challenge | BROCAST ep. 10

(atmospheric orchestral twitter snippet w/ granular synthesis) 6:31
VOX: Over the Garden Wall - Into the Unknown (feat. Jack Jones)

-stupid bits- 7:16

[YTP] 7:39
VOX: Jordan B. Peterson - Article: Twitter Ban

{| e n d |}

inspiration: @xaev for complextro section, @twerknation28 for jersey

the chemicals in the candy are turning the friggin kids gay!!! (Halloween/Pride Month Special)

first song out on all streaming platforms!!!
https://ffm.to/x2mk31x

[Intro - C# Major]
all inhibition
such a nuisance
pick up after yourself
i’ll make sure to leave no trace


[Chorus - B flat/ E flat major]
my knees are failing
but look we’re finally through
the view was subpar
sky’s fair with a lush green
thin air i can barely breathe
like i even care to breathe
at all

you sing the same tune
now look where that got you
can’t change who you are
on top of the mountain top
wary of the plummet down 
but does it have to call so loud 

[Bridge - E flat major] 
talking too much shit and never letting go
thousand-yard stare like i don’t have a soul, i know
disassociate, my mind is never whole
eyes and head in hand and imma let em roll

[Build Up - D Major]
I don’t wanna say shit cause i don’t wanna face it
I don’t wanna say shit cause i don’t wanna face it
I don’t wanna say shit cause i don’t wanna face it
I don’t wanna say shit cause i don’t wanna-

I don’t wanna say shit cause i don’t wanna face it
I don’t wanna say shit cause i don’t wanna face it
I don’t wanna say shit cause i don’t wanna face it
I don’t wanna say shit, I don’t wanna

[Verse - E flat Major]
please don’t tell me where to go
who made you the trailhead?
i don’t wanna go
so i always play dead
walking round in circles
going nowhere faster than my P.B.
am i wearing camo
cause nobody sees me
i ran out of ammo,
went straight through the ceiling,
but I can see the sky now;
still don't have no feeling

[Chorus - B flat/ E flat Major]
my knees are failing
but look we’re finally through
the view was subpar
sky’s fair with a lush green
thin air i can barely breathe
like i even care to breathe
at all
you sing the same tune
now look where that got you
can’t change who you are
on top of the mountain top
wary of the plummet down 
but does it have to call so loud 

[Outro Chorus - E flat Major]
i’ll raze this forest to the ground
maybe then I'll make a sound
but that sounds like too much work
so I'll just lay here on the ground

i’ll raze this forest to the ground
even if there’s no one else around
i wanna sink into the dirt
but i guess it's too late for that now

leave no trace

available on all streaming services: https://ffm.to/1bjq0gq

Hook:
popping wheelies and they go so fast
i would follow but then i might crash
trees waving as i bike past
i guess i just got used to last

traffic cones in the neighborhood
staring straight ahead when i cross the road
hit the brakes, i don't feel so good
one track mind tied to the railroad

Chorus:
prolly shoulda installed handlebars
i can pedal hard but i wont go far 
spokes, cycling up and down
ive been down, can i get back up now? 

i dont wanna feel like this 
stumbling around, always feel like shit 
rocks in my shoes like i'm on pavement 
rocks to my head till i'm on pavement

Verse:
'nother oversight
i got past the factory line
in and out of sight
i cannot keep track of time
blurring all the lines
i just let time pass me by
it's not suicide
quiet living all my life

i dont really wanna live
i dont really wanna die
if you have the time to give
don't you take the time to cry
blurred faces passing by
but they never say goodbye
i don't wanna look back
so i never said good-
bye

Bridge:
if you never really had to try
left me here wondering why
i don't really wanna die
but i don't really wanna 
try

Chorus:
prolly shoulda installed handlebars
i can pedal hard but i wont go far 
spokes, cycling up and down
ive been down, can i get back up now? 

i dont wanna feel like this 
stumbling around, always feel like shit 
rocks in my shoes like i'm on pavement 
rocks to my head till i'm on pavement

Outro:
i can't make it uphill
i think i'll just walk
how am i here still?
yeah i know im all talk

i cannot deal
i'm falling apart
how am i here still?
yeah i know im all talk


uphill from here

i like making music surrounding pop and edm genres
thanks for listening!

Oesce

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