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DeKay Mortal - Heart Strings Control

DeKay Mortal - A Child's Rebellion

DeKay Mortal - An Open Heart

DeKay Mortal - Bad Judgement

Lyrics.

Sometimes I'd lie about how I feel so
That you don't feel my pain
I am not myself when I smile in the hallway
I am different when I am alone
mmhhmm
Do you ever see that?

I try to run and hide from the eyes of the world
For I do not want to spread the likeliness of this pain
But therapy tells me I need to get out more
And do the things I love

The only thing I love is the feeling of being loved but
I don't know myself no more
Don't know where I'm heading so I talk to my pschol(ogist)
I write my past and sing it for the struggle I explore
The only way I know how to deal with the fall and
When I listen back it reminds me that
The reasons I am strong the reasons I hold on and
When I finish the thoughts are gone
Have to do what's best for the lost soul

(Instrumental out)

DeKay Mortal - Transitioning pt.2 (For depression)

Lyrics.

(You have no respect)

It's too late 
[Repeated]

I've lost myself I can't be found
I'm sorry my love but this be done

(Random shit and groaning)

(Show it)

I would like to fly away
(It's too late)

(More random expression)

Dekay Mortal - Transitioning

Lyrics.

All the pain has faded
All the sorrow has disappeared
All the suffering is at the bottom of the wreckage
And this is how I plan to stay
All my love is in my hands
My heart is locked away and
It is guarded by a dragon
My emotions are steady and 
Now I think I'm ready

(Instrumental)

Let the damaged interior decay
Let walls rot and crumble down
Let the tears soften within and 
Let the spirit escape

(Instrumental)

Pain has faded
Sorrow disappeared 
Suffering is at the bottom of the wreckage
This is how I plan to stay
Love is in my hands
Heart locked away
Guarded by a dragon
Emotions are steady and now
I'm ready

DeKay Mortal - Dragon Guard

Love Chey

Lyrics.

(Don't go, go, go run)

Away, don't you go and run away x2

Do you go, and run away
From the pain of your past
Heal within forgive yourself
Your future is bright
Just let it go

Now picture this
You get closure from whatever is harming you
A person A situation A wrongdoing but
What then after?
Won't your life remain the same

(Short instrumental)

You need to except
That's it's a part of you now
No chasing people for promises
Just sitting and being and
dealing with the past

(Instrumental out)

DeKay Mortal - Trauma to Distress

Lyrics.

They said to follow my heart
My heart 
Has pulled and tugged in opposite directions
Now I question
Which torn piece do I follow?
The part which the punctures and bruises and scars?

(Scars)

I'm drownin' and
I'm sinking and
I'm screaming in silence but
I don't want anyone to worry x2

I'm drownin' x3
In silence x3
[Repeat]

Do I follow the monster
That I could become and
Let the demon overrun
To overcome my sorrows or
Do I let that small spark 
That's in my heart
Hardly been touched
With no scars
To pave a new path

(Fresh x4)

(Instrumental out)

DeKay Mortal - Punctures

(Random words)

I'm in a place now that I cant erase
Now its become a facade 
Now I can hardly see
Feeling like nothing but a fake 
I see clearly whats at stake
But there's no way back to me
I wonder have I ever been simply happy
Or was I dreaming
Is this heaven or hell
Would you like to know the place you would go
Into another world
If you had the power to tell

Power to tell x2
 
I can't stop myself from entering another reality
Where my kingdom is steadily held
It's like a place I can go 
To wash away at my soul and
Live a life that is whole
I don't feel anything I wished all those years ago
To be numb and my wish came true
This is the path I had chose
I thought about on my own and 
I prepared to be all alone
All alone

(Instrumental out)

DeKay Mortal - Facade

Lyrics.

What are you trying to prove? x3

Is love unrelenting? Unkind and inhumane?
A sweet scent that drips from vein below?
A broken heart? 
The only way to feel the elevation in your heart

You don't know my story
All you know is all the bad I've been
Who are you to come and tell me
All the bad you see in me
I put my trust in a stranger
Who didn't know too much about me
No time for that kind of shit
You need to leave with your regrets
Thought you could see right through me
Until you realised the ugly
You turned against me like an enermy
So go ahead boy fling shit at me

(Instrumental)

Who do you think I am
I'm only human
I have my own problems 
You only add to them

(Instrumental)

Moral Decay

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