Hours

Belong To You

BEFORE I SEE

Breathtaker

The Misunderstood EP

MISUNDERSTOOD

IM ME AGAIN

My Love Will Remain

all i ever wanted [prod. rod xxi]

baby, lately
i've been overthinking us
i've been overtaking drugs
it feels like it sucks
like im sinking
im too sober dont wanna resort
to drinking, im so over it

Now,
Im stuck up in my head
thinking maybe i should go to bed
instead, ill fill up another cup
mix it with some kind of drug
when its gone hit up my plug

you, shouldnt really want me
i, got all this baggage on me
i just told you that im sorry
i just really need you only

honestly
i talk too much
i feel like im still fucked up
im still fucked up, fucked up
i dont know when ive had enough
(ooooooo)
fill up another cup
mix it up with some kinda drug
when its gone hit up my plug , hit up my plug

now i got alll these problems
i just need some help to solve them
just give me some lovin'
 or somethin' 
to ease my mind
my type is so hard to find
our love is so intertwined
maybe the stars just alligned

but im sinking
these benzos aint good for me
mixed with the promethazine
especially made for me
especially made for me
especially made for me

i cant shake this feeling
oh, i must be dreaming
wake me up before i start panicking
must be manic
i must be manic (again)

you, shouldnt really want me
i, got all this baggage on me
i just told you that im sorry
i just really need you only

honestly
i talk too much
i feel like im still fucked up
im still fucked up, fucked up
i dont know when ive had enough
(ooooooo)
fill up another cup
mix it up with some kinda drug
i talk too much (too much)

limit

lay me down, hold me [prod. sam calisto]

smoke in the air [prod. koji]

Written through tears, this is the pieces of INNESSA ESTARIS' soul that don’t know what a filter is. Often rushed pieces meant solely to relieve the ache in her chest, she produces these four songs to showcase her fears, deepest feelings, and the overall aftershocks of her past experiences.

The audio corrupts on purpose. (No, it doesn't. We don't know why it happened but it sounded cool so we kept it.)

I am my own antithesis

From the age of two, high school producer INNESSA ESTARIS has been scientifically studying delusion—translating imagined intimacy into dark R&B and trap-fusion that feels too real, actively blurring the line between devotion and destruction.

Drawing inspiration from artists like Stray Kids, Chase Atlantic, and hyejin, the sixteen-year-old turns longing, obsession, and twisted divinity into music that feels both cinematic and intimate.

I am my own antithesis

INNESSA ESTARIS

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