// LYRICS //

Broken piece of pottery
Put together with your own hands
And all the world sees
Is the cracks
Beautiful lady
Must be crazy
If she thinks she is beautiful 
Well fuck the world 
You can love yourself too
I sure love yourself true

And if you ever doubt yourself
I'll be there to help you
For you are
The most beautiful 
Human I know

And if you ever doubt yourself
I'll be there to help you
For you are
The strongest
Most caring
The wisest 
The brightest 
The sharpest
Most fun
The best
The most beautiful 
Human I know

And will ever know

untitled - demos

Human

// LYRICS //

The smell of autumn reminds me of times
We'd sit by the fire and tell stories of people
I did not know but you had their 
Picture reflecting in your head
Maybe they did too
And I kind of did too
Their freckles their curls and variations
And I'd watch you so as you'd look at the view
Maybe you thought about them too much
Maybe I think about that too much
And at that time I had posters on my wall
Of boys in the media and joy ridden dogs
And I think you thought that was probably silly
But I thought girls were silly
And I played you a rock song to see if it was rock
As you annoyed Kyle and the same goes around
Sometimes I wonder if your proud of me 
And I keep your hats upon my hobby
Your program you kept maybe it was sorry
Maybe I'm sorry for playing on my phone
Avoiding what was inevitable 
But you probably were too and you kept asking me about 
What shows we saw 
And I kept telling you even though you asked me 3 times
Most times I get lonely and when I do 
I picture your smile asking me who
Those people I were circling in my yearbook were and I'd respond with people that used to care about me and i had no idea how empty a life could get 
my life could get
People could get
And sometimes I wonder if you're proud of me
But I'll never know because your long gone
Long gone
Gone

Rambles Around A Rambler

Only a short preview of a song I'm writing right now.

a tune

// LYRICS //

I watch your eyes burn
for the music that's in your head
you said that if heaven was real
this is the song you'd want to play when you're dead
and then i said
that I want you to be in my afterlife
to hold me real tight
through the absence of lights
but then 
you said there's nothing but sleep

do you watch my eyes burn
for the actions you make 
for the air you intake
you pull me on a string
that leads nowhere
but the gentle light find its way home
in my bedroom
coming through 
and landing on your face
on my bed
in my head
and in my heart
you find your way

but i swore i wouldn't fall in love
swore i wouldn't fall in love
swore i wouldn't fall in love again x2

I take the long way home
to avoid setting stone
of the real situations
daydreaming
about the life i wish i could lead
and if you stayed you could say i'm your darling for the rest of the time our hearts decide to keep beating to the tempo of the song you want to play when you're dead

but i swore i wouldn't fall in love
i swore i wouldn't fall in love
i swore i would fall in love again x2

The Ballad For The Unaware Lover

// LYRICS //

take me to Barcelona 
I wanna see the Spanish skies
Let the guitar flood through my veins
To feel alive

Take me to California
I wanna breathe their air
Poisoned with youth and staccato beats
I repeat I need to be alive

I only get time for my inspiration when I crank a good chord out and I'm on the road somehow to somewhere 
It doesn't matter just farther enough
To make me feel like I'm somebody new

A new story a new life a new place to be
But am I in a place to see
Me become somebody that isn't me?
I'll be free but only willingly

I'll just roll down my window and sing while I leave home to a place much better for my heartbeat to be and if you have an issue with that well I'll probably agree. 

I'm fickle my darling
But I need a new dawn and
If you're a real friend
You'll come on with me and see all the things that we
Need to witness 
I'm not trying to depress you
But my soul is drowning with these fucking mountains and I need
To break
Free

My minds foggy

I've never heard silence so loudly


I like being a passer. A constant tourist. New faces. New chorus
But she's not sure if I'll make it to what my soul is trying to be
So I'll sit in my cell
Wonder how the hell
I've lived to be this old
But I'm not old
Just trying to make it through one day at a time

I know I'm arrogant but if you just give me a second I'll try to explain how much I've wanted this and how much I don't think I'll get to this and god if you're listening please give me the slightest chance at this
I know it's funny how serious I take it and I know it's sad that I take this so serious but if home is where the hearts at then where am I supposed to be? Where's my heart? Where's my soul? Will I always be on the go? Oh no. Maybe when I get grown I'll be more grounded but until the time hits I'll be strumming the sound of a broken girl

You're worried darling
But To be honest
I am too. I'll probably end up scared on a highway motel
Somewhere in west Colorado
No way home
No home
No home
No phone
No control
No home
No home

Would it satisfy me
Would tear me apart
And if the fox wanders one day it'll be 

Shot

Untitled

Originally done by the beautiful AURORA whom I draw a shit ton of inspiration from.

Murder Song // cover

{original song}

\\LYRICS\\

you talk to me in your sweetest tone
walking on leaves
the trees grew bare
i saw your dark hair
and i knew i was gone

you bless me with your warming smile
in this cold air
wounds of the past don’t stand a chance against a pack of cigarettes

your smoke
lifts me way up high
your smoke
chokes your alibi
your smoke
makes the angels cry for mercy
are you gonna give em mercy?

the wind that twists the stars
around my throat
makes me beg makes me beg for relief
makes me beg makes me beg for touch

if you wanna stay i will go out of my way
to keep
you
floating
flying

your smoke
can’t lift you too high
your smoke
whispers lies of fine
your smoke
makes the phantom cry for mercy
are you gonna give me mercy?

did you hear me calling out your name under the artificial light?

did you hear me calling out your name long before i saw you smoking in that doorway?

adeline