fuckin hell the ptsd from my past relationships

Broken

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04/20/2016

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Back Into Darkness

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LYRICS:

CHORUS:
I feel the rain 
It burns like pain
Alone again
Where are my friends
I need to change
Things in my brain
That’s why we take
Drugs to escape

VERSE 1:
The weather speaks to me
A different frequency 
Gave you a piece of me
But you left so easily
I thought you needed me
You kept deceiving me
Think you mistreated me
What did you ever see in me? 
I’m in a better place
I’m in a sweater space
Thumb holes a warm embrace
Takin’ me to better days
I work to make a change
I work thru all the pain
Distractions keep me sane
I may never be the same

Let me feel for a minute
Wait, I don’t like that quit it 
I’m a real big cynic
I don’t really trust too much I limit
But when I do I’m committed
And when I do man I’m in it
I’m by your side till we winning-
Ride or die imma always stay with it

Got my mind tangled in knots
Trying to hide from the painful thoughts 
Crouching behind all the memories lost
The happy ones between the awful spots 
I visualize a lot 
Protagonistic thoughts
Antagonistic boss 
I try to win try to see the plot

CHORUS:
I feel the rain 
It burns like pain
Alone again
Where are my friends
I need to change
Things in my brain
That’s why we take
Drugs to escape
But that don’t change 
A fucking thing  
I need some space
It’s not a phase 
These sleepy days
They keep me sane
I’ll dream of rain
That cause no pain

VERSE 2:
It’s so cold outside
Why am I in this life? 
Why am I here alive?
The only point survive
But if we all just die
Then we all fail with time
No that cannot be right 
There must be more to life 
I wanna make a difference 
I wanna be consistent 
I wanna be committed 
That shit can be so addicting
I have some new convictions
I have some new conditions
I have some premonitions
That this time things will be different 

Wake up now to a morning filled with sun
Wake up now and I finally don’t feel numb 
Got something in my life I really want
And I feel like the change has just begun 
Look at me now oh look who I’ve become
I guess with time you can get what you want
I look back on the things that made me run
They made me who I am, the reason for all I’ve done

CHORUS:
I feel the rain 
It burns like pain
Alone again
Where are my friends
I need to change
Things in my brain
That’s why we take
Drugs to escape
But that don’t change 
A fucking thing  
I need some space
It’s not a phase 
These sleepy days
They keep me sane
I’ll dream of rain
That cause no pain



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The Rain 💧 [Copyright Free]

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LYRICS:

I need help
It’s so cold outside and I’m going thru hell
I don’t feel alive, sometimes I can’t tell
Cuz everyday I try, but I think I need help
Maybe if I fight one day I’ll be well
Want someone by my side, but I’m stuck in my shell
Want someone to rely on, but everyone’s selfish
Helpless, so damn jealous
And I just wish I never felt this….

PRE:
In this world from sea to shining sea 
There’s a way for me to go be free
There’s a way for me to go be me
I just know that - 
There’s a place for me (4x)

HOOK:
There’s a place for me (8x)

VERSE 2:
So sick of feeling like I’m alone in this place and…
So sick of feeling like life is gonna be wasted
…I just wanna be someone, wanna be greatness, yeah
I just wanna be happy, wanna make changes
But I don’t know… 
Where to start, how do I grow?
Maybe there’s something inside I could strive for
Maybe it’s all in my mind that could guide towards
Something better in my life I could fight for 

PRE:
In this world from sea to shining sea 
There’s a way for me to go be free
There’s a way for me to go be me
I just know that - 
There’s a place for me (4x)

HOOK:
There’s a place for me (8x)

I make workout music, gym music, gaming music, vlogging music (vlog music), inspirational music, inspirational songs, motivational music, motivational songs, party music, party songs, Fortnite songs, Roblox music, Apex music, PUBG music, Valorant music, Call of Duty (COD) music, and non copyrighted music for YouTube content creators

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