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Cry all night
Go to sleep
Then wake up
And repeat
Wonder why I'm still so weak
Break the floor from under me
I'll return with my soul
Right before the feeling goes
Why can't I see my toes
Can somebody cut the rope?
Hear the cries of the fiends
Mind my business while they feast
All I see are broken dreams
All I need are memories
Paint the walls and the crows
As they drag me down the road
To a place that I know
Guess it's why I feel at home

Has the light ever shown?
Deep inside the world below
Ease the pain from getting close
I just want to feel at home
Am I at the bottom or the top?
Why they keep me down when I'm up
See my halo hanging right above
Guess I really never cared enough
Funny how I'm always on my own
Even when they say I'm not alone
Maybe I should take the blight and roam
To a place the light'll never go
Watch it go until it's almost gone
Everything I've known to love is lost
Did I try too hard to write my wrongs
Why can't I just seem to move along?
In this place that's only kept me low
I could never feel the weight I hold
Is there still another way to go?
All that's left of me in here are bones

Cry all night
Go to sleep
Then wake up
And repeat
Wonder why I'm still so weak
Break the floor from under me
I'll return with my soul
Right before the feeling goes
Why can't I see my toes
Can somebody cut the rope?
Hear the cries of the fiends
Mind my business while they feast
All I see are broken dreams
All I need are memories
Paint the walls and the crows
As they drag me down the road
To a place that I know
Guess it's why I feel at home

the only halo I'll have will be the rope around my neck (prod. by born hero)

produced by sk8miles

originally performed by rainbow kitten surprise

completely non profit

lyrics

listen when it isnt what ur talking for ur name's sake
jesus, mary-magdalene u are, are u okay?
sitting by the well, jill ur falling down the hill
jack and everybody laughed
dont u pray
dont u pray

to a cocaine jesus in a black 4 seater
got a man dont need him but u wait
call me if u want or just call me if u need
if u only ever need it for the day

high wont hold, wont hold
and i have no more
then all u left of me
i have i have i have no more
then all u leave

high as hell, feeling fine
nothing bad but nothing kind
no not a word from me
nothing u would mind
in my head 
in my head
i get lonely sometimes

feeling fly, coming down
never bad cus we're never out
u'll never call the cops again
i'll never call her mine
in my head
in my head
i get lonely sometimes

when u find an old picture of us
and u clear away the dust
i hope u miss me sometimes
when u see a frame that reminds u of me
and u remember the times
oh the times that we believed

in a cocaine jesus in a black 4 seater
got a man dont need him but u wait
call me if u wan or just call me if u need
if u only ever need it for the day

and i am nothing more 
than a page unwritten on the pavement
blowing in the wind
u win a lot
and u lose just a little bit more than u gained in the end

but god i wish that i
was better than i am
but no luck, no love
no gospel i could understand
im nothing that u ever wanted to lean on
yeah
but even then

i am nothing more than a page unwritten on the pavement
u need it til' u left
but im more than a need
or something u believe
or a word that u leave unsaid

cocaine_ jesus_  (sk8miles)

lyrics

a long time ago there was hope in my eyes
but now i just see whats in front of me
n if im not awake can u open my eyes?
n try to make me wake up manually

and those boys on ur phone seem nice
but do they make you songs whenever they see u cry?
i swear on my life that im trying
just wait for july
theyll be lining up to hear me outside
theyll be lining up to hear me outside

stop talking if this bottles my last drink i wanna make it count
i seem to think better when theres no one around
all i need is a smoke and the sun down
then i can make you proud
kid dont want fame he wants the riches
his wife and not the bitches
drunken swashbuckler im singing to the fishes
n i know when i die no one will listen but the mrs.
like woah
i traded all my friends for some peace of mind
i cant go outside tonight im busy making rhymes
but u dont need to worry baby girl im fine
its just one of those nights

and those boys on ur phone seem nice
but do they make you songs whenever they see u cry?
i swear on my life that im trying
just wait for july
theyll be lining up to hear me outside
theyll be lining up to hear me outside

drunken sailors shanty (jacob vallen)

not_there (prod. barelybreath)

the last clock on saturn (sailor x jolst)

sunshine + im terrified (interlude)

i haven't slept since that day

This song lives in the space between thoughts, where sound becomes memory and silence feels like home.  
A slow-burning reflection from the edge of the studio and the heart.  
"Octaves Across Me - Shift Mode" isn’t just sound, it’s memory in motion.  

Gentle reflections sink into slow rhythm, as the past lingers like smoke in the corners.  
Rain on glass, breath between thoughts, and the hum of truth when the world goes quiet.  

For anyone who’s ever sat alone with their silence and felt music rise from the stillness
-this one’s for you 🖤

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Octaves Across Me - Shift Mode

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PRODUCED BY @deadspyro
FEATURING @pasteldrip
CHORUS VOCALS BY ME 
ENGINEERING BY @pasteldrip & ME

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