On Go! ( + Teenagelove )

M.I.A *ddertbag

Also on Spotify: 

Self prod

Lyrics:
Youre on my mind 
The way you look at me 
Its like you know the time
You reach out for my hand and put it on your thigh
The thought of you it puts me in a natural high

Every time you say youre more than ready
Hold you tight, no girl wont let you forget it 
Moan and cry you scream my name through the night
When our hands are entwinned, feel your heart beat with mine  

You light up my life 
With every kiss you pull me into the light
Leave your neck with a sight
The sweeter the bite 
You send my heart right up to the sky

Entwined

///note///
first time doing an ambient song, https://soundcloud.com/leon-00-273853149 makes the most beautiful beats <3
///note///

(Lyrics)

i hear 'em talkin'
but i do not care at all
i'm busy bouncin' off the mtherfkin walls at home
it's so great, yeah!
i don't even care that i'm alone
all i need is some 4g 
on mah fkin phone

and i ain't gonna lie
i been thinkin' about u everyday,
strugglin' to find the words,
idk wat to say
when ur right clickin' me
i'm hopin' that ur hittin' save
cuz i'm not feelin' safe at all
no, i think i needa run away

been thinkin' about u 
an idk wat to say,
everytime i see u eye to eye
i freeze up in place,

captivating me w ur eyes
oh, they're so lovely
turnin' me to stone w ur gaze,
i hope u don't set me free

an i been doing some drugs
to supress all of my thoughts,
but evrytime i'm w u,
all i do is think more

an i dont wanna lose u 
yeah, i would always choose u
ik i got some screws loose,
but i'm tryna change that 4 u

(beat plays out for a bit)

u said that u luv me
well i hope that ur words r true
what abt ur friends?
well idc about em, fuck em too
i do not care, about the ppl that disregard us
cuz u know there ain't, a world w/o us

i hear 'em talkin'
but i do not care at all
i'm busy bouncin' off the mtherfkin walls at home
it's so great, yeah!
i don't even care that i'm alone
all i need is some 4g 
on mah fkin phone

and i ain't gonna lie
i been thinkin' about u everyday,
strugglin' to find the words,
idk wat to say
when ur right clickin' me
i'm hopin' that ur hittin' save
cuz i'm not feelin' safe at all
no, i think i needa run away

been thinkin' about u 
an idk wat to say,
everytime i see u eye to eye
i freeze up in place,

captivating me w ur eyes
oh, they're so lovely
turnin' me to stone w ur gaze,
i hope you don't set me free

thinkinaboutyou

thinkinaboutyou (Prod. Carch95)

(prod yunny goldz, piano done by me)
this is a cry for help 

lyrics// 

ive had girls who wanna hold me
ive had girls whove had my back
all these times ive said im lonely
i just say like this and that
put my thoughts inside my pillow
as im screaming everyday
throwing rocks up in your window
as i think about your face

cause again,
i fall
talking straight up to my friends
with no call
and i cant do this again
saying "stay strong!!"
and im fucking up my chance
making this song
(aight but fuck it)

ive had girls who wanna hold me
ive had girls whove had my back
all these times ive said im lonely
i just say like this and that
put my thoughts inside my pillow
as im screaming everyday
throwing rocks up in your window
as i think about your face

@prodjerry

i been thinkin bout the ending of this story of our life
i said that i love you i been thinkin thats just been all a big lie
i dont know bout you
i really wanted to see it through
my heart's broken apart and im just here to sit and rot 
(im sitting here to rot)
(ive been through a lot)

im screaming everyday (ft. jerry)

1. jane remover +kmoe - homeswitcher
2. osquinn - 1234 +ericdoa +midwxst
3. saturn - less intro 
4. ankh :) - topic
5. sg lily +buffalobang - the climb
6. jane remover +kmoe - homeswitcher
7. blackwinterwells +miraie - facade
8. osquinn +luvbackpack - drama
9. hamilton - until my heart stops beating
10. kurtains - pessimist
11. david shawty - dancing on the sidewalk lights flicker
12. finlince! +lucas lex - erased
13. hamilton - nobody at all
14. osquinn - #serialkilled
15. osquinn - i dont want that many friends in the first place
16. delta - i dont want that many friends in the first place
17. grandee +8485 - sour
18. kuru +kurtains - clueless
19. delto - cold
20. kurtains +whitetrash - devil cry
21. blackwinterwells - darkkmagician
22. home - resonance
23. swwwwqqqt - gathering
24. love expert +micah - rdm rdm rdm
25. emotionals +kiryano - 2u
26. saturn +dolly - another
27. fromtheheart - losin' it +valentine +kmoe +osquinn +brakence +ericdoa +glaive
28. nosgov - value
29. bladee - waster
30. ecco2k +thaiboy digital +bladee - western union
31. bladee +thaiboy digital +ecco2k - victim
32. bladee - be nice to me

2021 playback set

+PRESAVE: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/silentcxbin/be-nice
prod by alucard + ayoley
mix & master by @silentcxbin

###LYRICS###
i-i-i-i-i-i-i-i-i-i-i-i-i-i-i-i

(so be nice)

come back I'll hold you 
a safe place to warm you
come back I'll hold you 
a safe place to warm you

i thought that i told you!
got something to show you!
how all the pieces could just fall align 
pretty to crazy to think right?

55 on the dash couldn't catch me -(ik 55 aint that fast but 55depths bar)-
and boy your just a dog 
think twice before you press me
I'm coming with my vengeance
hit you on my dead list
boy you keep on talking 
get the fuck outta my mentions
and no i do not know you
how could i impress you?
i was just trained to
hunt for the gold tooth
and i can't get a text back
for my life now
just shut up
stay inside all day and night now

come back I'll hold you 
make sure I'll warn you
i don't wanna repeat myself twice
so be nice

be nice
come back I'll hold you 
be nice
a safe place to warm you
be nice
come back I'll hold you 
be nice
a safe place to warm you
i thought that i told you!
got something to show you!
how all the pieces could just fall align 
pretty to crazy to think right?

tired of all the filler content 
could you stop consuming it for one moment
i don't know why i came in the first place
to much on my head can't see straight 
tunnel vision gon kill me one day
maybe that's what i got,
from all this

be nice

be nice (alucard + ayoley)

dis my ride 😎
prod by www.youtube.com/@mukobeats

lyrics:
chillin in the stars
imma go so far
imma slow down, bitch
hop inside my car
we in that challenger, take u for a rideeee
make a couple stops, yea
its a ride or dieeeeee
im not tryna play bitch, aaaaa
i am living my life bitch, aaaaa
im not tryna play bitch, aaaaa
im just living my life bitch, aaaaaaaaa
its a ride or dieeeeee

yea, yea
living my life
why dont u step aside u taking all my time
yea, yea look into my eyes
tell me is it worth it
see u on the other side
yea, yea
hop inside my ride
bitch you're going down
see u in another liifeeeee
imma take it slow
yea bitch imma glide
all up in ur face
but u still tryna hidee

*back to chorus* ♡(◕‿◕)♡

ride! (prod. Kell!)

#𝓣𝓔𝓐𝓜  (prod. saoirse h)

★but i dont wanna believe you..★

[featuring]
@fijimar

[producer]
@sleepsx

[nitecore mix]
https://soundcloud.com/pogchampswagepicfrfr/i-wish-that-i-was-better-than-this-w-fijimar-prod-xysoftshade-nitecore-mix

[lyrics]

hook:
i dont wanna another fight
not today
i just wanna feel like im alright
that im okay

say that im just fine but i know
it wont stay
i dont want nothing else then for you
to just stay

verse:
i dont wanna know
what its like without you
i know its hard though

i dont wanna be
afraid of my own bed
tripping over words
i wish i said

i know that you wanna leave
but i dont wanna believe you

and it gets harder to breathe
when thinking of you and me
k i s s i n g
in this life what do you see

girl you're the reason i bleed
you cut so deep like the sea
in this life what do you see
k i s s i n g

repeat hook:
i dont wanna another fight
not today
i just wanna feel like im alright
that im okay

say that im just fine but i know
it wont stay
i dont want nothing else then for you
to just stay

ending:
i wish that i was better than this
i wish that i was better than this
i wish that i was better than this
i wish that i was better than this

ill pack my bags and run
far away from here
i can never face myself
and i hurt the ones i love the most

i wish i wasnt like this
i wish i wasnt like this
i wish i wasnt like this
i wish i wasnt like this

★streaming★

★i wish that i was better than this★ w/ fijimar (prod. xysoftshade)

@x1fern
@silentcxbin
@dthxrgt
@nickp3tro
@55depths

lyrics:

[1fern]
bitch im in my bag you know i got you
30 on my wrist im making hits just like im potsu
i don't need a fake friend
killing em like amaterasu (yeah)
bitch I got you, bitch I got you

[silentcxbin]
shout out to the old me 
I miss my slimeys
work 100 days now
stay lowkey
I don't wanna talk
sorry that I'm working on me
thought its obvi?
I'm moving like a zombie
and I don't wanna
go to your party 
keep on passing out
in FL like I'm in the lobby
and shit getting cold now
no Milwaukee 
and I'm cut the feedback
no walkie talkie 

[deathright]
so cut the feedback
don't wanna hear it
i want my life back
without you near it
i feel i'm sinking
even deeper
i'm bouta blow bitch
like a creeper
yeah
time and time again
you prove to me you're not a friend
and draw the line again
between us both, you're just a trend

feedback - 1fern x silentcxbin x deathright x p3tro

#Off this earth 
#New World Mob$ters
#LOVELASTS
#2050 

https://www.instagram.com/deadpan104/

On Go! ( + Teenagelove )

Dead Pan :|