its so hard to just live at this point.
lyrics vvv
yeah
exhale the shit out my lungs
ian ever gon see the sun
pass it around
bouta go down
yeah.
never around
what was that sound?
why you always looking for me..?
im not here no more
dont you even try tryna find me
dont you try to find me..
yeah..
i dont talk no more
i dont breathe no more, i dont
i dont 
i dont
i dont 
see the world the same no more
wind blows thru the trees
and i cant even feel my knees
i been working all damn week
and ion plan on stopping
yeah i got a lotta shit to see
i gotta lot a things i wanna be
i gotta life to live
and i gotta legacy to keep.

exhale (wisssery x pekarot)

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Barely Thru the Doorway w/Autumndropsdead [lathan]

artist featured:
@failure404

produced by: 
@jolst

Snowdrop

Wish You're Here Now (w/ epitomeoffailure) [+ Jolst]

new ep soon <3

lyrics

stay up, if i go to bed can't bake up
scared to death imma wake up
break down, i'm a fuck up
babe you look great
makeup, and she out in town
i don't go around, i'm not going out
(i don't go around, i'm not going out)
(i'm not going out)

motivated, 2am by then i'm hella faded
bitch i'm elevated, ion choose to wait
hella shoes to fill, but i got empty plates, and a couple spills, i'm not doing great
losing weight, but i'm keeping pace with the tracks i make
i hope they relate to the shit i say
know the words hit worse, when you see
the weight
feel the power struggle of my sentimental
with a better mental
my new fashion recently blackened
but newsflash i don't interact with no-
woahhhh (yuh), tell me what you need from me
i know i'm bad but i been changing like the leaves, honey
don't even need money
just wanna make my shit and smile and really be something 

𝖕𝖑𝖊𝖆𝖘𝖊 𝖉𝖔𝖓'𝖙 𝖑𝖊𝖙 𝖒𝖊 𝖇𝖊 𝖓𝖔𝖙𝖍𝖎𝖓𝖌

*kill or be killed
by myself i'm the king of this hill
you want me to be dead well then great
come and get me cause i like a thrill
ain't no fixing this shit dr. phil
busy mixing my shit like for real
and i'm sicker than shit need a pill
but i'm sick of this shit, i can't feel*

what (idealism)

@shikixo
@kindahaunted
RARE VID: https://youtu.be/YXwdBd9copk
lyrics:
baby i don't wanna eat i wanna fade away
i don't wanna fall asleep i wanna die today
i been smoking on formaldehyde it eat my brain
and ik yr fucking him so i just lie awake

well like i guess we were in love until we fucked it up n lost it
i been staring at my ceiling waiting on an open coffin
sick of these 4 walls and the agony of silence
i think i'ma be alright as long as i stop lying
everything i touch been turnin to gold i feel like midas
i can't fall asleep cuz in my dreams yr always dyin
baby why u cryin?
baby r u proud of me?
i did everything i said i would to those who doubted me
but i know u see me with a sold out tour
but i cut 13 lines and i cut 13 more
and i regret it everytime u knock i open the door
tell the boys pack their bags, they're all goin 2 war

4 leaf clover, bby i been feelin lucky
u can take the pain away, it gets replaced with all this money
u cut thru me like a razor cuz u kiss me, leave me bloody
i been gettin better on my own, don't tell me that u love me
u shouldn't tell me that u love me, i don't wanna find out
just a whisper while ur leavin, i don't wanna cry now
i don't wanna know the truth, think i need to lie down
i was thinking u were mine now :'(

and i think something's wrong w my head
i can't go thru that again ;)
i need some rest i'm braindead
need something for the pain

formaldehyde (prod. taylor morgan) [vid in desc.]

Main Artist: lil XipZ
Featuring: @nevrwrld
Production: @shxdy808
Mixing: lil XipZ x nevrwrld
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@shxdy808
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LYRICS: 

[Chorus:lil XipZ]
i know that im losing feelings again
i wanna find them but i cant seem to help myself
cuz no matter how i try, i always seem to tell my pretty little lies 

and i know that i shouldnt but i always do
trust me girl it hurts me too
cuz i try my best to be honest
why cant i ever be honest with you? 

[Bridge: lil XipZ]
why cant i ever be honest with you?
worried about things that i cannot control
oh oh
oh oh 

[verse:kevrwrld]
pretty little lies cant go through this again
tears falling right down to the floor again
overthinking everything in my head again
am i o
im not enough 
don't worry about the things i used to say
dont worry about the problems in my brain
i know im not enough 

[Chorus:lil XipZ]
i know that im losing feelings again
i wanna find them but i cant seem to help myself
cuz no matter how i try, i always seem to tell my pretty little lies 

and i know that i shouldnt but i always do
trust me girl it hurts me too
cuz i try my best to be honest
why cant i ever be honest with you?

Pretty Little Lies (w/ nevrwrld)[Prod.Shxdy808]

I Might Be Falling In Love ft. Jadedloner (branwen)

this song is ancient, im sorry everything has been so terrible recently..

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but whats the point with you
im scared of loosin fuel 
to keep my body, baby, yeah i look just like a fool
im slipping in a mood
depressive little fool
i have so many nightmares, you left me in a ruin

gettin off from you
i feel so fuckin lonely, whys it matter what i do
you think im fuckin new
to shit like this you do
a couple other people in ur past, dont wan be rude
i know its seeming true

but whys it bother me im used
to people coming on to me so fresh and fuckin new
you cuddle me till noon
its best you look it too
come fit on to my mood, but then im scared that ill loose you
and wonder what i do

(2:05)
i wonder what i do
i can never get it right
yeah i fuck up my whole, life

depressions not a mood
its a scary thing its true
and i never thought that life would be as scary as it do

yeah u fuckin everyone
thought you said, you said and done
its a mess upon the motion, and its never fuckin fun

im doin my own features at this point, im feelin done
im lonesome as it gets this song is old, correct my funds
im broken, to the bone
my feelings, are a show
ur pullin, my strings, and im gettin strung up
on the love
are you the one
invest my time and, my love


*fuck the drugs
lets get it done
lets move away
do shit, today
ur on the line
and im so shy
but whats the point
im scared of us*

but whats the point with you
im scared of loosing fuel 
to keep my body, baby, yeah i look like a fool
im slippin in a mood
depressive little fool
i have so many nightmares, you left me in a ruin

gettin off from you
i feel so fuckin lonely, whys it matter what i do
you think im fuckin new
to shit like this you do
a couple other people in ur past, dont wan be rude
i know its seeming true

but whys it bother me im used
to people coming on to me so fresh and fuckin new
you cuddle me till noon
its best you look it too
come fit on to my mood, but then im scared that ill loose you
and wonder what i do

whats the point (prod. RXHFF)

Heart is pounding feeling so much exhaustion 
And my brain won’t stop talking to me tonight 

Cardiac arrest yeah
Keeping me in bed yeah 

You must understand what’s going through my brain yeah

So much hurting 
My heart is burning 

Deep within my head 
Theirs so much ill intent 
You push me away without consequences 

Cut me so slowly 
Watch me bleed out right on the floor 

Leave me where I belong 
no time for crying in the end 

No time to wait and tell a friend 
That’s why I’m writing this song 

I’m lost inside my own head 
Slowly waiting for your time to end 
Your time to end  

Cardiac arrest yeah
Keeping me in bed yeah 

You must understand what’s going through my brain yeah

So much hurting 
My heart is burning 

Deep within my head 
Theirs so much ill intent 
You push me away without consequences 

Cut me so slowly 
Watch me bleed out right on the floor

Cardiac Arrest [+ splashgvng]

I don’t wanna fuck
  I just wanna walk through the park
  or somewhere where I don’t gotta act tough
  I don’t wanna fuck 
I gave that all up 
 think I had enough, and it wasn’t any fun. 
no, I don’t wanna fuck,  

  relationships are really irreparable
  one mistake can leave you laying there terrible.
  some of you fake, and some of you chase
  I’m bombarded this with this sexy shit like every damn day
   nobody ever gonna love me unprompted
  we gonna split, just like dad and mom did.
  and when you leave it’ll feel like a drop kick.
 self reflection’s self harm when you’re toxic.  
When you ask me how I been  
it goes like this 
On repeat on repeat 
On repeat like

 I don’t wanna fuck
  I just wanna walk through the park 
or somewhere where I don’t gotta act tough
  I don’t wanna fuck 
I gave that all up  
think I had enough, and it wasn’t any fun. 
no, I don’t wanna fuck, 



I aint even like you 
I was in pursuit 
 tryna be the person everybody told me to
  if you smash you rise in rank and class
  and when you grew up like me, it’s not an option you pass. 
 desperate.  
how come I aint ever felt pretty?
  how come everybody hate me in this city?
 the humiliation.
only praise I ever got was for my emulation.
  if I held a mirror up, you’d be devastated.



I don’t wanna fuck 
 I just wanna walk through the park
  or somewhere where I don’t gotta act tough
  I don’t wanna fuck 
I gave that all up
  think I had enough, and it wasn’t any fun. 
no, I don’t wanna fuck,

idwf

MIXED: ARI
MASTERED: ARI
PRODUCED: PEKAROT
WRITTEN: ARI VEGA

Lyrics:
Everyday I say a prayer
Need some answers soon
Winds are blowing thru the night
Her eyes are shining like the moon
In the rain it’s just us two
Can’t believe it’s me and you
Or So I thought or so I thought
Said a prayer now she’s gone
Back together fall apart
Hope she calls me when it’s done

I Prayed for peace, prayers true
Prayed for wisdom, give me you

Had a dream I saw her face
Her mother’s eyes I can’t replace 

I see us now, the life we have
The journey’s dark but I’m glad
I’ll take the pain another day
If there’s a chance for us someday

Another sleepless night this week
waiting for a call 
I read a verse that said 
“‘My soul is overwhelmed with sorrow to the point of death. Stay here and keep watch with me’”
Mathew 26:38

HER NAME MEANS WISDOM PROD. PEKAROT

making music as kodama. https://soundcloud.app.goo.gl/Nsr5ZJavHCiZ9J7e6

I Might Be Falling In Love ft. Jadedloner (branwen)

deadtomorrow

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