Indie/Folk/Alt

A bank teller flees the town of Wallsocket after being exposed for embezzling money from his clientele for over a decade.

Cops and robbers

Mara talks to S*nny and sees how heavily her father’s misdeeds affected the family.

Wallsocket

Seventyseven dog years

p. jae luna, simon levine

It’s okay I guess
Why do you have to act so nonchalant instead of being honest?
(Why do you?)
I’m sitting in my room again, wondering what I did wrong
(What to do?)
I’ve cried what a waste of tears
What a waste of years of my life
(What a waste of tears—)
(What a waste of years of my life)

It was you who always wanted to see me
And it was you who said you wanted to be with me
And I’m trying not to make it a big deal
But now I've met you and nothing else feels real

It was you who said we need to get closer
And it was you who kept begging me come over
And I'm trying not to make it a big deal
But my head can’t help from making a big deal

Everything you said upset you
Everything you said made you sad
Every time I made a mistake, I apologized
But you won’t do the same
I take the blame

It was you who always wanted to see me
And it was you who said you wanted to be with me
And I’m trying not to make it a big deal
But now I've met you and nothing else feels real

It was you who said we need to get closer
And it was you who kept begging me come over
And I'm trying not to make it a big deal
But my head can’t help from making a big deal

Big deal

Big Deal

Give Me A Sign

I Heard That Noise

I Punched Through The Wall

Rain

(prod. Chill Sebs)

now you see I have a problem
but my mind tells me lies its so hard now, hate me
used to bake in the night, don't forget me
its so sad, but i cry and it breaks me

why is everything so blacked out
I cant even feel my heart, when you're gone now
soul partner, in the night, how did I allow
you to leave me all alone in my sorrows
I'm blinded baby

cant you see
that I love you
now its hard
to get by
without trusting you
(baby)
babe you're so special
now its hard to deny
I don't need you, with me

aches in my bones
cold in the night
heart all alone
you're not by my side

you're precious
sweet as diamonds and candy
I cant imagine you leaving

I'm drowning in our memories
echoes of your touch
sleeping here at night
while you're out having fun
connected like the stars and moon in the night
you're the only one who I love, that's right

baby you're my soul partner, everything
I see when I dream
phone calls, and videos, sent from you to me
every little text I get from you makes me think 
of the little things, you do and how much they mean to me

cant you see
that I love you
now its hard
to get by
without trusting you
(baby)
babe you're so special
now its hard to deny
I don't need you, with me

aches in my bones
cold in the night
heart all alone
you're not by my side

you're precious
sweet as diamonds and candy
I cant imagine you leaving

soul partner

Hope, Alaska

December

Weening My Way Down

produced by mix
enjoy <3

lyrics-
woah, where u goin?
lookin at me like boy u know it
its about time lets get to goin
steppin up to fight lets get this show in
like bitch where u tryna go?
g- on my way no i dont fold
like sit and plant ya toes
t- left hook betta go wipe ya nose
im on my shit no i dont quit
and boy u betta know what time it is
like go ahead strike and miss
knee to ya face start blockin quick
got my armor you like the fit?
well to bad u aint havin it 
got my helmet on, sword equipped
mix boutta make u look like a bitch

yea-
AY, LEAVE HIM OUT ON THE FLOOR
GOIN UP EAST I AINT GOIN NO MORE
LIKE SHIT, CAN YOU HANDLE MORE?
YA PUSSY ASS BITCH GOT BE HELLA BORED
CANT QUIT, IM THE KNIGHT WIT THE SWORD
BLOOD ON THIS ARMOR THAT U CANT AFFORD
LIKE BITCH, QUIT TALKIN DAT SHIT
ME AND MY BROS FINNA HANDLE ALL IT

G- GOLD ON MY CHAIN
AND YA DOGS HELLA TAME
B- BOY STEADY RIDIN MY DIH
H- HE GOT A LITTLE OF FAME
BUT HE PLAYIN MY GAME
B- BOY STILL THROWIN DEM FITS
I- IM TAKIN MY AIM
AND WRITIN BROS NAME
B- BROS BOUTTA GET HIS SHIT CLIPPED
G- GOT HIS SHIT MAIMED
AND HES LOST IN THE FLAMES
A- ALL OF HIS BROS DUN DIPPED I- I-

I- I-

like hold on
i be countin dough long
bitches wanna see me
thats just way to easy
gotta give a bitch a freebie
bitch, believe me
youll see me
out there doing shows
buying new clothes
chillin with my bros
i always stay close
so close-
like
bitch believe me
be there if u need me
but im out in the city
like its so pretty

im a home town boy
town so small west side it boy, ah yeah
ima dome that boy
knight wit a sword like it destroys

like damn i am the man
i did dat shit it was part of the plan, ah yeah
drank in can? im not fan, gettin this tan
im free, like sam, two shots, like bam, ah yeah

im a knight wit this armor
sword in my hand
and im out for da slaughter
like boy, you just sit there and ponder
get back on yo feet and go out with some honor

ah- ah-
out with some honor
death
ah- ah-
out with some honor
ah- ah-
out with some honor
ah- ah-

yea-
AY, LEAVE HIM OUT ON THE FLOOR
GOIN UP EAST I AINT GOIN NO MORE
LIKE SHIT, CAN YOU HANDLE MORE?
YA PUSSY ASS BITCH GOT BE HELLA BORED
CANT QUIT, IM THE KNIGHT WIT THE SWORD
BLOOD ON THIS ARMOR THAT U CANT AFFORD
LIKE BITCH, QUIT TALKIN DAT SHIT
ME AND MY BROS FINNA HANDLE ALL IT

G- GOLD ON MY CHAIN
AND YA DOGS HELLA TAME
B- BOY STEADY RIDIN MY DIH
H- HE GOT A LITTLE OF FAME
BUT HE PLAYIN MY GAME
B- BOY STILL THROWIN DEM FITS
I- IM TAKIN MY AIM
AND WRITIN BROS NAME
B- BROS BOUTTA GET HIS SHIT CLIPPED
G- GOT HIS SHIT MAIMED
AND HES LOST IN THE FLAMES
A- ALL OF HIS BROS DUN DIPPED I- I-

knight with the sword
knight with the sword
knight with the sword
knight with the sword
knight with the sword
knight with the sword
knight with the sword
knight with the sword

ye
yeah
ye
death-
yeah
ye

knight with the sword

body going missing

prod: https://soundcloud.com/block-tane https://soundcloud.com/nate2timezz
 
i can hear my own heartbeat
pound in this quiet
hands bound back
with this rope
he'll tie me up
(i can hear my own heartbeat pounding
i can hear my own heartbeat pounding)
i can feel the cold concrete
laying down, crying
itching through scabs
to be whole is all i want
(i can hear my own heartbeat pounding
i can hear my own heartbeat pounding)
open me up
god willing i'll make it
your shirt soaking with blood
oh, my body keep shaking
place my flesh upon a sigil
brand with my initials
this night will make me whole again
the embers start to whistle
nothing left, no one to hold me
bloody ceremony
i will lose control again,
the heavens will disown me

please, please
it's all that i have
(like magician, body going)

like magician,
body going missing
bloodied up my palms
baby i feel like a christian
just how i envisioned
prep for the incision
pierce right through my heart
until my fingers finish twitching
oh yeah,
i think i like it, i don't wanna pretend
i'm fucking begging for it
cut me again
and again, and again, and again
and again

(let us pray, let us wish
to partake in communion,
let us partake in communion,
and feast upon the old blood)

where i'm going
i won't make it back
hope he's waiting for me
vision going black
nothing i have left will make it past
open me up
god willing i'll make it
your shirt soaking with blood
oh my body keeps shaking
keeps shaking


paleblood

She Knows Me

turning shepherd into flock, he's bare and punching out the clock
and left it's hands a ten and two, and of it's bell, a copper blue
if it's the best that it can do, to buy him, should he re-coop?
the inner portions have been warping, while his skeletal is looped

girl, i'm only a fractional gland to the tanner
organic of matter, in service of hazard
with the spirit coaxed in snot, they steal his crops, then send him off
the palpatations sign alignment that the collar had been popped
so watch him flee into trees where he is deemed a foreign beast
and of it's fauna, granted ease, 
the runic symbolism breathes
but as the phoenix tucks it's wings, the animosity is sworn
the creatures force him to a corner, as the ritual repeats

but most invited are divided by the drink
some evoke and others physically impede
but fuck it, i'm dunking my soul in elixirs
and ripping up scriptures they told me to read
evading persuasion of linear staging, 
you think in equation from playing campaign
i remember you had felt what i be
chrysalis tethered, eternally green

and she was lock and key, to his belief
internal leak is running deep and sinking streets
cold and heat have come to meet, releasing steam
but that peace is soon to cease, 
and he's deceased

turning sheperd into flock, he's bare and punching out the clock
and left it's hands a ten and two, and of it's bell, a copper blue
if it's the best that it can do, to buy him, should he re-coop
the inner portions have been warping, while his skeletal is looped

grace period betrayal (branwen)

at least he wanted something 

prod: @vito2300
 
you know i like it when you speak to me soft 
most nights i spend with you alone
feels like we don’t even talk 
know you don’t need me at all 
i’m just taking up this space 
know i’m just here by default

don’t want another 
staying here is gon make me suffer 
n my body shudder 
another night i spent playing lover 
so over summer 
sunlight poking right thru the shutter 
laid under covers
every time i just let him under 

n it’s not hard to see 
but i still don’t get it 
and i bet crying here 
would make me pathetic 
i just type it up 
but don’t send the message 
and god it’s killing me 
but i think i’ll let it 

facing the repercussions 
it’s just what happens 
i can’t help that i'm no good at loving 
i’m just so unbecoming 
he only want me in passing 
at least he wanted something 

yeah is it too much 
promise i’ll be good enough 
be what you want 
even if i can’t feel your touch 
i'm leaking blood 
just waiting till i'm getting crushed 
and when we’re tongue to tongue 
i almost feel like there’s an us 

i’m just a body 
take it off 
and come put it on me 
no need for talking 
when it’s done 
you don’t need to call me 
this shit gon haunt me 
coming round it gets so disheartening 
i guess he caught me
every touch it just leave me starving 

but i’m still there 
right under you
every time 
you call my name 
in the way that i like 
don’t make me feel like 
i am more than a night 
god i tried 
god i tried 

n it’s not hard to see 
but i still don’t get it 
and i bet crying here 
would make me pathetic 
i just type it up 
but don’t send the message 
and god it’s killing me 
but i think i’ll let it 

i know i do this to myself 
i know what’s going on here 
i know i could avoid it, well
i know you’ve put it so clear
and it’s so stupid that i’m wiping my tears 
yeah it’s so stupid that i hold you this dear

unbecoming

prod by buffë
lyrics••
said that you needed a pause

but never gave me the cause

now baby what does it cost?

all cuz u wanted2 run

having a tough time

ur leaving me tongue-tied

i never expected you to be this way

smoke make my lungs fried

i stare with these numb eyes

ask what i could have done2 make u stay

and now ur gone

now ur gone

now ur gone

and i'll keep on moving and going

even when i feel alone

2bad ur not one for growing

cuz you'll never feel at home

all of these problems u cause on yourself

ask how im doing but i'll never tell

u made me this way

and i could have begged u to stay

now ur gone

now ur gone

now ur gone

and now ur gone

having a tough time

ur leaving me tongue-tied

i never expected you to be this way

and now ur gone

now ur gone

gone

produced by me (dawsin)
written by me (dawsin)
everything by me (dawsin) :o

lyrics:
just a figment
of my
imagination
of me

RID OF ME
RID OF ME
MY OTHER PERSONALITY
HE'S NOT A FRIEND TO ME
HATE MYSELF
FAMILY STILL SCARED OF ME
.45 TO MY TEMPLE
I'M READY TO GET
RID OF ME

don't want no one
but I left these flowers 
here for you
baebaebaebae
babe it's true
baebaebaebae
that I wanna blow my head out
so I feel like a drop out
(in life)
so you'll walk in my room and ask me why I did this
ain't been the same, since I regained my pulse

let me leave
let me leave
let me leave 
this horrible dream

I might've said that "I was fine"
but-
ahaa
it's quite the opposite
i-
I don't even know how to feel anymore

remember the first time I said "hey"?
well this the last time I say "bye"
you're so fake
anxiety got me covering my arms in stripes
(our journey together, ends here.)

I'm disappointed in my self
cause 
I still have the ring on
I still haven't taken it off
AND I BET YOU THINK THATS IT'S PITIFUL
BUT I MISS YOUR EARFULS
I MISS WHEN WE TALKED ALOT
AND NOW ITS ALL GONE-

bipolarity

lyrics ⬇️


figurative language



im lonely as often as you’re in my head
thoughts been depleting my every last breath
and i know
last year was cold 
reminds of every time i never told you so

said that i couldnt love you like the other ones in my past
you also told me if you dropped me you would never want me back
did that for a month
now its been minute
used me as crutch
til you left cuz you were livid

cut ties with ur enemies cuz ur trippin i could not
then ill be with my homies til im dead and ima rot
maybe everything you said to me was way wrose than you thought 
way too heavy like an anvil please oh lord just wish me gone

wish me gone
ima leave the same second you push me off
you made dive me off that cliff and i hit the bottom i hit the rocks

wheres the applause
 i thought you wanted me out of the universe up me in the stars
somehow it always feel dark
wish i could tell you that i could restart
but i can’t 
every night you talk to me i feel like you want me to feel like i’m an ant
step over me like the part in the pavement 
i feel like you want me rant


i ran out on everything you tried to fix cuz i couldnt pick up ur hand
watch me go down the list as everything i want just wont go to plan
i roll in the rubble and sticks i know that they can’t understand 
if you gave me one more wish then i would wish that i was them

i cant play pretend
cant go through all this again i know ill get revenge
eventually ill explain to everyone what i did
what i did

you scraped away that memory on skin with 
broken glad
tempted to exempt myself from everything i had

dont remind me of that addiction 
everytime i was there in an instant

now atleast where im at im reminded I exist 
sorry that its killing me i wish that we could live

pushing me and honestly i hate when you persist
but i been here ever forever so i cant even resist
i wish that every night you went out when u been drinking outta line wit all ur friends

switch up the top i don’t wanna slip
im off the bottle i wish i had bliss
i was out fully far in the abyss
if we departed id turn to a man and realize that everything you did was

switch the topic (everest)

detroit

What I Want (reimagined)

Babyplz

23
callerpillar gang
~working in silence~
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