I just want this pain to stop!😭😭🙌🙌

Awe, I love the lyrics. When can we get it on Spotify? I want it on my playlist!

Song: Introspection
Artist: The Evangelist Del La Crüz
Video Presented by @solprodaz & @solmusicus 
Beat Produced by @kubsy71 
Audio Rec. Mix. Mast. By Cruz @solstudiostuc 

I'm back from Fagbook Jail 😂 STILL! I'm no longer gonna stay silent about my mental health issues, along with the topic of mental illness, self-harming, and suicide. Cause ever since I lost my job, fell out of my previous relationship, became bitter about losing my mom, losing my nana, and feeling like I was headed nowhere good; I went into a bad emotional place, and I hadn't felt this way since I first came to faith. I tried self-harming, and contemplated worse. So I sought help recently, I'm going to therapy again, I'm taking Prozac's and Depakote to help my depression and explosive behavior. But I've also had to start taking sleep meds to help me not stay up all night, being restless. In that being said, I want you to know, if you need help, I'm gonna be leaving you links to people that'll help and be available to you 24/7. Please don't hesitate to reach for help during these rough times, I'm praying it'll make a difference:

National Suicide Prevention Lifeline Call: 1-800-273-8255

Crisis Text Line
Text HOME to 741-741

Disaster Distress Hotline
Call 1-800-985-5990, or text TALKWITHUS to 66-746

National Domestic Violence Hotline
Call 1-800-799-7233, or text LOVEIS to 22-522

#music #rap #suicideprevention

Introspection -EP

Introspection

Introspection (Rec. Mix. Mast. By Cruz @SOLStudiosTuc Prod. Kubsy Beats)

Pt. 3 of the School of Life trilogy
Self produced, mixed, and mastered by Black Whole himself

The Syllabus

Gradifestation

Rapanese (6.23.21)

(Verse)
+Fiction freedom. Fraction fixin 
+Fullest function fashionistic
+Wholy wisdom. Wildest wishes
+Watching words while washin wishlists
+Toxic talkin triflin takers
+Tell them truth. Twice the tapers
+Reading reasons. Riding rhythms
+Real reloading right revisions
+Abstract attacks. Always attract
+All active acts. Assets aligned
+Heed happy highs. Half hearted hives
+Hate holders hide. Help headin home
+Breakin bones. Busy buildin
+Couldn't claim clones. Crackin ceilings
+People paint poems. Polished pictures
+Zodiac zones. Zany zeitgeist

Rapanese (Ft. Citrus the Drunken Prophet)

Unknown Science (2.22.22)

(Intro)
Neighbor: That seems like an awful lot to take in all at once Professor... *laughs anxiously* Well I'll let you get back to writing that curriculum of yours. Toodaloo!
*door closes*
Black: Now I can get back to my old records and mysterious activities! *creepy laugh*

(Verse 1)
+Professor Black! I earned degrees in playin wit dynamite!! He should be constructin curriculum at that time a night
+Diamond sight. Speakin wit molecules bout my client price. Silent fight. Sanction your crops until you decline your rights
+Experiments meant to challenge morality. Cooked up a concoction that claimed to cause immortality
+Theory from a thesis that's told to threaten normality. Medicine in mixtures ive made to mute any malady
+Cyphers wit spirits angels n entities. Centuries. Studying cosmic patterns of entropy
+Meant to be. Travelin space prohibited mentally. Sensibly. Actively disobeying the smyphony
+Sacred book. Feel the forbidden knowledge accumulate. Villainous. Ethically sketchy. Habits that you'd erase
+Fadin out. Heard it all bubble until the beaker breaks. Zombie bars. Fully unlocked to lyrically eat ya face

(Hook)
+Back in the laboratory. Blendin these catagories
+Writin this data story. In search of some added glory 
+Glitch when I shift dimensions. Slip through a rift invention
+Switch. Then I flip attention. Trips as he hits ascension

(Verse 2)
+Final gate. I used to skate the block with the guardian. Certain laws of physics don't matter to me. You're hardly men
+Smoked a blunt. Back wit Obama. Said I could pardon sin. Vegas Strip. Dwayne the Rock Johnson said I'm a part a him 
+Back in time. Found my ability to regenerate. Demonstrate. Methods of movement you couldn't simulate
+Integrate. Teachings and sayings packed wit a minutes weight. Current now? Got here last night my nigga. You in it late
+Taught Dr. Robotnik how to hotfix. My ex girl lived off of four loko wit the hot chips
+Plot twist. Im in England. On a watch list. Dots missed. Back at home. Watchin my thoughts shift
+Secret cards. From other desolate time lines. Frequently. Thinking what some determined is mind crimes
+Consciousness. Energy that I send to source. In my lair. Deep in the shadows, summoning ninjas forth

(2nd Hook)

(Outro)
Neighbor: Uh.. Y... You can't rap like that. That's not how that's supposed to sound. So you're actively trying to make no money at all or....? *sighs* My son Bradley would never bump this boomer ass music. Ever. OMG!! This is horrible...

Unknown Science

Professor Black(2.19.22)

(Intro)
Black: Alright class, today i'd like to.....
Student: M.. Mistuwr Bwack Sir, Bwadley wote somethin down he'd wike to shwow yew. He said yo shit is twash n that's why yew teachin us...

(Verse 1)
+People wantin me replaced. Get erased. Piss me off n catch a vase to the face
+You can barely hear the bass at his place. Tell me, what the fuck's a pace to a ace?
+Don't you think that Black abusin his fuse? Once I finish wit these raps. You excused
+Homie ain't nobody ask what you choose! You can lose. All ya views from the news
+On the ground. And the moon. Every day. Lost and found. I assumed! Get away!
+Not around. Now it is. Let it stay! Cop a pound. Catch the fumes. Get it? Blazed
+Amethyst. On my desk. Rollin tray. Open book. Chapter 9. Turn the page
+Tear the sheet. Rip the foil. Go to space. Raised your hand. No, you're wrong. You ain't safe!

(Hook)
+Imma qive ya more than 5 you could quote
+I can see it in ya eyes. Losin hope
+Won't be shrinkin down in size. You can choke
+Quiet while I'm speakin! Black is fuckin teachin!
+Guess that this is the demise. You provoked
+Not the first you met advised. Usin soap
+Won't be shrinkin down in size. You can choke
+Quiet while I'm speakin! Black is fuckin teachin!

(Verse 2)
+Karma hit you in the jaw. Like the law. Woo! You're livin! Go applaud your papaw
+Rappin like im in a braud hittin raw. Fuck ya comment! Where's a mod?! You ain't God
+You don't study for exams? I'll be damned. Take ya notes and then expand. What a plan!
+Barely care about the bands in ya hand. Most these rappers is a scam. Little man
+Take a look, at your map. Now the globe. You been free, to explore. Don't explode
+Game of life. Check your stats. Choose a mode. Keep your faith. In your gifts. That's a code
+Threw a desk, in your face. Broke the wall. Wasn't real. Back in class. You're a dog
+Cook some food. Newest dish. Smoke involved. How the fuck I leave the lake? I evolved

(2nd Hook)

(Transition)
Black: Fuck you Bradley! That's why ya breaf smell like elephant farts n antelope ankles
Bradley: Thas not ewen a woast. That's just oddwy spewcific
Black: Those weren't even my final bars Bradley!!! Ya shit sounds like diet Roddy Rich.. and everybody knows it!!



(Verse 3)
+Went back time. Fought Cane n Able. Brought em both back then I showed em cable
+You'll never reach stars til ya lane is able. People can't rap but remain enabled
+He's a lot to unpack but his brain is fuego! Hulu attack! Now the couch is yo back!
+Somethin somethin bout stacks. Now he gained a halo. Can't ignore the pain so his rain is stable
+Who should we thank that unlocked this prophet? Yeah you got clout but it cost ya profit
+Gimme yo stocks or I'll toss ya pockets. Turn in that test or I'll frost ya talkin
+Do it next year? That is not a option! Set it right there while the pots is washin
+I don't get em all but his thoughts is awesome. Organized words so the plot is watchin'

Professor Black

Game On (11.28.21)

(Verse)
+High res. My build got the GeForce
+Apex on the mic. You just Wii Sports
+Crack shields, every nite. Up in these forts
+FPS so high, I just see more
+Miss the plot. Cuz ya brain got 3 cores
+All gas. No breaks. Fuck a detour
+Never need a power up. Just to beat scores
+Pulled my pen, out the stone. Like Link's sword
+Detailed objects resizin
+Peep my process. I'm Ryzen
+Watch yo HP. You no boss
+Child's play to me. You Roblox
+Why so lost? Open up ya map
+Inventory maxed. Go n cut the crap
+Adjust the path. To play, know you must adapt
+Known to clutch the win. So I'm bustin back

(Hook)
+Everybody wanna make the same song. All I gotta say is game on
(You play the game wrong)

Game On (Ft. Highlighter)

Course Material(2.12.22)

(Verse 1)
+Black Whole. It is I. Like an eye in the sky
+You will die if you lie. Only time til I... pry
+How the fuck you fall asleep again? 
+If i get to close I'll find the box you kept the secret in
+Thats when they go fuck it. Black is tweakin then
+Absent from his English class. Thuggin makin demon cash
+High from his self image til assumptions clashin deep within
+Like his pops who played the trumpet so the beats is him
+Lose an hour in the sequence of these tik toks
+Thinkin bout how I'd be dead without this Hip-Hop
+Bitch stop. I got no function for normality
+Simple simps submit. Subvert themselves to gain a salary
+Welcome to the realm that you just stepped in
+Thought I was rappin til all 12 dimensions crept in
+Couldn't copy this if you inject bars
+I just seasoned food for thought with sprinkled spec stars

(Hook)
+Sweep a flimsy nigga wit a vacuous totality
+Recollect your atoms. Distribute em through the galaxy
+Disciplined n mystic wit an ancient type a balancing
+Why pretend you'll ever know the limits of reality?

(Verse 2)
+Not a single way to be this s lick in moderation. Drop a towel because my dick don't give a fuck bout ovulations
+Stationed. Anywhere they holdin information. Roll up on a brand new skate n get it poppin like some bacon
+You been achin. For me to make this clay become a raisin
+When you don't even eat em. Let alone on the occaison
+Yo you phasin. In n out existence that's amazin. Bitch I wanted garlic I ain't ask you for the cajun
+Black Carl Sagan that went Pagan. I'll throw up gang signs turn ya mind into yarn
+Pretty hard nigga to find wit the harm. Dove inside let go and time was disarmed
+40 oz repeat streets and hoes made me. Baby daddy ain't shit bitch! Ya both crazy
+Made to be this sick. No shit! Ya sold maybe. I been soakin game. On me.. you won't play me!


(Bridge)
+Black is you better or not? I had the cleverest thought. Who would of ever have thought
+Y'all hopped in bed n forgot. Don't get your head in a knot. Lets just remember the plot

Introspection (Rec. Mix. Mast. By Cruz @SOLStudiosTuc Prod. Kubsy Beats)

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