hiya besties! this funky little song is based on hu tao from genshin impact! it's an original but i was heavily inspired by her theme music so ,,, yeah <3 i really like the beginning with all the characters who talk about hu tao and then she actually talks so cool methinks!

Papilio Charontis

this was original supposed to have lyrics and all that but i could never come up with any that fit the vibe of the song so it's just instrumental now lol!

art: https://loveydoveydarling.tumblr.com/post/182066872162/robot-lovecore-moodboard

Singularity

https://noragamithemusical.carrd.co/
trigger warning for noragami the musical: there are themes and depictions of child abuse, eating disorders, murder, mass murder, suicide, self-harm, violence, dysfunctional families, and death.

ah yes, the reprise of the first song in the musical i ever finished writing! hospitalized will always be a fav bc of that and by extension so will its reprise lol. anyway this is right before the very angsty ablution scene and yato is just straight up withering away on the ground outside kofuku's house so yeah not a happy song

WIP/Demo - Paralyzed (Hospitalized Reprise) [Noragami: The Musical]

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trigger warning for noragami the musical: there are themes and depictions of child abuse, eating disorders, murder, mass murder, suicide, self-harm, violence, dysfunctional families, and death.

GOD THIS SONG. I'M REALLY CRYING ABOUT IT.
this is the last song in the whole musical and it uh really hurts me but in a good way! it's very wholesome i think, yato and nora reconcile or whatever and everyone's just very forgiving to each other and i think that's very sweet
found family really gets me emotional i'm brainrotting rn
i also yknow . drew from personal experiences for this song bc i find it to be a pretty relatable situation. nora is rejoining yato and also becoming a part of hiyori and yukine's lives in the process and i feel like i've kinda done similar stuff lately? like i reconnected with old friends and became friends with their new ones while doing that so i kinda took from that whole experience to write this song
am i a nora kinnie? idk maybe

WIP/Demo - Family of Four (Noragami: The Musical)

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trigger warning for noragami the musical: there are themes and depictions of child abuse, eating disorders, murder, mass murder, suicide, self-harm, violence, dysfunctional families, and death.

lmao i'm sick so i sound worse than normal in this but i haven't recorded any demos this month and i'd rather just get one done this month rather than do nothing!
anyway i actually rly like this song lol. it's not the most important song in the musical and its not my favorite in it or anything but i just think it's cool. i like that this song is only side characters bc they deserve some love too!
oh and i had to sing the daikoku parts in the verses an octave higher than what they actually are because i cant reach notes that low!

WIP/Demo - Long-Lost Debt (Noragami: The Musical)

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trigger warning for noragami the musical: there are themes and depictions of child abuse, eating disorders, murder, mass murder, suicide, self-harm, violence, dysfunctional families, and death.

OMG I FINALLY DID THE DEMO FOR THIS SONG LMAO IT TOOK ME SO LONG.
so the original song is in b minor but i had to move it up to d minor so i could reach the lower notes for recording the demo but i promise yato and yukine are tenors lmao.
anyways i just love them

WIP/Demo - Like Father, Like Son (Noragami: The Musical)

https://noragamithemusical.carrd.co/
trigger warning for noragami the musical: there are themes and depictions of child abuse, eating disorders, murder, mass murder, suicide, self-harm, violence, dysfunctional families, and death.

this is one of my fav songs in the whole musical! i think it's really different from how i compose a lot of other songs. idk how to explain it but i like this one
i feel like the context of this one is pretty self explanatory? it's the 2nd song in the musical and it really just exists to establish yato and the far shore and all that. n e ways this is a banger

WIP/Demo - The World Is Full Of Evil (Noragami: The Musical)

Library of Alexandria

Lyrics:

You wanna turn into somebody you’re not?
That kinda sucks, can you go back?
‘Cause suddenly, you’re somebody I never knew
Now that your soul’s turning black

Hey, look into the mirror please
And tell me what you see
‘Cause I’m starting to get worried
That you can’t see clearly

Think it’s funny how you don’t care
Think it’s funny how you’re not there
Tell me why you make me feel scared

Did I really know this person?
Think I did, but I’m still uncertain
Did I really know this person?

The colosseum of your heart’s
A gladiator fight ‘bout to start
(I hope you’re finally ready)
Go on, prove your worth
I know you don’t care if anybody gets hurt
(I hope you know you’re deadly)
See the worst in me
As you cut my heart out easily
(Treat me like your reflection)
Your eyes have no light
No wonder all that’s left for you to do is fight
(Expect an insurrection)

I could’ve sworn that at some point I liked you
I thought that we could’ve been best friends
Of course you had to go and ruin it
Thanks for bringing both sides to an end

Hey, can we both go back in time
To when it all was fine?
Did the mirror fall out of line?
It’s hiding all your crimes

So the past can’t be the present?
Say a prayer for your descendants
Tell me where your mind and heart went

Did I really know this person?
Think I did, but I’m still uncertain
Did I really know this person?

The colosseum of your heart’s
A gladiator fight ‘bout to start
(I hope you’re finally ready)
Go on, prove your worth
I know you don’t care if anybody gets hurt
(I hope you know you’re deadly)
See the worst in me
As you cut my heart out easily
(Treat me like your reflection)
Your eyes have no light
No wonder all that’s left for you to do is fight
(Expect an insurrection)

Go ahead, get your weapon
Go ahead, count down from ten
Treat me like your reflection
Go ahead, say your goodbyes
Aim your eyes up to the sky
Expect to finally die

The colosseum of your heart’s
A gladiator fight ‘bout to start
(I hope you’re finally ready)
Go on, prove your worth
I know you don’t care if anybody gets hurt
(I hope you know you’re deadly)
See the worst in me
As you cut my heart out easily
(Treat me like your reflection)
Your eyes have no light
No wonder all that’s left for you to do is fight
(Expect an insurrection)

Go ahead, get your weapon
Go ahead, count down from ten
Treat me like your reflection
Go ahead, say your goodbyes
Aim your eyes up to the sky
Expect to finally die

Colosseum

Lyrics:

Nobody will look at you
Outwardly, you’re flawed and “flawed” is at it’s best
Nobody will care for you
Unless you can blend in with all the rest

Individuality is for people who are weak and unrefined
So, you should listen to me when I warn you you’re running out of time

Bow down to whatever god you have left to pray to
There’s no saving yourself from who you are
Bow down to appearances, just give up and just accept it
This all was fated in the stars

Don’t you wanna be like them and me?
Be seen perfectly
Imperfection is dead
Don’t you wanna be like them and me?
Like fake celebrities
Imperfect in your head

Reconstruct your faces now
The value of you’s on your lips, so hush
Don’t complain, you asked for this
Don’t tell me that you think it’s all too much

Loneliness can be cured with plastic surgery easily, it seems
But surgery can’t remove who you are
So please throw away your dreams

Bow down to me, your goddess
Pray to me like I’m so perfect
I’m fixing myself as I go
Get on your knees and beg for me
Like my attention’s worth it
I’m camouflaged so no one knows

Don’t you wanna be like them and me?
Be seen perfectly
Imperfection is dead
Don’t you wanna be like them and me?
Like fake celebrities
Imperfect in your head

Inflate your ego and sing about the stupidest things
You’re good, you’re special, everything is right
You’re asking for it, you have no right left to quit
Just close your eyes, pretend it’s gone at night

Sing us a lullaby and everybody they’re fine
Sing us a lullaby and watch us burn ourselves alive
Bodies are modified to please the monster deep inside
Bodies are modified, it’s your fault, don’t you dare cry

Don’t you wanna be a work of art?
Be a broken heart
Imperfection can die
Don’t you wanna be like them and me?
We’re not what we seem
Imperfect in your eyes

So cut off your skin
Let your goals and dreams begin
No one’s got the power to save you now
So cut out your eyes
Let your body burn alive
Is there a way to save myself somehow?
No

Altar of Aphrodite Urania

https://noragamithemusical.carrd.co/
trigger warning for noragami the musical: there are themes and depictions of child abuse, eating disorders, murder, mass murder, suicide, self-harm, violence, dysfunctional families, and death.

omfg it took me so long to finish this song lmao. anyway here's the #yukineisoverparty song

WIP/Demo - Repent (Noragami: The Musical)

https://noragamithemusical.carrd.co/
trigger warning for noragami the musical: there are themes and depictions of child abuse, eating disorders, murder, mass murder, suicide, self-harm, violence, dysfunctional families, and death.

lmao i was supposed to be done with writing songs but then i said haha yatoma duet go brr

WIP/Demo - What Am I Supposed To Do? (Noragami: The Musical)

Original song by Lexy Cameron ❤︎

Lyrics:

Dear younger me, remember your first video game?
I think it was Wii Sports in 2007
Then Wii Sports Resort was exactly the same
Swordfighting with Wii remotes was my new heaven

But games change like people do
Patch notes bring something new
And old games, they fade away
There’s a last time that you’ll play

Dear younger me, remember Minecraft with your friends?
I still play, but all those friendships have met their ends
I play alone now in a house built for one
I spend hours trying to recreate that fun

‘Cause games change like people do
Patch notes bring something new
And old games, they fade away
There’s a last time that you’ll play

But last times, I never see
Even if they’re right in front of me
I discard games I can’t win
And never play again

Dear younger me, don’t glue yourself to the TV
Don’t let it be an antidepressant when your friends leave
Don’t let your new friends be pixels on a screen
Zeroes and ones will never be enough for me

Am I too grown up for these games?
It just doesn’t feel the same
The magic’s gone, bug reports spawned
I wanna take a new game on

This last time, I’m not afraid
Of people in the lobby I made
‘Cause I still love the games I couldn’t win
I can try to play again

Dear Younger Me

❤︎ hi there, i'm lexy! i use she/they/vamp pronouns.

❤︎ this is where i post original songs. if you're looking for not original stuff, go to @o_rangejuic_e !!

❤︎ i mostly write musicals but i write songs outside of musicals sometimes too! the songs that aren't attached to musicals are usually pretty political or opinionated on social issues, so warning for that.

❤︎ the musical i'm working on now is an unauthorized (but fair use!) adaptation of noragami by adachitoka. more info on that can be found at https://noragamithemusical.carrd.co/

❤︎ all the album art for wips/demos for noragami the musical are manga panels drawn by adachitoka!

Lexy ❤︎

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