my spotify:
https://open.spotify.com/artist/1zwx2tmHHw1A96dUSNWLtR?si=ldHv6y-eR2aYTBr5OblBvQ

Thank you to suisside for blessing this song 
https://soundcloud.com/suisside

lyrics: 
" (SWEATT) 
PISS MY LIFE AWAY...
I DONT WANNA DO THAT...
I SMOKE MY WEED ALL DAY...
I DONT WANNA DO THAT.......

PISS MY LIFE AWAY...
I DONT WANNA DO THAT... (x2)

live to fight another day..
i dont wanna sacrifice my life away.
even as a kid i lived with all this pain,
should of loved life but my best years slipped away
i think of suicide cause it wont change.
until i met, suisside and it all changed,
cause all my favourite artists went and passed away,
now i got, new music when i drift away..

(suisside) 
give me one more reason to live 
i can’t stand and watch my life just crumble 
you’re failing 
the test 
give me one more reason to live 
i can’t stand by and watch it unfold 
put a nail in 
my chest

(SWEATT)
PISS MY LIFE AWAY...
I DONT WANNA DO THAT...
I SMOKE MY WEED ALL DAY...
I DON'T WANNA DO THAT...

(suisside) 
give me one more reason to live 
i can’t stand and watch my life just crumble 
you’re failing 
the test 
give me one more reason to live 
i can’t stand by and watch it unfold 
put a nail in 
my chest "

Spotify

suicide saved my life (feat. suisside) Prod. SanVictor

my spotify:
https://open.spotify.com/artist/1zwx2tmHHw1A96dUSNWLtR?si=ldHv6y-eR2aYTBr5OblBvQ

shouts out selfkilla for the beat
https://youtube.com/c/prodselfkilla666

lyrics:
"everything I think is whack 
I wanna whack it in the trash 
I'm always whackin in my room 
and at this point it's getting sad.....
I used to get attached 
but then it stabbed me in the back... 
I could care less, 
I dont even look at stats.
I was flying in the rug but it got pulled from right from under me I remember back in school the bitches used to call me ugly but that was elementary 
when people wouldn't step to me 
and now I got in shape and 
god forbid if someone steps to me.
The feelings in my brain have been changing I'm feeling great.
But it's hard for me to maintain 
never been the same. 
All the pain it wont vacate 
even to this day. I've been crawling out my grave but I've been falling on my face and if you're looking for some free shit from me bitch it's a no go 
I will fuck around and leave my mark in this just like a logo 
didnt know where I was going 
but I do now know where I go 
put my heart up on these beats 
instead of screaming like a psycho.

You can step inside my world but when the times right you will go,
I will never buy you clothes 
you want a rich man you're a hoe 
and you been waiting by the store
I been slamming like a door
and your boyfriend is a dork
I will cook him like some pork, 😗😗
when the times right you will go,
I will never buy you clothes 
you want a rich man you're a hoe 
and you been waiting by the store
I been slamming like a door
and your boyfriend is a dork
I will cook him like some pork, 😗😗"

Pork Prod. selfkilla

my spotify:
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lyrics:
"feeling like a fuck up.
in a matter of minutes I really messed up it dont really matter what happens 
i never catch up...
walk with a mask off.
I've been driving around up in the town 
and I seen you when i had to go stop
at the cross walk...

you were never there when i needed you 
i cant stop cant stop (WAITING) wont stop loving you my heart rots.
giving me shit from other people 
like a pawn shop 
while I'm in the middle of little italy nonstop (WAITING)
they dont wanna give an epiphany
 when it's all gone they don't wanna go and inhibit it when it's all taught.
pick apart the pieces I'm a feature 
not a co-star 
I looked at the sky at night 
and there were no stars.......

feeling like a fuck up.
in a matter of minutes I really messed up it dont really matter what happens 
i never catch up...
walk with a mask off.
I've been driving around up in the town 
and I seen you when i had to go stop
at the cross walk...

I dont wanna admit it 
but I've been stuck in my feelings
and when we're looking at each other 
I dont know if you feel it
I've been stuck inside my room and i will look at the ceiling 
and i will look at that shit 
until i know why I'm pleading (WAITING)
if you really wanna love me you should give me a reason because you're the one I need I'm on my knees and I'm bleeding 
I found the keys to your heart 
found the keys to a demon
you're leading me down a path 
that I hate for no reason
you fucking cunt."

dont sweat it baby Prod. metlast

shouts out the homie Red $now for letting me post this!

heres the lyrics to my verse:
"dont try to tell me stay calm 
when I hop on a beat
I wont do shit 
because im constantly 
lost and I'm beat
bong rip
and a grip on the thoughts that I keep
(grip on the thoughts that I keep)

I'm fucking sick of all you bitches 
that's talking to me
I've been by myself
so when I fall you ain't coming with me
you got another man up in that bed
you ain't cumming with me
(bet you ain't coming with me)

I guess that I dont give a fuck
sorry for the beef
the innocence was left up on that kiss
placed on the cheek
plague is placing itself where its weak
like plaque on the teeth
(plaque on the teeth)

I guess I'll be here by myself
when I vibe to the heat
discreet 
face up in a sheet 
dont know if it's me
keep
thoughts you keep of me
to yourself if you speak"

solid ground (feat. Red $now)

am i alright ? Prod. Metlast

i tried to not be so aggressive and it was alot harder than i thought it would be

lyrics:
"i aint been feeling myself 
from my feet to my belt
so i keep to myself some more
if it means that ill squash all the beef 
that im carrying with me i think it would help some more
if you cant show me the reason im feeling my pain  
i will find it myself and more
every time that i talk in a mic
and im hearing myself
i aint feeling my vibe im bored

hating myself i dont got my own back
and a minute ago i just fell on my ass
then im getting back up
put on a mask
open a flask and im slamming it back
never been 1st yeah ill always be last
painting a smile on my face like a mask
and if its a curse i will give it no passion
ill walk away and smile and laugh

riding around in a whip and im smoking a blunt
and im hoping nobody will find me
getting a vision of what i did in my past
if you keep driving ill leave it behind me
but i said fuck no
ive been looking for a lost soul
that been looking for a lost soul

lasso
around the neck of the asshole
thats been making me half full
bashfull
when you're taking a hand full
and leave me with a capsule
macro
but you say micro
so thats where it might go
cash flow
what you want from a psycho
that see a vision with his eyes closed

i aint been feeling myself 
from my feet to my belt
so i keep to myself some more
if it means that ill squash all the beef 
that im carrying with me i think it would help some more
if you cant show me the reason im feeling my pain  
i will find it myself and more
every time that i talk in a mic
and im hearing myself
i aint feeling my vibe im bored

hating myself i dont got my own back
and a minute ago i just fell on my ass
then im getting back up
put on a mask
open a flask and im slamming it back
never been 1st yeah ill always be last
painting a smile on my face like a mask
and if its a curse i will give it no passion
ill walk away and smile and laugh"

half full Prod. Metlast

"I dont ever wanna die 
with a feeling that's inside 
of me telling me I cant take this pain 
In a matter of minutes I'm 
gonna get it together because I'm 
knowing that we both feel the same
and if it wasent for friends
that I can go to when I need it I'm 
knowing that I wont make a change 
and if I could go back in time
I would run and 
take the drugs out your veins

walk around town 
with a stomach full of mud and 
I'm thinking get the fuck out my face
word around town
we been thinking that you're gone
because you never go outside in this place
If you never admit it
you're gonna start without finishing 
and you're just gonna walk in one place 
I've been smoking and coughing 
and drinking thinking like Kinison praying 
I dont wanna die in this way

running away
back to the head when I'm running away 
wont get away with a shot to the brain
drinking and slipping I'm stumbling 
mumbling losing my feeling with
drugs in my veins 
losing my vision and puffing and puffing 
and struggling 
one second
might make a change

I dont ever wanna die 
with a feeling that's inside 
of me telling me I cant take this pain 
In a matter of minutes I'm 
gonna get it together because I'm 
knowing that we both feel the same
and if it wasent for friends
that I can go to when I need it I'm 
knowing that I wont make a change 
and if I could go back in time
I would run and 
take the drugs out your veins

I dont ever wanna die 
with a feeling that's inside 
of me telling me I cant take this pain 
In a matter of minutes I'm 
gonna get it together because I'm 
knowing that we both feel the same
and if it wasent for friends
that I can go to when I need it I'm 
knowing that I wont make a change 
and if I could go back in time
I would run and 
take the drugs out your veins"

veins Prod. sorrow bringer & SWEATT

shouts out to the homie Amonzious for beat
Amonzious (Sound Cloud) - @user-925697639

Live Prod. Amonzious

lyrics:
"lost in the mind of a maniac
I'm the kid that dont know how to act
and when its gone ima make it back
because I dont know if I'll make it back

when it's gone 
and it's in the trash
it doesnt mean that you cant
get it back
and even if you're not yet on a track
grab the wheel n smash up on the gas
(let's get it)

lost in the mind of a maniac
I'm the kid that dont know how to act
and when its gone ima make it back
because I dont know if I'll make it back
lost in the mind of a maniac
I'm the kid that dont know how to act
and when its gone ima make it back
because I dont know if I'll make it back

bitch made
I've been looking for switch blades 
never ever been the type to 
get paid 
from the shit that I did say
but I hope I am that type that can be
getting saved
from the problems that's enslaved 
even if I am so hopeless
I'll get away
because I'm looking for better days
I ain't been paying attention to
piss stains 
that been talking about mistakes 
I have been talking to people with
strained wrists
walk around with a wrist stain 
driving around in a town with no
brain attached 
hoping that I dont pay the tax
under the influence when I been
driving fast
hoping that I dont fucking crash
(but i did)

lost in the mind of a maniac
I'm the kid that dont know how to act
and when its gone ima make it back
because I dont know if I'll make it back
lost in the mind of a maniac
I'm the kid that dont know how to act
and when its gone ima make it back
because I dont know if I'll make it back"

The Kid That Dont Know How To Act Prod. V-E Beats

idk why this flow has been my go to flow lately 
Lyrics -
"thoughts in the cap
will never wrap
time we had
cant get it back
in the basement with the dust and spiders
and the rats
he thinks its over because he 
never thought that it could last

thoughts in the cap
will never wrap
(WHAT, WHAT)
time we had
cant get it back
(WHAT, WHAT)
thoughts in the cap
will never wrap
(WHAT, WHAT)
thoughts are trapped
inside a glass

i never thought that i could make it far
in a cast
face down
in the dirt 
in the grass
in the dirt by the grass
and people looking at me
thinking im a half a man

thoughts in the cap
will never wrap
(WHAT, WHAT)
thoughts are trapped
inside a glass"

thoughts in the cap Prod. V-E Beats

"yeah its just me
over a lil peep type beat
I just wanna keep my peace
yeah you know what I mean
never been the one to get seen

I just want to try to get clean

yeah if you're like me
and when you turn 19
knowing you will never be the same
because you found yourself a drink

moderation not enough to please 

you dont wanna be like me
now its R.I.P
to the N. O. E to the B. L double E
got a P. R. O. M. I. S. E
and I'm keeping it deep up inside of me
N. O. E. B. L. double E
we will never be another one like you 
and we were lucky to have you 
so its rest in peace

and I hope you're in your resting place 
even if you're not just in case
I've been praying for you every day

cringe white boy rapping is back 
thoughts are not trapped up inside of my ass
because I got rid of the thoughts in the cap

ain't shit sweet
when you're living in shits creek
you don't wanna get piss feet
but you're in wrist deep 

and you got some A.D.H.D
wonder why its aiming at me
I'm trying to be coming in peace 

I never wanna D. I. E
even if I L. I. E  just to be like me
looking at myself in the mirror thinking that I'll never be like me

yeah its just me
over a lil peep type beat
I just wanna keep my peace
yeah you know what I mean
never been the one to get seen

I just want to try to get clean

yeah if you're like me
and when you turn 19
knowing you will never be the same
because you found yourself a drink

moderation not enough to please 

you dont wanna be like me
now its R.I.P
to the N. O. E to the B. L double E
got a P. R. O. M. I. S. E
and I'm keeping it deep up inside of me
N. O. E. B. L. double E
we will never be another one like you 
and we were lucky to have you 
so its rest in peace"

19 Prod. sorrow bringer & SWEATT

Sweet Dreams Made of Hennessy Prod. Chano

my spotify:
https://open.spotify.com/artist/1zwx2tmHHw1A96dUSNWLtR?si=ldHv6y-eR2aYTBr5OblBvQ

lyrics:
"keep my name out your face lil bitch
YOU DONT KNOW ME
im riding in the rain with a stick
AND MY HOMIES
keep my name out your face lil bitch
YOU DONT KNOW ME
im riding in the rain with a stick
AND MY HOMIES

get my name out your face!
SHOOT AT YOUR LIP
THEN IM RUNNING THE RACE
THEN I COOL WITH A BITCH
WITH A BLUNT IN MY FACE
AND IM RIDING AROUND 
WHEN IM MAKING IT RAIN!

MAKING IT RAIN MAKING IT RAIN
RIDING AROUND WITH A GUN ON MY WAIST
RIDING AROUND WITH A GUN ON MY WAIST
FUCKING AROUND AND I SHOOT AT YOUR FACE

keep my name out your face lil bitch
YOU DONT KNOW ME
im riding in the rain with a stick
AND MY HOMIES
keep my name out your face lil bitch
YOU DONT KNOW ME
im riding in the rain with a stick
AND MY HOMIES"

STICK Prod. SWEATT

my spotify:
https://open.spotify.com/artist/1zwx2tmHHw1A96dUSNWLtR?si=ldHv6y-eR2aYTBr5OblBvQ

shouts out to ZANCTION for the beat

ZANCTION Sound Cloud: https://soundcloud.com/zanctionmusic

Lyrics:
    its been a while i came for my spot
if you think about robbin me you might not
wanna do it 
   cause ill probably just have fun
with a couple fuckin bullets into your lung
man i really wanna 
CHOKE A BITCH AND GET SOME!…

HOPEFULLNESS I GET NONE!
i dont really wanna
GO FOR THIS AND GET NONE!
if i think about it
LONLEYNESS WILL JUST COME!
ive been getting sick of 
PAIN INSIDE OF MY HEART!
WHY THE FUCK I HAVE 
PAIN INSIDE OF MY HEART!?
 if its because of my 
BRAIN I SWEAR ILL GET SMART
if its because of my 
BRAIN I SWEAR ILL GET SMART!….

RAGE!!!…
DRIFTING AWAY!!..
NUMBING THE PAIN!
LOOK AT MY VEINS!…
ITS IN MY VEINS!…
I DONT FEEL THE SAME!
DRIFTING AWAY!..
DRIFTING AWAY!…
I NEED AN ESCAPE!!!
NEED AN ESCAPE!!
I NEED AN ESCAPE!!!
RAGE!!!…
DRIFTING AWAY!!..
NUMBING THE PAIN!
LOOK AT MY VEINS!…
ITS IN MY VEINS!…
I DONT FEEL THE SAME!
DRIFTING AWAY!..
DRIFTING AWAY!…
I NEED AN ESCAPE!!!
NEED AN ESCAPE!!
I NEED AN ESCAPE!!!
I NEED AN ESCAPE!!!

i dont need no fun
ima kill about 5 4 3 2 1
if you bitches wanna 
RUN GO SPEED MY GUT
GO FULL SPEED 
IF YOU HEAR A CLICK
THEN RUN GO LOW KEY!

AND GET THE CASH OUT!
IM ABOUT TO GO LASH OUT!

AND IMA DO IT WITH THE MASK OFF! 
IM FEELING PISSED OFF!

SO IM ABOUT TO DANCE NOW!
AND IMA  BLOW YOUR FUCKING BACK OUT!

IM BOUT TO BLACK OUT
I LIKE YOU BETTER WITH THE PANTS ON
AND YOU CAN NEVER FUCKIN TAP OUT!


RAGE!!!…
DRIFTING AWAY!!..
NUMBING THE PAIN!
LOOK AT MY VEINS!…
ITS IN MY VEINS!…
I DONT FEEL THE SAME!
DRIFTING AWAY!..
DRIFTING AWAY!…
I NEED AN ESCAPE!!!
NEED AN ESCAPE!!
I NEED AN ESCAPE!!!
RAGE!!!…
DRIFTING AWAY!!..
NUMBING THE PAIN!
LOOK AT MY VEINS!…
ITS IN MY VEINS!…
I DONT FEEL THE SAME!
DRIFTING AWAY!..
DRIFTING AWAY!…
I NEED AN ESCAPE!!!
NEED AN ESCAPE!!
I NEED AN ESCAPE!!!
I NEED AN ESCAPE!!!

RAGE Prod. ZANCTION

my spotify:
https://open.spotify.com/artist/1zwx2tmHHw1A96dUSNWLtR?si=ldHv6y-eR2aYTBr5OblBvQ

shouts out to S U N D S on the beat

S U N D S - https://soundcloud.com/sunds_god

this one was for fun

Amnesia Prod. S U N D S

my spotify:
https://open.spotify.com/artist/1zwx2tmHHw1A96dUSNWLtR?si=ldHv6y-eR2aYTBr5OblBvQ

*soundcloud exclusive*

shouts out to ghost 609 for the feature and UNTITLED RARE for the beat
ghost 609 (Sound Cloud)- https://soundcloud.com/ghost609
bad fee (Sound Cloud) - https://soundcloud.com/untitled-rare

away with the thoughts in my head pt.1 (feat. ghost 609) Prod. bad fee

my spotify:
https://open.spotify.com/artist/1zwx2tmHHw1A96dUSNWLtR?si=ldHv6y-eR2aYTBr5OblBvQ

shouts out to SUNDS for the amazing beats
SUNDS (SoundCloud) - https://soundcloud.com/sunds_god 

Lyrics: 
"YEAH MY HEAD ABOUT TO ROT NOW,
RIGHT NOW!
ALL THE THOUGHTS I WANNA STOP NOW
RIGHT NOW! 
YEAH MY HEAD ABOUT TO ROT NOW,
RIGHT NOW!
ALL THE THOUGHTS I WANNA STOP NOW,
RIGHT NOW!
YEAH MY HEAD ABOUT TO ROT NOW,
RIGHT NOW!
ALL THE THOUGHTS I WANNA STOP NOW
RIGHT NOW! 
YEAH MY HEAD ABOUT TO ROT NOW,
RIGHT NOW!
ALL THE THOUGHTS I WANNA STOP NOW,
RIGHT NOW!
...
I WAKE UP IN THE MORNING LOOK IM A BITCH,
"WHY THE FUCK I WANNA SLIT ON MY WRIST,
I BEEN FEELING LIKE THE FLITHIEST PIG,
I JUST WANNA GO AND JUMP OFF A BRIDGE!
EVERY TIME YOU SAYING THAT IM GON QUIT,
I JUST WANNA GO AND THROW UP A FIST,
100 THOUSAND DOLLARS ON YOUR WRIST,
I JUST BEEN SICK OF YOU DOING THAT SHIT!"
..
RIGHT NOW!
ALL THE THOUGHTS I WANNA STOP NOW,
RIGHT NOW!
YEAH MY HEAD ABOUT TO ROT NOW,
RIGHT NOW!
ALL THE THOUGHTS I WANNA STOP NOW,
RIGHT NOW!
YEAH MY HEAD ABOUT TO ROT NOW,
RIGHT NOW!
ALL THE THOUGHTS I WANNA STOP NOW!
RIGHT NOW!!"

RIGHT NOW (Raw Vocals, Un Edited / Mixed) Prod. S U N D S

my spotify:
https://open.spotify.com/artist/1zwx2tmHHw1A96dUSNWLtR?si=ldHv6y-eR2aYTBr5OblBvQ

Shout out to SUNDS on the beat
SUNDS (Sound Cloud): https://soundcloud.com/sunds_god/tracks

DONT DO IT AGAIN Prod. S U N D S

my spotify:
https://open.spotify.com/artist/1zwx2tmHHw1A96dUSNWLtR?si=ldHv6y-eR2aYTBr5OblBvQ

LIES Prod. SWEATT (un finished)

my spotify:
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*soundcloud exclusive*

(Nov.16.2018 7:37pm, i was informed many people have used this beat. i apologize to my supporters incase me using this beat pissed anyone off.)

1 2 3 Prod. MARS MISSION

my spotify:
https://open.spotify.com/artist/1zwx2tmHHw1A96dUSNWLtR?si=ldHv6y-eR2aYTBr5OblBvQ

i really don't know how this is getting so many views 

(AMV)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HAFgaT4N6C0
(made by Aaron Kane)
Aaron Kane (Sound Cloud) -
https://soundcloud.com/aaron-kane-4/tracks

i dont want to die i just want the pain to go away Prod. CRCL

*soundcloud exclusive*

Lyrics: 
“ stuck in the mind of the hopeless,
they dont wanna be the one that wrote this,
get up on a beat then i choke this
i dont wanna live if i aint living with a purpose
finna be
down on the ground where the dirt is
cold
they dont wanna be the ones at yellow brick road
and you dont wanna be the one at  white brick road
cause both roles really gonna take your soul
its a no go you dont wanna let this go
its a no go you aint gonna pay for coke
local  with a dark soul full of 
charcole 
drive full speed into the wall with a car full

muscle on body like caramel
smoking and drinking not careful
it is unbearable
the choices im making histerical
looking around for a miracle
this is my buryal

the eye sight that i cant find
is airial,
ive been sick of feeling very old
wait there he is
ive been stuck in aquariums,
sitting next to an aireis
and you dont really know how scary it is

when you look in your soul and you get sick!
then you make a fist, on a gun, with a bullet,
and let it Rip!!

(let it rip…………
let it rip………….
let it rip………….
let it rip…………..) “

shout out to boyfifty on the beat
boyfifty (YouTube): https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC95UaEZoQoPKVFmW8sN59JQ

this beat is 100% a "sad xxxtentacion type beat". im aware using this puts me into a category of "biting someones style" shoot me.

SADNESS Prod. boy50 (raw vocals)

THRASHED Prod. Yung Vro

my spotify:
https://open.spotify.com/artist/1zwx2tmHHw1A96dUSNWLtR?si=ldHv6y-eR2aYTBr5OblBvQ
shouts out to CRCL for making the beat

CRCL (Soundcloud) - 
https://soundcloud.com/crclxx/tracks
CRCL (Youtube) - https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCI7QoNJm8CfX0BzhnffUQZw

CRY Prod. CRCL

*reupload* FACE FUCK Prod. Cole The King

my spotify:
https://open.spotify.com/artist/1zwx2tmHHw1A96dUSNWLtR?si=ldHv6y-eR2aYTBr5OblBvQ

being here, able to do all this still.... what a blessing... shouts out to Ocean Beats for the vibes <3 heres a link https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCpipAjo9fIhDMXOoo0Mm86Q
lyrics: 
"[chorus] 
man i fucking hate myself ill break myself.
im tryina be an artist but i dont wanna paint myself
i hate myself ill break myself... i wanna go really hard 
but i know i gotta pace myself i hate myself ill break myself i hate my face
i hate my voice 
i fucking hate it when i make that noise
ill break myself and change myself and figure out a reason why i feel 
pain and doubt.
[verse]
i took a break...
i was thinking "i wanna take myself" i took a drink,
cause i dont wanna save my health fuck what you think.
because i didnt wanna take my help
so when it sinks..
im going down with no one else.
im feeling naked now when the angels down.
i step inside a matrix route with a hateful sound,
and i got faith in doubt but i make it out.
im happy im alive and i didnt fucking take myself!
[chorus]
man i fucking hate myself ill break myself.
im tryina be an artist but i dont wanna paint myself
i hate myself ill break myself... i wanna go really hard 
but i know i gotta pace myself i hate myself ill break myself i hate my face
i hate my voice 
i fucking hate it when i make that noise
ill break myself and change myself and figure out a reason why i feel 
pain and doubt.
man i fucking hate myself ill break myself.
im tryina be an artist but i dont wanna paint myself
i hate myself ill break myself... i wanna go really hard 
but i know i gotta pace myself i hate myself ill break myself i hate my face
i hate my voice 
i fucking hate it when i make that noise
ill break myself and change myself and figure out a reason why i feel 
pain and doubt...."

Hate Myself Prod. Ocean Beats

my spotify:
https://open.spotify.com/artist/1zwx2tmHHw1A96dUSNWLtR?si=ldHv6y-eR2aYTBr5OblBvQ

i couldnt find the producer to this beat, I'm hoping one day I'll find the person who made this beat so I can credit them. all beats I've used were free beats or beats made for me, and I cant remember if this was a free youtube beat or a beat made for me. so hopefully the producer hears this song and contacts me.

White Line

my spotify:
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;)
shouts out KIDx for coming in HOT on this feature
https://soundcloud.com/soskidx
and
shouts out to S U N D S for the beat
https://soundcloud.com/sunds_god

BLACKOUT (feat. KIDx) Prod. S U N D S IG@unofficialsweatt IG@soskidx

my spotify:
https://open.spotify.com/artist/1zwx2tmHHw1A96dUSNWLtR?si=ldHv6y-eR2aYTBr5OblBvQ

lyrics:
“i should shut my fucking mouth
and stick to what im good at
because its always 2020 vision 
when you wanna look back.
and when i wanna look back
its speaker and a backpack.
and i got more drugs than a tweaker in my back pack!
all i want is love but im sleeping where the rats at,
but i aint gonna get it if im sitting on my fat ass
im always thinking cynical,
so i try to mask that.
and speaking of my mask
its at the bottom of my backpack 
im sick of all you women that been passed around like hand sanitizer and everytime you try to lie to me i know you’re a liar
but when your rooms pitch black, click clack im a lighter
and now im dealing with your feelings but im mentally tired you’re talking to me like you love me n turn around like a tire then find another man in no time
thinking i struck out…
theres a reason you talk to people but i stuck out.
theres a reason you talk to people but i stuck out.
i should shut my fucking mouth
and stick to what im good at
because its always 2020 vision 
when you wanna look back.
and when i wanna look back
its speaker and a backpack.
and i got more drugs than a tweaker in my back pack!
all i want is love but im sleeping where the rats at,
but i aint gonna get it if im sitting on my fat ass
im always thinking cynical,
so i try to mask that.
and speaking of my mask
its at the bottom of my backpack 
im sick of all the thoughts that “i just have” 
so i scratch that its a cinima my momma wanna talk but i dont answer it.
im too busy on my come up but i wont come up with an answer with, question that i had who would of thought i wouldnt ask of it.
wishing that my demons fucking pass away.
why they be a cast away?
bet you wanna talk about my feelings but its not today!
the hospitals a week away, the gun is in my mouth today its too fucking late get away i wanna let it bang!”

shouts metlast for the beat
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCGDePQVGIZccm9g0UwoNOgg

Where Did The Light Go? Prod. Metlast

my spotify:
https://open.spotify.com/artist/1zwx2tmHHw1A96dUSNWLtR?si=ldHv6y-eR2aYTBr5OblBvQ

lyrics:
"Love... burning in the evil when it comes 
ive been a burden to the people that i love i will admit that im a chump.
breathing every day but ive been drunk i got a hump up on my back and ive been slump... im getting plump, wait, ive been getting fatter than a fuck its crazy when you're living life dont give a fuck
you give it up up in a month... 
friends have been waiting they had enough i see my face up in the mirror then crush it up.......
i get the ice from the freezer crush it up and put it in the glass then fill it up with beer and fuck it up !
im drunk as fuck i hate the taste of the drinks but i love the buzz
when i get the buzz the things that i need? im running from...
man im feeling so dumb when im in the dumps
when i get my messages dont look dont wanna talk.
people get impressions that we're friends but then i call it off
its not that i dont wanna be your friend its just that im alot,
to deal with... im real happy then im not, real quick. ill make you smile then give you a headache real quick....... change you little fuck.
do it for the ones that you love looking down from above.
you're a clown getting shoved to the ground you aint tough
you still around? you had enough?
you wanna pounce you wanna cuss you wanna climb up out the ruble because you're sick of all this stuff......."

Artwork by: Freezing Jesus https://soundcloud.com/freezingjesus
Shouts out to Metlast for the beat https://www.youtube.com/c/metlast

Burden (freestyle) Prod. Metlast

my spotify:
https://open.spotify.com/artist/1zwx2tmHHw1A96dUSNWLtR?si=ldHv6y-eR2aYTBr5OblBvQ
had to let some shit out

shouts out to CRCL for this insane beat <3
Youtube 
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Instagram
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