melancholic longing 

SOCIALS:

ANGL:
www.instagram.com/hellboundangl/

mobile.twitter.com/hellboundangl

APT9:
https://m.soundcloud.com/weareapartment9

https://instagram.com/apt9charlie?igshid=9cgzegnqnpn9

https://twitter.com/apt9charlie?s=21

STARSMP3:
https://on.soundcloud.com/cTBVpLVSKg3YbKEP8

https://instagram.com/beatsbystars?igshid=MzRlODBiNWFlZA==

SXREY:
https://m.soundcloud.com/sxrey


LYRICS:

ANGL:

honestly i’m terrified of ever fucking losing you 
i never ever meant for all the shit i put you through 
but if you leave me, i could never blame you
i could never blame you, i could never blame you 

you should know id always keep fighting 
for you 
even if fighting for you is the the death of me
you should know i would give up everything 
if that meant in the end
you will die beside me

i remember when you kissed my head
and every single word you said 
i know it’s not permanence but im 
not complacent, i try not to push it
i cant stand my temperament 

because of my environment 
if you run out of patience 
so much fuckin tribulations 
how could i blame you?

all i fuckin know is i was fuckin made for you
(i was fuckin made for you)

SXREY:

How could I blame you if everything went wrong 
Know this shit hurts me
I knew it from the start
I was up all night
Fightin dark with light
You wanna know what up
But you’re on my mind 
 
Fuck it
Know you don’t care nothing personal
I see you stare, im so emotional
I would let you leave, if you don’t fw me
I want the best for you even if it’s not me

honestly i’m terrified of ever fucking losing you 
i never ever meant for all the shit i put you through 
but if you leave me, i could never blame you
i could never blame you, i could never blame you

how could i blame u? w/ SXREY (prod. apt9 x starsmp3)

<3's so cold

mixed and mastered by:
@Slayerz_64
@RsktkrsNetwork

Prod by:
@VINSO

Written and Performed by:
@Slayerz_64

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***LYRICZ***

Honestly,
 I just wanna restart
And my sounds
They come from my warm heart

It's so loud
The gas that I'm sparking
Keep it down
I don't wanna start it

Get tf out of my way
Yeah I guess you call me slay
I don't do this for the fame
N no I'm never playing games
And my legacy won't end
And I'm ripping off their heads
They would stab me and I bled
Level up I did defend

now I'm stacking it up
I don't give a fuck

I manifest this
And I manifest that
get tf back
If u gon hate
Yeah I like cake
I can be sweet
But switch up
Then You'll be done 

It's a bright and sunny day
It's the opposite of rain
Yesterday it's washed away
Like the feelings of my pain
I had wished for us to end
Bridges burned we couldn't mend
Didn't write this with a pen
Bitch it's slay I'm on my zen

Shout out the homie see *zenz!
hit the gas I'm gonna *send
right in 1st you finish last
It's my path I got the pack

Making plays it's just like Shaq
Slayers ready for attack
And I'm pushing all em back
In the pit and that's just facts!!

Had to get it like this
I never could miss
I don't gotta diss
I'm making these hits
And taking the risks
I'm not gonna quit
The blade on my hip 
It matches my fit..

I wanna go 
I'm gonna see
All my dreams
Cause I believe
Told her come here
N lay with me
(But) All of my love
She'll never keep 

Honestly,
 I just wanna restart
And my sounds
They come from my warm heart

It's so loud
The gas that I'm sparking
Keep it down
I don't wanna start it


radiance! 🔆 prod. @VINSO

Use 2 Talk On Skype XD

Use 2 Talk On Skype XD (prod. whatafuckingbitch)

vibrate w/ lilinsomnia (relic)

[lyrics ;3]

ik that ur hurting
but i cant move on
u tell me everything
and so i put it in a song
in a song where i go
where i fall down

and ik that i never worked out
and i hope that find someone way better
than me
and ik and that i am
never never never
what it seems
im such a liar to u
im not well but i can be better for u

ur a twisted version of me
cant see like above me
and ik im like a puppet
u pull on my strings
and i say like fuck it
fuck it all

but ik that i lost it all
when ur eyes locked eyes w me
and ik that it was meant to be
and ig its the wrong time now
now that i lost u in the moonlight
i wish u were rlly here by my side
but ur not and i fucked it up
ig thats what i get for being fkn dumb

and im so sorry
can u come back to me

ik that ur hurting
but i cant move on
u tell me everything
and so i put it in a song
in a song where i go
where i fall down

and ik that i never worked out
and i hope that find someone way better
than me
and ik and that i am
never never never
what it seems
im such a liar to u
im not well but i can be better for u

ur a twisted version of me
cant see like above me
and ik im like a puppet
u pull on my strings
and i say like fuck it
fuck it all

someone way better than me (+ 2001 , sor)

Gnarly [Tekika]

H8 The Club W/ Vrils (Prod. Nejdos)

prod. nari 
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🗒️:
Cuh, taking my time, see the fog on the window, Sliding, I'm slipping/sipping, my car hydroplaning, Talking and tripping, you always complaining. I had cut the horns off my head, I was worshipping Satan, 'Cause I don't care where the bullet lands, I don't care where I'm aiming. I had put your head on a plate 'cause had I needed it plated, I had to put sense in my head, my jewel, it got jaded. I'm in her sea, Aquaman, Poseidon called her home, 'Cause I know where she always at, a dog hiding a bone. Instant call, I got her, I just got to pick up the phone, 'Cause in her body, got to go, I got to take it slow. 'Cause sometimes my song connect with the pain, I was stumbling, ODing in the rain. I felt better with the drugs inside my brain, and who to blame? Myself, I looked in the mirror again, It's always my fault. But I still want get lit when she get lit, She get dirty, she give me all of her spit, Then shaking and she making all her rent. We got bacon on the stove, I caught a pig, Tuna fish in the sea, I caught it big, Gave my heart but what's to give? I got a AR cooling kit, It's about to hit your head, The chopper taking you to bed. Taking my time, see the fog on the window, I know I've been close to death, not where I want go, 'Cause the reaper, my best friend, he stand close, He stand by, So I look both sides when I am on the road, I pack a pistol in case a pussy on patrol, 'Cause I ain't tryna get killed by Pinocchio, Bunch of lying bitch-ass niggas with no soul.

fog on windows

stream

fog on windows /prd. nari/

T4blets (kemye)

She gone leave and I know it
Sticky park and it’s potent
By the bay I be rollin
Throw them racks to the ocean

If you love me then show it
Fore I run outta time
She know I’m a sad boy
I’m losing my mind

I can’t show no emotion 
Why this bitch make me cry
I been fixing this potion
Ima float ima fly
No it’s not that important
What I’m feeling inside 
Though the words have been spoken
Couldn’t tell me I’m fine 

But I hope you’re feeling better
I’m stuck regretting every second we spent together
Glad I gave you back your sweater
Couldn’t wanna be attached to you and your endeavors 

So what’s there left to do when the only thing I know is that I can’t rely on you?
I learned from yesterday, you’ll never understand and I expected that from you 

( Can’t you tell I’m bleeding
You’re pulling the incision
I need me a reason 
I can’t make these decisions
Say it all like you mean it

Cuz I can’t even feel shit)

Keep my phone close to my heart so when you reach out I feel something 
Keep the lows peaked in the mix so when I turn up I feel something 
Keep my phone in reach, put the words together, think it sounds good to me
I’ve been falling down, could we fall forever? Yeah think it sounds good to me

iphone <3 (no drums version)

xp

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