This still feels like it's missing something but I can't really figure out what. It's quite repetitive, which definitely doesn't aid that. 

Huge thanks to https://soundcloud.com/dripalixn for making the art for this song, his linktree is here: https://linktr.ee/alixn
Thanks to https://soundcloud.com/w3im for sending me a bunch of Crash cymbal samples after my whole sample library corrupted lol

Qtip

yuh
Drawing used in the cover is by 東山 翔/ひがしやましょう

Spoken wordy bit:
Lips white from frost,
And fingers numb from snow;
I could probably help,
But please wait outside.

Lips scorched dry,
By the midday sun;
I wish I could help,
But please wait outside.

The words you speak,
Infectious to my ears as vines to a tree;
There’s something gentle,
And something sweet,
In how on my own, I’m incomplete

It’s destructive 
And I’ve romanticised it
Curling myself around
Someone’s ankles if they allow me to

Tripping and depending
And fracturing with no
Intention of mending

Reforming
A word i never use
An action i won’t do

So when I’m peeled away 
From the side of someone who hosted me
I wither,
And I rot 
I spoil and I go off

I wait, in full stasis
Until another picks me up
I Affix myself, pin myself
Tether and adhere myself

Myself, a strange notion
Physically it’s true, 
But a parasite is such that its contents is derivative 
It’s null without a host so I maintain that’s indicative

That,
I’m in no way more than a hard exoskeleton

A glutton with a fondness for the foolish person who warms me and feeds me until I feel complete.

Juiced

Thamk to https://soundcloud.com/kashinoki for lending an ear and some expertise

Fun fact, the title of this song means 'coward', not to be confused with the Breakcore/DnB alias of Junior Robinson 'Kashinoki' :'D.  I toyed with a few ways of saying it like 'yowamushi' (wealking) and 'ikujinashi' (timid creature) but none of them really fit for the title. I used 'Okubyoumono/Okubyou-sha' (臆病者)in the song because the kanji alone can be read as sick, person, and timidity. 

Spoken word with translation:

私は言った
私のタイプじゃないよ
まああ
嘘だ
ほんとうに 僕は嘘つきだ
ごめんえ
許して ください
待っててください
臆病者です
あなたに迷惑かけたくない
じゃまたね

I said
not my type
well
it was a lie
really, I'm a liar.
sorry
forgive me please
please wait for me
I'm a coward
I don't want to bother you
well, later.

Koshinuke

Consider this the teaser for my top secret upcoming EP! This song was made about a dream I had. And maaayyy also be featured on Retrac Recordings' dream comp ;o

I had a strange albeit calm dream; after a leisurely stroll around some type of park resort/theme park thing, well, I boarded a rather modern yet petite lemon-yellow train. It was quiet and I was the only person aboard. The windows, well majority of the time they returned a reflection of my own face, and in other locations I was free to admire various incandescent streetlights and whatever else may glow and glare against a vaguely grubby double-glazed casement. I heard a simple tune to the murmur of the powerlines above and the metallic whirring of wheels against steel track, such became the hum of my voice as I awoke and began to draft 'Tabi'

Tabi

Another one for the album I'm working on...

Feather

Another one for the album.. At this rate I'll have leaked all of it before it's actually out lmfao

Pecan

just a lil thing i did, can't render at higher qual bc some of my synths broke

Consciousness

Something a bit different, the only acoustic song I've refined enough to settle with. I think I first wrote this in 2019 but it's hard to remember, it might've been early 2020.

Lyrics:
I don't know if you can hear those crickets, but I can.
Honestly I don't really know, when the sound began.
Rose is a rose, is a rose is a rose,
Or whatever it was she said,
I guess what I've learnt,
Is to carry on until I end up dead.

I've never had a worse habit than complaining,
Even though I'm the one who should really be changing.

Not waning and wailing and whining,
I'm biding my time for a clock I know doesn't chime.
I'm wasting not chasing just waiting,
I'm aching, not aiding
Anything.

Not changing, anything.

Moon (2.0)

Camera lens in cold air, towards the moon
Hold arms so like a shadow,
Sunbeams from rich cup to close,
Laid his dread and kissed my head.

Keep the worship of your eyes;
Sit while we, our rhythmic beat,
And a white flame in my heart,
Before me his bright smile.

And his eyes soften.

Dancing With You Is So Carefree

Loss

Ad Nauseam

Yea!!

Flowers in Theory

I started making electronic music somewhere around 8th May 2021 I think, very much learning how to do things still. But I want to put it out, for people to hear, it's a product of my brain. Although it's incoherent at times, these are my brain noises.

Blueski, blue on skis, i have never used skis before

Blueski

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