scene prod maknae & sense

swag + luvlxckdown + emorave - CANT FOLD (flood + kiro + guami)

cant compete w/ mental (taylor morgan x 6houl)

performed, written, & produced by me @mental
featuring @gnde

https://open.spotify.com/track/2HkysUlkqHuFLpt71lECl4?si=27e8105b95da441a&nd=1

lyrics:

im aching
i feel my body fall apart
make my walls collapse
im crawling back
to somewhere i can start

wish they would talk to me
i feel them watching me
its almost constantly
its hard to fall asleep
wake up and walk between
hate me and want to be
i cant keep promising
that this is all ill be

i feel dead
til they tell me that they love me
i feel better
every day im losing friends
i can barely even walk on my own legs
like im floating
or maybe falling instead
but im not
its not that bad
i start feeling lost
ill hold ur hand
havent smiled since december
it might be like this forever

yea its aching
body shaking
i cant fake it
the conversations
got no patience
i cant take it
the violations
vile cadence
i am faded
the constellations
got me jaded
ive gone manic

with life on my back its just got me in panic
all of my friends they just went in and vanished
and i always felt like a monster thats banished
and all of my life i just felt like a menace

all of my time has been wasted again
trying to keep all my friends in my head
but i rather have noone there and depressed 
cuz all of these people they used me and left

i want a chance just to be by myself
cuz all of you fakes want to drain all my health
and i have been trying to fix how i felt
but all of this time and u wasted in hell

ache ft grandee

prod me & @1spxce

Full song breakdown on Virus: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-zJ8vz3-YYU&t=576s

you take the, thoughts right out of my own head
you take them and use em up for no good
and now you're turning against me and i don't know why

cuz' there's a light at the end of the tunnel
i asked you to dance but you said you didn't wanna
i've been feeling stressed so im smoking marijuana
and i cant find a way to get myself under the gutter

why'd you cut me so deep though
flip me like a re-post
every time i walk past you treat me like a creep-o
i guess that's how it is though
is this really it? oh
got me walkin' on some egg shells, got me movin' tip toe

well i don't wanna be, on your jagged edge
i don't wanna be there when your bottomless pit ends
i don't like, all your details either gotta cut off you're split ends
burning bridges left and right 
now you wanna come back tryna make a mends

grabbing my legs, cuz' you don't want to leave 
kicking and screaming about some shit i can't believe
like why you complaining about the side that i can't see
ya i'm punching my mirror like how could you do that to me

cuz' there's a light at the end of the tunnel
i asked you to dance but you said you didn't wanna
i've been feeling stressed so im smoking marijuana
and i cant find a way to get myself under the gutter

cuz' there's a light at the end of the tunnel
i asked you to dance but you said you didn't wanna
i've been feeling stressed so im smoking marijuana
and i cant find a way to get myself under the gutter

why'd you cut me so deep though
flip me like a re-post
every time i walk past you treat me like a creep-o
i guess that's how it is though
is this really it? oh
got me walkin' on some egg shells, got me movin' tip toe

[blackwinterwells]

you cant see
all the chaos you're sewing
don't you ever stop and think
that this might be the wrong damn thing

u want me to care im not gonna
you're off your fucking nut
you're a clown, you're bananas
just take another step, look at you
and what you're doing
we all know you're a doofus
just stop and no more fighting

my veins all feel like lightning
but its all smoke in mirrors
u tried to pull the world over my eyes but i see clearer
its actually fucking funny, 
all that bullshit u told me
and I even believed it 
oh ha wow such a dummy

kicking & screaming w/ blackwinterwells

@0arid
@brknglss
@remghost
love u guys :D

angel w/ arid prod brknglss & remghost

@reefuh
@brknglss

i walk into saks with a full fit
i got the guns and they forfeit
i was up im back on my bullshit
get my lil stack real quick get my racks
imma speak that truth imma spit my facts
used to be broke aint got no stacks
now i do feats and im gon tax

im with the team chris blair (s/o @yoshi)
i run the scene not fair
light em up like a flair
yea i got this shit in my hand

i dont wanna meet u
girl what makes u think i need u 
your boyfriend wanna be pichu
but he not, he not him

[hook]
he not, he not, he not him
8x

[reef]
who tf went and told this lil boy that he was him
(oh no he not)
how tf u aint know me and pichu been them
im going perc after perc in my body no stim
g-19 pop his ass like he was a pimp
tt tt whip it up riri 
these bitches cant be not mentioning see me
i know she wunt me, cant wait 2 meet me
she wish for the weenie but im not a genie
38 clips in a 38 glock
this the 38th bitch wanna suck on my cock 
i just hit ion miss im like curry on god
he not him oh no he not

not him w/ reef (brknglss)

@resolve1k
i need to put this all behind me
deceive me and you blind me 
can't deal with always lying 
girl i need
to put it all in the past
i know i shouldn't want you back
100 other options yea
so see ya hope you're doing well
put your heart in the bag
push to start i hit the gas
she said "i don't want u back"
i wont be coming in last
said she wants my heart 
said she wants me bad
cuz she wants what she can't have
i cannot get attached 
i was taken a back 
by all the shit that you said 
"i never thought we could last"
and "get the fuck out my head"
can you tell me why i try
things never seem to go right
shit never seems to work out
you're the only thing on my mind
and i'm not feeling alright 
always with some other guy
i don't need you by my side
i need to leave it behind

behind me (inno)

donor w/ wells, blxty, kuru, dolly, mental (emorave)

nothing becomes easier, that much is clear.

https://soundcloud.com/hiseph
prod https://soundcloud.com/diligencexs + https://soundcloud.com/sprr00w

i just want you to know
i don't love you no more
how many calls on the phone
what'll it take for you to go
how many calls, how many talks, how many more now?
how many weeks, how many months, when do you run out?
baby i always regret letting you go now
and i keep coming back, i don't know how

how many more
i dont know if it's over
what do you want?
i don't know but
i just want you to go, love

[ https://soundcloud.com/hiseph ]
shit really ain't what it seems
i got too much on my shoulders
i swear you're invested in me
but you got me pushing these boulders
got money all up in my jeans
pick up the phone
i want this to be over
i'm tryna turn over a leaf
shawty got four sides like a clover

i think you talk alot
she gon grab my heart 
and tear it all apart
don't know what you want from me
leave me out to rot
i try, alot
but i can't talk it out

how many calls, how many talks, how many more now?
how many weeks, how many months, when do you run out?
baby i always regret letting you go now
and i keep coming back, i don't know how

how many more
i dont know if it's over
what do you want?
i don't know but
i just want you to go, love

go, love w/ seph (diligence/sparr00w)

@waytooanti
insta: instagram.com/waytooanti

not him w/ reef (brknglss)

pichu

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