Clicked cause of the ghost and its almost Halloween 🎃.  And got another good song added to the playlist cause of it. 

I LOVE THIS! Your voice is so nice. That beat drop is hot

Felt the same, got in the same condition...

stream it here:
https://fanlink.to/nostalgic-nightmares

nostalgic nightmares

lately I've been so depressed
I struggle getting out of bed
or fighting with my head
anxiety's befriended me
in the depths of my despair
couldn't breathe if I had air

just tell me what you want
I got a life I need to live, oh
I can't play these silly games
of ring around the rosie

I'm dancing with the dead again
I don't think you'll forgive my sin
so I'll cross my heart and hope to live
cause I'm desperate for the touch of life
fight these thoughts I'll never fly
I know I'm worth more than I try

I'm dancing again, come dance with my friends

I won't give it up
I'm learning to live, I'm learning to
love myself again, I'm worth my weight
my weight in gold

just tell me what you want
I got a life I need to live, oh
I can't play these silly games
of ring around the rosie

I'm dancing with the dead again
I don't think you'll forgive my sin
so I'll cross my heart and hope to live
cause I'm desperate for the touch of life
fight these thoughts I'll never fly
I know I'm worth more than I try

I'm dancing again, come dance with my friends

I cried last night
thinking about my life
I miss sixteen
when I was young and naïve
now I'm 20
don't know what's good or bad for me
drifting to sea
thinking I'm better off

dancing with the dead again
I don't think you'll forgive my sin
so I'll cross my heart and hope to live
cause I'm desperate for the touch of life
fight these thoughts I'll never fly
I know I'm worth more than I try

I'm dancing again, come dance with my friends

dancing with the dead

the clock it taunts me
tells me I should be
30000 feet in the air but i'm only 6 feet
still drowning in the thought
I'll never be enough
looking at myself and thinking he doesn't deserve your love

i cant escape the feeling i'm not human
it's just a subliminal act
I think I'm losing my mind
working overtime
till my heartbeat stops on a dime

i think i saw a ghost
staring back at me through the mirror
they're reaching through my soul
as I dissociate the feeling of feeling again

nostalgic memories of my past haunt me at night
while nightmares of my future possess my mind

I'm staring at these walls I
think I might go insane
how can I feel something
when nothings felt the same?
I guess it's wishful thinking
that I could live a life
without the torment of my
demons and their knives

i think i saw a ghost
staring back at me through the mirror
they're reaching through my soul
as I dissociate the feeling of feeling again

I'm overthinking my whole life
till the point I feel numb inside
but I'm still an emotional softie
can't handle it when I cry
I get overwhelmed with emotions
feels like I'm lost with motion
I'll live my life in la vie en noir
dansant avec les morts

i think i saw a ghost
staring back at me through the mirror
don't recognize myself
as I dissociate the feeling of feeling again

i think i saw a ghost

this is a remake/part 2 of an older song of mine

the original:
https://soundcloud.com/oh-ty/ihu

lyrics:

i don't
love you
telling me you never lied
oh blank face
wide eyes
and i can never forgive you

if i had another chance i would've left you
outta sight outta mind that's just a virtue
oh that's just a virtue

i hate us, i hate us
i wish that we we're made up
no fake love
and i want, want to know
how you will cope with
without love, whoa

whoa
whoa no no
whoa
whoa no no

and i don't really know how to say this
so i'll just come out and say it
i never really loved you babe
hard as it is i don't feel the same

oh you know i don't
like when you call my name
now you won't let me
fall into love again
and no, no
i know it's not fair
but you took my soul
with your devilish stare

i hate us, i hate us
i wish that we we're made up
no fake love
and i want, want to know
how you will cope with
without love, whoa

whoa
whoa no no
whoa
whoa no no

love's a war
i'm fighting back
and I don't know
what's wrong with that

yeah yeah

i wish i would've let you go, let you know
you were a poison to my heart, corrupted from the start
you know i always cared for you, bled for you
but you played me for the fool, can't believe i trusted you

i hate us, i hate us
i wish that we we're made up
no fake love
and i want, want to know
how you will cope with
without love
whoa no, whoa no
whoa no, whoa no
whoa no, whoa no

and darling i wanted you
if you only knew
the way it was
guess i still hate us

i still hate us

This song means a lot to me. I had to go through a lot of pain and depression to get to where I am now, doubting myself every step of the way. It got so bad that I still haven't gotten out of that mindset, but lately there is a lot more happy to help against the sad. Hoping it stays that way.

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LYRICS

Verse 1:
Why is life so grey
I need a little color 
Cause’ my hearts gone undercover 
And usually I don’t feel this way

But lately I’ve been drownin’ in my fears
And I cant stop this

Pre-Chorus:
Heart attack
Heart attack
Take me back
Take me back
I can’t stop this heart attack
Heart attack
I’m feeling all this pain, but I can’t stop this

Verse 2:
Somebody take my pain 
Before I fade away
Lost my place
Through all this heavy rain

So cold
And my future is pitch black
I want my life back
But I can’t stop this

Pre-Chorus:
Heart attack
Heart attack
Take me back
Take me back
I can’t stop this heart attack
Heart attack
I’m feeling all this pain, but I can’t stop this

Bridge:
Some nights
I can barely sleep
Most days
I can’t even speak
I’m never gonna be who I wanna be
Cause’ I keep having these

Heart Attack

STREAM🤘🏽

life in minor

Sanity

Unlike Pluto - Sanity

cut you out of my life cause you're dead to me
ghost you out for a week make you wanna leave
I don't wanna make amends if it's up to me oh
we're history

spent last week 
going through my phone again
I'm so sick
of all these feelings I can't 
comprehend
it's a paradigm
I get sucked into mind over matter
when did it matter to be mine?

this is criminal by nature
favors
never gonna change my mind again
high off all the ways you promised
honest
never gonna change my mind again

cut you out of my life cause you're dead to me
ghost you out for a week make you wanna leave
I don't wanna make amends if it's up to me oh
we're history

this is only serotonin
mixed emotions
adrenaline rush 
holding on to
fleeting moments
hoping we'll get a high
bickering
caustic comments
act like I'm not enough
you can call me
what you want
just never call me back

you're acting the fool
if you think I'm afraid
of words in your mouth
I could say I care less
cause I care less

cut you out of my life cause you're dead to me
ghost you out for a week make you wanna leave
I don't wanna make amends if it's up to me oh
rest in piece

I don't wanna feel
you break my heart in two
I just wanna be a ghost to you
I'm soul searching
yet I couldn't find your soul
so I'll ghost you out
until you go

boo

gyout

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Midnight

The Pharmacy (feat. Austin Blue)

lyrics:

keep on talking
I can't get enough
I love the way that you hate my guts
I'm impatient
wanna taste the blood
dripping down my lips from your magic touch

I love the way you light gas
underneath my feet to
keep me warm as you burn me
you're so insatiable

fuck it you can poison my water
send me to davey's locker
but you're gonna need a damn good lawyer
cause I'm worth my weight in gold
worth my weight in gold
24k never gonna fade a day
ingurgitate all your negative energy
I should hate this but I'll break it to you
I'm still worth my weight in gold
worth my weight in gold

hush hush
hush hush
hush hush
hush hush

take my tones and twist my
words out loud, you better
watch yourself your toxic
masculinity is slipping out
you're tone deaf, don't need you
in my head, I'm better off alone
because you cut me short

fuck it you can poison my water
send me to davey's locker
but you're gonna need a damn good lawyer
cause I'm worth my weight in gold
worth my weight in gold
24k never gonna fade a day
ingurgitate all your negative energy
I should hate this but I'll break it to you
I'm still worth my weight in gold
worth my weight in gold

hush hush
hush hush
hush hush
hush hush

oh I know it's hard to see
but I grow stronger when you 
try to push me down

fuck it you can poison my water
send me to davey's locker
but you're gonna need a damn good lawyer
cause I'm worth my weight in gold
worth my weight in gold
24k never gonna fade a day
ingurgitate all your negative energy
I should hate this but I'll break it to you
I'm still worth my weight in gold
worth my weight in gold

hush hush
hush hush
hush hush
hush hush

worth my weight in gold

lyrics:

whatcha know about love from the start?
cause you burnt a hole through my heart
quit saying you cared about me
I'm a mess in my head, an emotional softie

I broke down last week
in back of my car
what's wrong with me?
have I gone on too far?
I can't seem to shake
feeling of inadequacy

whatcha know about love from the start?
cause you burnt a hole through my heart
quit saying you cared about me
I'm a mess in my head, an emotional softie

I can't see the light am I going blind?
creatures of the dark, turned to allies
my mom always said don't go out at night
but where does she lurk when I'm out tonight?

you're detrimental to my health you make me ill
deep down inside I won't deny it gives me chills

whatcha know about love from the start?
cause you burnt a hole through my heart
quit saying you cared about me
I'm a mess in my head, an emotional softie

I wanna scream, I wanna shout at you
but I'll just cry, and pout it to the moon
you're not worth all the pain you put me through
so let's pretend, we're never met again

whatcha know about love from the start?
cause you burnt a hole through my heart
quit saying you cared about me
I'm a mess in my head, an emotional softie

lately I cant see
I'm blinded by the future this is more than a dream
I need to move on from you there's a future for me
so I'll say my farewells, cause it's growing old

emotional softie

edit: omg thank you all so much, i didn't expect so many people to love this track the way i do. i love having you guys here and hope to see you 'round :)

ep comin out next month
hope you enjoy this one.

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Lyrics:
I come from thinkin' that my head is not screwed on
Don't talk too much and wear it out
Bang bang, they said I took too much
My crown is shaking in their

Eye, eye, I feel the same
When I lie and say that I don't feel insane

Now take off your halo
And look to the sky
Some people have feelings
Did they know I might?
Seems like they don't listen
I'm just walking on a line
I just want somebody to understand my life

(To understand my life)
(To understand my life)

How did I get here?
How might you ask?
It's easy if you just don't give a fuck about a mask
I live wearing my face up on a big red flag
Waved above my head until they put me in a bag

And I can't tell if I'm the one who's causing all the problems
And this ain't pity
I just wanna know if I'm alone

(If I am)
(If I fall)
(If I am)
(If I)

Now take off your halo
And look to the sky
Some people have feelings
Did they know I might?
Seems like they don't listen
I'm just walking on a line
I just want somebody to understand my life

gyout

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