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When I felt low, I came to you.
When I felt good, I came to you. 
I held you responsible for all my best qualities.
I attached my personality to you. 
I should have known from the start you were no good for me. 
The positivity I felt was a manifestation of your hold over me, not my true feelings.
It took me some time, but I fought you off. 
You stabbed me in the back too many times.
No matter how much I tried to paint you as my savior, you were my devil, you were my downfall, the lowest point of my life. 
Thank you… thank you for showing me my worst self, thank you for showing me how low I can fall. 
You can keep trying to bring me down, but I’ll keep my middle finger raised up high and you can find your way back to hell. 

- updog xx

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Verse 1:

Im so tired of my life and
I think I need a little time now
To find another meaning
While Im bleeding
As I’m pulling
another knife from my back, damn
I keep comparing you to satan 
Hope that one day I'll awaken 
To realize that I thought you were the one
But you took all your cards off the table 
Im so tired of my life.

Verse 2:

I thank you for all my mistakes girl 
You always kept my mind in chains girl 
When I knew what I gave you
But you owned me
And thats on me
Should’ve left when I met you
Thought that things would never change, yea 
The bitter fall of my own strength
Looking back I
Could’ve fought more
Let myself down
And I feel the distress take its toll now
Im so tired of my life.

tired of my life

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Babel - sad faces & dark places

produced with @onetwotrails

guess I saw the devil last night
she was looking oh pretty nice
felt her gaze wrap around me like chains
and my mind melted off her face
heart beats the rhythm drum
my oh my what's to come?
you got me shackled to your embrace
all that you do you know I will
chase

girl maybe this is drawn out
or maybe this is overture
I have trouble seeing straight now
cause I cant seem to get 
over her

embracing her overtones I'm
overthinking all that I know
that fire in her eyes it kindles my soul
I'm burning alive just to keep her warm
its

not fair not fair not fair oh no it's
not fair not fair not fair oh no
not fair not fair not fair oh no it's
not fair not fair not fair oh no

not fair not fair not fair oh no it's
not fair not fair not fair oh no
not fair not fair not fair oh no it's
not fair not fair not fair oh no

girl maybe this is drawn out
or maybe this is overture
I have trouble seeing straight now
cause I cant seem to get 
over her

over her

One Hope - under my sleeve

why do I
fall so hard?

she's lurking underneath my tones
pacing her breath just to hush me
she's hidden like the undertow
and I'm stranded at sea
oh I need her to know
she's on my mind
I can't let the thought go
of us tonight

she moves like a movie scene and I can't seem to
catch her under my sleeve and it haunts me
how she touches me like she owns me
I can't get over her when she's under me now

is it in my veins?
is it in my blood?
cause I can't get enough
I tried to detain my love
with paper shackles yet
the words that spilled out my mouth
spell I need you now I
try to push them down but
they keep seeping out
why do I think about her all the time?
I fall so hard for her

she moves like a movie scene and I can't seem to
catch her under my sleeve and it haunts me
how she touches me like she owns me
I can't get over her when she's under me now

I'm losing my mind tape off the thought of her
raising white flags protruding out my
I'm losing my mind tape off the thought of her
raising white flags protruding out my eyes

bite off my tongue
chase down the blood
oh I know that she's bad for my health
bad for my health
but I wanna find it out for myself
out for myself
how come I don't want no one else
want no one else
grazing my lip so desperately
you don't really care at all
stop showing up in my feed
I don't need you, you'll see
so stop calling stop caring cause you're not 
under my sleeve

under my sleeve

lyrics:

keep on talking
I can't get enough
I love the way that you hate my guts
I'm impatient
wanna taste the blood
dripping down my lips from your magic touch

I love the way you light gas
underneath my feet to
keep me warm as you burn me
you're so insatiable

fuck it you can poison my water
send me to davey's locker
but you're gonna need a damn good lawyer
cause I'm worth my weight in gold
worth my weight in gold
24k never gonna fade a day
ingurgitate all your negative energy
I should hate this but I'll break it to you
I'm still worth my weight in gold
worth my weight in gold

hush hush
hush hush
hush hush
hush hush

take my tones and twist my
words out loud, you better
watch yourself your toxic
masculinity is slipping out
you're tone deaf, don't need you
in my head, I'm better off alone
because you cut me short

fuck it you can poison my water
send me to davey's locker
but you're gonna need a damn good lawyer
cause I'm worth my weight in gold
worth my weight in gold
24k never gonna fade a day
ingurgitate all your negative energy
I should hate this but I'll break it to you
I'm still worth my weight in gold
worth my weight in gold

hush hush
hush hush
hush hush
hush hush

oh I know it's hard to see
but I grow stronger when you 
try to push me down

fuck it you can poison my water
send me to davey's locker
but you're gonna need a damn good lawyer
cause I'm worth my weight in gold
worth my weight in gold
24k never gonna fade a day
ingurgitate all your negative energy
I should hate this but I'll break it to you
I'm still worth my weight in gold
worth my weight in gold

hush hush
hush hush
hush hush
hush hush

worth my weight in gold

edit: omg thank you all so much, i didn't expect so many people to love this track the way i do. i love having you guys here and hope to see you 'round :)

ep comin out next month
hope you enjoy this one.

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Phantom Head - Cage (Official Music Video)

i really wanted to go back to my roots with this one. my experience with music started by playing in bands as a guitar/bass player. later in time i discovered electronic music and it became my new favourite thing, which also got me into music production. this song really is a combinaton of those two worlds and features both acoustic and electronic sounds in it.

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