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(Lyrics)
Twenty-seven, life is Armageddon
I've got clinical depression 'cause my mind's an imperfectionist
I fall asleep, wait, I don't wanna wake up
But I never wanna take another pill to make me fake fine
I'll get some help
Sit down with my therapist
To try to teach me lessons
But I forget just what the question is
'Cause I'm a fuck-up
Stuck here with my hands cuffed
Behind my back, tryin' to keep myself intact
I'm feeling great like Carole Baskin
Hope you know it's all an act 'cause
It's so much easier to lie, woo
Bad luck, if you're someone like me
Got your head above water
But you still can't even breathe, it's a
Pandemic, it's a fucking disease
And it's following me, woo
Bad luck, if you're someone like me
Got your head above water
But you still can't even breathe, it's a
Pandemic, it's a fucking disease
And it's following me
You hide your problems
At the bottom of the bottle
You forget it all tonight
But it's just twice as bad tomorrow
'Cause when you're sober, you just wanna stay at home
But all your friends they call you up
And they convince you to go out again
These days it's cocaine and a nose ring
Get your fake lips just to fit in
And all your friends think they're the shit
But they're no different
'Cause none of them ever feel better
They do so much drugs, and they probably regret it
And they act all cool as if they are the the realist
But we know that they just don't deal with their feelings
It's so much easier to lie, woo
Bad luck, if you're someone like me
Got your head above water
But you still can't even breathe, it's a
Pandemic, it's a fucking disease
And it's following me, woo
Bad luck, if you're someone like me
Got your head above water
But you still can't even breathe, it's a
Pandemic, it's a fucking disease
And it's following me
It's like a movie, it's not the real me
Oh, maybe next time
But for now, I'll pretend that I am fake fine
It's like a movie (it's like a movie)
It's not the real me (it's not the real me)
Oh, maybe next time (maybe next time)
But for now, I'll pretend that I am fake fine
Bad luck, if you're someone, like me
Got your head above water
But you still can't even breathe, it's a
Pandemic, it's a fucking disease
And it's following me, woo
Bad luck, if you're someone, like me
Got your head above water
But you still can't even breathe, it's a
Pandemic, it's a fucking disease
And it's following me

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Full Lyrics available on Genius soon

[Chorus]
I've been walking through the dark with a head and heart half-used,
But there’s a light at the end of the tunnel, lifting me clean for air,
Yeah, I stumble on the nights when the shadows scream loud,
But that light at the end of the tunnel pulls me from the crowd.

Chasing the Light at the End

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