JohnMichaelHowell

(Lyrics)
Twenty-seven, life is Armageddon
I've got clinical depression 'cause my mind's an imperfectionist
I fall asleep, wait, I don't wanna wake up
But I never wanna take another pill to make me fake fine
I'll get some help
Sit down with my therapist
To try to teach me lessons
But I forget just what the question is
'Cause I'm a fuck-up
Stuck here with my hands cuffed
Behind my back, tryin' to keep myself intact
I'm feeling great like Carole Baskin
Hope you know it's all an act 'cause
It's so much easier to lie, woo
Bad luck, if you're someone like me
Got your head above water
But you still can't even breathe, it's a
Pandemic, it's a fucking disease
And it's following me, woo
Bad luck, if you're someone like me
Got your head above water
But you still can't even breathe, it's a
Pandemic, it's a fucking disease
And it's following me
You hide your problems
At the bottom of the bottle
You forget it all tonight
But it's just twice as bad tomorrow
'Cause when you're sober, you just wanna stay at home
But all your friends they call you up
And they convince you to go out again
These days it's cocaine and a nose ring
Get your fake lips just to fit in
And all your friends think they're the shit
But they're no different
'Cause none of them ever feel better
They do so much drugs, and they probably regret it
And they act all cool as if they are the the realist
But we know that they just don't deal with their feelings
It's so much easier to lie, woo
Bad luck, if you're someone like me
Got your head above water
But you still can't even breathe, it's a
Pandemic, it's a fucking disease
And it's following me, woo
Bad luck, if you're someone like me
Got your head above water
But you still can't even breathe, it's a
Pandemic, it's a fucking disease
And it's following me
It's like a movie, it's not the real me
Oh, maybe next time
But for now, I'll pretend that I am fake fine
It's like a movie (it's like a movie)
It's not the real me (it's not the real me)
Oh, maybe next time (maybe next time)
But for now, I'll pretend that I am fake fine
Bad luck, if you're someone, like me
Got your head above water
But you still can't even breathe, it's a
Pandemic, it's a fucking disease
And it's following me, woo
Bad luck, if you're someone, like me
Got your head above water
But you still can't even breathe, it's a
Pandemic, it's a fucking disease
And it's following me

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[Verse 1]
In this dark room, only your breath remains
The words frozen on my lips still burn
Even if I try to forget, the memories spread
Every night, they flare up like fire

My heart still remembers you
Your face through the blurry window
I try to reach, but you drift away
Even if you vanish, the scars remain

[Pre-Chorus]
Trapped in that moment, like a fleeting light
Love flares up
Silently burning me

[Chorus]
You remain like an afterimage
Even if I close my eyes, you spread
The closer I get, the further you go
Scattering like light
Love is a cruel dream
Even after waking, it remains
I thought you were gone
But you still live inside me

[Verse 2]
Your voice seeps in like the wind
The lingering echoes wake me
I try to laugh, but I see you
Clear like film, never erased

Scenes replay again and again
Even if I press pause, they don’t fade
Time pushes me away
But your name lingers on my lips

[Pre-Chorus]
Even looking at myself in the mirror
I’m shadowed by you
I believed it was over
But you still live inside me

[Chorus]
You remain like an afterimage
Even if I close my eyes, you spread
The closer I get, the further you go
Scattering like light
Love is a cruel dream
Even after waking, it remains
I thought you were gone
But you still live inside me

[Verse 3]
In the dim light
Your touch brushes past
Through the empty air
Your name flows

The night inside me is long
No matter how far I walk, there’s no end
Love has disappeared
But the memories burn me

[Bridge]
In this dark night, I try to reach you
But my hand can’t touch you
Is this lingering feeling or love?
I can’t even tell anymore

[Final Chorus]
You remain like an afterimage
Even if I close my eyes, you spread
The closer I get, the further you go
Scattering like light
Love has no end
Even after burning, it remains
I thought you were gone
But you still live inside me

[Outro]
I thought you were gone
But your afterimage is still vivid

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